HANDS UP DON'T SHOOTAs the fires roll into the skies over Ferguson, MS, and people loot, stab, rape, kill and desecrate all over the country, a question begs into our minds. Why? Why would people get so upset over something out of their control? Why would people turn straight to violence even when the President, Brown's family, ask them to keep peaceful and calm. Darren Wilson will get his I'm sure, because this incident will undoubtedly cause him to resign his police commission and force him to move because he is no longer safe in his own home.HANDS UP DON'T SHOOT9 minutes ago in Emotional More Like This
Aren't you satisfied yet? Or is your hunger for violence, your lust for the blood of the man who only deemed it right to protect himself, so insatiable that you must tear down the American Infrastructure and destroy society for people who are only trying to live? What you're doing is not justice, you're making it something it's not.
When the headlines read "WHITE CHILD SHOT BY BLACK COP", no one bats an eyelash, but when the headlines shout out about a black teen
To an Absent Parent Dear “Parent”,To an Absent Parent44 minutes ago in Emotional More Like This
You screwed up. You don’t even know how badly, because you didn’t stick around to find out. The problem is, that’s EXACTLY how you messed everything up. By being absent.
I hate you. I hate you and I don’t even know you. I probably never will. And I don’t give a damn if I don’t ever see your face. I hate you because you were absent from their life, not mine. It’s funny really. If you were just another person on the street, just another face in the crowd, I wouldn’t have any feelings towards you whatsoever, but you abandoned one of the few people I care about: you left a beautiful soul one parent short, and while that might not bother them, and they’ve moved on, I can never forgive you for leaving that void in their life. They didn’t deserve that.
Maybe they’re better off. If you were too cowardly to stand by them a
Ambitious ThinkingDancing in the moonlight with *you, is all I want to do. Dance awhile, then fall not so gracefully in *your lap because my coordination is way off and *your soul is spot on. I've been having trouble sleeping, and *you know why. I wake up and I'm immediately touching myself because *you are not. It ends and I need *you. My mind devours my soul in those moments, so it seems I don't even have one but I know I do. For if I did not, who would be enamored with you like mine? Who would surrender to the thought of *you doing things. Nasty, dirty things to me like I'm *your little whoreslut and honey I swear I'd do anything *you want me to do. I'd be on my hands and knees for *you in a Nashville minute and I think that's a nice payoff to *you, from me. If it's not, *you can eat me out and we'll call it even.Ambitious Thinking59 minutes ago in Emotional More Like This
An Attempt to Move Forward It's been one month from my break up. I carry boxes down from the tuck up stairs into my friend's room. Her and her boyfriend are setting up a sunbed frame for me. This is a good thing for me. I won't be alone during this transition. I smile at the two and set one of three boxes down.An Attempt to Move Forward 3 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
"Thank you. I really appreciate you letting me stay here."
"No problem." My friend says and waves her hand like I am being outrageous by thanking her. I wear a replacement ring on my left ring finger for the one I had given back and my friend notices but doesn't say anything though I see in her eyes that she has formed a opinion of it.
It has been one month and two weeks from my break up. I am on my computer in the living room, trying to give my friend some time alone with her boyfriend. My sim just had a baby and I smile, happily naming it something though the name means nothing. My friend walks out of the room with her boyfriend and they whisper their goodbyes into the
UncomfortableIf you were anyone but bloodUncomfortable4 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I would never speak to you again.
Yes, you are entitled to your opinion
but by that same token I am entitled to never forgive you for it.
And you. You are the worst of them all.
I’ve come to expect this sort of thing from him but you.
You who taught me to always stand up against injustice.
Apparently that doesn’t apply when it’s disturbing dinner.
Lo intenteLo intente...Lo intente6 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Di lo mejor de mi, lo mejor que tenia
Pero no recibí nada a cambio
No creo que sea justo que yo aya intentado rescatar lo nuestro
y tu no
Yo si te ame, pero tu solo jugaste conmigo
me di ilusiones falsas y solo me quede con miserables intentos fallidos
No claro que no, para ti lo nuestro solo fue un juego
Para ti yo sólo era era una mas
Ahora quiero llorar pero tengo mas lagrimas para botar
Quiero huis de este dolor que me solo me recuerda a ti
Mis memorias me asesinan con cada recuerdo tuyo
Quiero morir, se que estoy viva porque respiro, pero me siento muerta
Pensé que lo nuestro era real.... solo fue mentira
Pensé que me amabas.... pero te di igual
Pensé que nosotros llegaríamos lejos.... pero no, porque nunca existió un nosotros para ti
Lo único que me queda es saber que lo intente...
WarningThis life,Warning6 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
It's never easy. Never.
Each person that comes in and through our lives,
Leaves a mark.
And whether it's a matter of a moment, a single moment, or years,
There is proof in there somewhere that they have been there.
Reminders, either physically or mentally,
The important thing to realise is that we ARE those scars.
They are what make us stronger, they are the lessons we need to learn,
But there is something we need understand.
Learn and move on, dwelling never helps,
Take the best memories, wrap them together with a piece of string.
And surround them with one simple bad fucking memory,
As a warning to never ever go back. Never go back.
I have a secretI have a secret...I have a secret6 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
...My father dismisses it, calls it a phase and swats his hand, claiming it will go away.
...My mother goes to sleep, totally clueless and swearing I have a crush on a boy.
...My aunts know what I am but not what to say; they both tell me to think it through.
...My school makes me take a test in which I have to lie about what I prefer.
A girl in my class calls me a “fucking lesbian” because I take time to answer.
A friend tells me to click over ‘males’ because “it’s obvious you’re not like that”.
Girl friends from my class hold my hand, hug my waist and kiss my cheek; they know but we don’t talk about it.
...My girl best friend lives in denial of who I am, and even though she knows she claims I have a crush on a friend and she jokes and talks about how I should get a boyfriend soon. She ignores when I tell her I’m not into boys.
...My boy best friend knows what I am and supports me thoroughly; both of
UntitledI’m sorry.Untitled6 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I started with what I’m best at: apologizing.
Perhaps in a week these words will have lost all meaning.
Perhaps it’ll take a month for me to forget.
Perhaps I’ll never forget.
It’s funny how I’m expecting to forget five months in a week or less.
Silly, silly me.
You don’t forget the first time you fall in love. Much less if you spent five months watching carefully and learning all their little things.
For example, I know your hands are always cold and are thinner but shorter than mine.
They don’t fit with mine.
You have never shot a straw wrapping to another person.
You hold up your pinky while eating or drinking and never pick at the food with bare fingers, not even when we have chicken legs for lunch at school.
You fall asleep on the way to school unless your dad is driving you, if that’s the case you always arrive with earphones and a frown.
You love your family more than anything in this world and can
2:30 thoughts"Are you awake?"2:30 thoughts6 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
The screen glows bright in the darkened room. I don't know what I will say if he replies with a yes. Just knowing another soul is not asleep at this hour would be enough. Especially his soul.
"What are you thinking about?"
There's really only one answer I want to hear. It's what I would say if he asked me the same question. But I know I'll never hear it.
FergusonMy thoughts on Ferguson, MIFerguson7 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
November 24, 2014. Officer Wilson is not charged with anything for killing Michael Brown.
Protests are all over the country, ranging from peaceful to violent.
I can see and feel the racial tensions that are present.
After that fatal shooting, other cases of a person being shot came to be.
The violent protests are unacceptable.
Stealing is unacceptable.
Attacking someone is unacceptable.
Shooting an unarmed person is unacceptable.
Not thinking twice before you do an action is unacceptable.
High authorities not hearing the voices of peaceful protestors are unacceptable.
Justice not being served is unacceptable
College"Your presence is detrimental to the wellbeing and academic progress of the other students."College7 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I remember/I wish I was a child againI’m reminiscing my childhood and my innocence of my curly hair. How adults were such kind to me. How kids were too vicious to me. This is what I am afraid the most to look back in time and see what I don’t wanna see. I just wish I could take it all back now. To see my smile in the photos again. To don’t feel fear everyday. Yes, this is what I want back. I remember how I used to be that little girl with smile and bad pronounciation. I see that scene right now.I remember/I wish I was a child again10 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I was playing with kids and I had blast of happiness. I didn’t need anything like money, parents or sleep. I was supergirl who didn’t sleep like heroes in cartoons but inside of that circle of children with them I used to play was a dark spot and monsters came from there to catch me.
I’m reminiscing the other moments. I was watching tv and heard my mother’s comeback but it wasn’t what small kids want to. She was drunk and I was so nervous. I didn’t know what was wrong with her.
Germany must ACCOMPLISH!Germany must ACCOMPLISH!13 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
This is a message of spiritual justice for our fellow SS men and women. This is dedicated to the strong German women, who endured the worst abuses and still survived and granted the surviving of this generation.
So there they were assembled, praying for our decay. About a century ago the enemy of mankind, the Jew, wrote one of the most hateful plans to exterminate the innocent offspring our Creator God Wotan (Satan) from this Earth, which turned in action in one of the saddest and disturbing facts in history, comparable only in sadism and cruelness to their other plan, the Inquisition.
They expected to starve, humiliate and abuse the Aryan people to the point of total annihilation, which was possible in their simplistic brain. Killing German men and raping German women would be enough to finish their plan and put a total silence in the German blood, they thought. Their blind self-confidence led them to
Society Rant - Girls and Their Weight"She's being a typical anorexic teenager."Society Rant - Girls and Their Weight14 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
But I was sick to my stomach because of my migraine.
"You never eat. Why do all girls not eat?"
I'm not like "all girls", I'm really just not hungry, especially out in social situations. I get nervous.
"Are you anorexic?"
No. I need to gain weight, actually. I eat chocolate and junk all the time, you'd think I'd be fat!
"You must be anorexic to takes two bites and be done."
The chicken is dark and stringy, and I OCD like crazy over chicken. It has to be white meat is all! I pick it apart a lot, but I am eating!
"You're never hungry!"
I am! I am, I am, I am!!!!
Why do I have to be anorexic because I pick at my food a lot when certain pieces look weird? Why do I have to be anorexic because I get migraines and get sick to my stomach with them? Why do I have to be anorexic because I get anxious in social situations? Why do I have to be anorexic because I'm thin? Why do I have to be anorexic be
Quote of the Day: 11/24/2014Quote of the Day: November 24,2014Quote of the Day: 11/24/201421 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
"If I had a flower for everytime I thought of you, I could walk through my garden forever."
My Loyal Succubi Chapter 2My Loyal Succubi Chapter 222 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
YURI (GirlXGirl ROMANCE)
Based off real events minor name changes places added fictional content. Some Events are blurred do to lost of Notes and small forgetfullness .
Artwork By Me
In the world of computers , where lies can become truth faster than sound reaches your ears! Where you can strip yourself down and rebuild yourself back up where can become Everything And become nothing all at once, When does your fairytale come real?
You are my tunnel song.We spoke well into the time that I should have spent asleep talking about the way things were and how we felt. You said my voice was calming and that you wanted me there. I wished for that more than anything, especially in your time of need, and I still do. You wanted to have a night where we could say whatever we wanted, and I thought it was a fantastic idea. My thoughts sprouted into words and made their way to you - I was terrified of what you would think. Luckily, what you felt might not have been all that different from what I did. We laughed and cried together that night through hours of talking, disconnections, panic-filled moments and more happiness than I've had in too long.You are my tunnel song.23 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Days went by after this, and I thought about it for hours upon hours. After the countless number of times it went through my head, I decided to speak up. And I've never felt worse about a string of words before. "forget that conversation".
Life might be a lot easier for you if you forget it, and that's all
I WISHI WISHI WISH1 day ago in Emotional More Like This
I wish to fly like the wind blowing in the morning.
I wish to have a pair of wings so they can take me to the infinity, where no one has gone before.
I wish to have the wisdom of a thousand of souls.
I wish to see that what is beyond from where I am not allowed to see.
But I cannot. I cannot have any of those things.
I am just a mere mortal being, walking the winding paths of this dismal life which drowns me into an endless despair.
I am like a drifting boat, sailing over an unknown sea of madness, covered in storms and hardships. My fate seems to be condemned to doom, with no visible port to dock.
My sadness and regrets are so bitter. And they stalk me even in my dreams.
My days and nights are indistinguishable one from each other. I am consumed by routine, every day is the same as above. The good dreams are flying away from me. The life is suffocating me, or at least, that is what my heart is feeling.
Maybe tomorrow will be different. Maybe tomorrow the shadow
Arise from under your bridge.Arise from your bridge trollArise from under your bridge.1 day ago in Emotional More Like This
Stand and wield your weapon
Its not a hammer, a sword or even a bow
But it has the power to change lives...
...or simply ruin them.
Don't worry about the fall out troll
People will blame their own kind for your doing
People shout at the top of their lungs In your defense.
Yes it seems humans turn on each other in these situations.
You can cause as much damage you want and no one will care
They bellow "Turn off the computer!"
When even you know how futile that is
It seems some force are keeping humans bound to it.
And you'll be ready for that moment to cause more mayhem
With great tools like Photoshop and facebook and your new weapons
you can take a picture of your victim and do whatever you want with them
And while your victim is losing their minds you can laugh
And have a greater laugh while their friends are accusing them
Arise from under your bridge troll
Stand and wield this Mouse and Keyboard
And then sit safel