Please cure this depressionI am crying.Please cure this depression2 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I don't know how long the madness might go on like this, and now? I don't hear anyone like my friends anymore. Sleeping with a broken heart, crying, and just feel overwhelm about this. No one will ever remember me anymore once I'm gone. I decided not to quit my job, and this is the last chance they are going to use. If anything happens, I'll be never be okay anymore.
After all of the
Disrespectfulness by others,
Me getting devasted needing help even I tried SO HARD,
No chance of seeing or talking to anybody,
Manipulation from those bad people's commitment separated everyone apart,
Being stalk and uncomfortable by the same person like crazy,
Physically hurt non-stop that already got me into danger,
Being hated by others for no reason but just taking advantage out of my feelings by hurting me everyday!
ALL THE MADNESS?! I HAD ENOUGH!!!
I just completely had it with all of that! The only reason why I want? Is to be happy, be free by heart, and make my dreams come true.
Once it starts, it never stops....Once it starts, it never stops..........Once it starts, it never stops....4 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
This months feelingsI thought about my dad quite a bitThis months feelings5 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I miss him
I want to hug him again
I want to hear his voice
I haven't had a father in years
I saw my brother
I hugged him after a year of absence
But my mom didn't seem happy to see her own son
I had a terrible nightmare
I woke up screaming
Everyone I knew had a spike through their chest
I tried to call and it didn't go through
I never said anything after that
I had to take my midterms
I couldn't get the courage to talk about moving in with you
I found a great place close to you
After all this I failed to speak of
I could never keep my emotions from you
You comfort me so well
And I need only ask
Happy Birthday No amount of words in poetry or prose can describe my feelings about you, although I keep collecting the words I feel do the best job at it.Happy Birthday6 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I sleep with my window open at night, no matter the temperature, because my parents took my air-conditioner out and now the hum of that old machine does not play in my dreams anymore- I have to replace that with the sounds of the trees rustling outside. My little dog has always provided the warmth I need to survive, but I never knew I would find a greater heat inside my heart whenever I am with you.
A year ago, I was in love with two boys who both disappointed me, yet I could not get them out of my head. It is funny to think a preacher’s son would be making out with a girl three times his size in the hallway, but your brother’s behavior has always been bizarre. So far, you have amazed me by not being a typical teenage boy. You don
My Heart Belongs to MeI'm warm,My Heart Belongs to Me7 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
covered in layers of sweaters and pants.
Then I look at her.
Then I read her letters.
And I turn blood cold.
Why is that?
I see it in her words.
Am I reading too much?
She's in pain.
I've been through them.
I wonder if they're related to me.
But they're not.
I know this, sadly.
The little love we had,
Who she's referring to,
is not me.
are to someone else.
My heart clenches.
I fail to forget.
I'm reading her blog again.
I wanna respond,
I wanna be beside her.
I wanna be that comfort.
...but I can't.
because we're over.
because she hates me
because she's forgotten about me.
not longer include me.
Sometimes I believe in hope.
Sometimes I believe in miracles.
I'm waiting for one,
but I know I'll get none.
She thinks of others, now.
She is different.
There's nothing more to this hard, painful truth.
Hah, I know that.
Truly Free The forest is my sanctuary. I love everything about it. It can soothe and comfort me. It can show me new things. It can take me to new places. It can make my wildest dreams take flight and it can rush me through them; giving me the strength, knowledge and courage to do thing I never could have without the forest to wake that part of me. It’s inside of me and I’m never truly whole without it. What I’m trying to do is nearly impossible, that is, put to words all the thing of the forest and all the things which I am and I become in the forest. Because, in the forest, I am free.Truly Free8 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
The wind is a beautifully unseen thing, and I love it for that. The way the wind twists and wines it way through and around the tree, finding every nook, cranny and corner to pulse it way through. Sometimes it howls with rage or with pride, and I feel like howling with it. Then sometimes it whispers in my ears, telling me the secrets o
GameWorld Bio: HannahbellBio:GameWorld Bio: Hannahbell8 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Name: Hannahbell Valentine Shelly
Age: Future: 16 Present: 3
Weight And Width: Same As A Polar Bear But Obese
Nationally: Thick Southern(Hannah) And Goth
Species: Polar Bear(Born As)(Michael) She Looks Like A Normal Full Size Polar Bear
Symbol: A Silver Skull With Purple Eyes
Favorite Color: Purple, White, And Black
Personality: She Is Shy And Happy She Brushes A Lot And She Is Accident Prone
Gameforce: Ice And Dark Gameforce
Likes: Hannah(Mother), Michael(Father), Darkness, Night, To Be Like Her Mother
Ice, Cool Places,
Dislikes: Fire, Hot Places, Daylight But Gets Use To It, Evil, Her Dark Spirit
Moves And Abilities:
Ice Breath: She Fire A Blizzard Out of Her Shout
Snowball: She Uses Her Breath To Blow Snowballs In To Her Hand
Weapons And Gadgets:
Ice Staff: She Has A Brown Staff With a Clear Orb Of Ice Gameforce On Top
Ice Katana: Made By Her Father Michael
UnforgivenI remember clearly the moment everything clicked together like pieces of puzzle fitting in together seamlessly. There are no words for the shock, no expressions to describe the torrent of emotions that swept over me and left me numb, unable to feel anything at all. I was afraid to be by myself in the evenings, with nothing to distract me enough to keep at bay the flashbacks that haunted me, feeding me information I couldn't bear to acknowledge. It was two days before Christmas, but the ground was as gray and dead as my heart.Unforgiven9 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
On the Boxing Day I was forced to meet you. You were about to give me a hug, but my accusing stare stopped you midway. How dare you even think of touching me. I couldn't find a good enough excuse to rid myself of my responsibilities and of what was expected of me, so instead while I suffered in your presence I let you know in my every action, every time we made eye-contact.
I know what you did
and I will never forgive you.
GameWorld Bio: GameforceBio:GameWorld Bio: Gameforce10 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Gameforce Is The Main Source Of Power In GameWorld And Any GameWorlder Can Learn It
Lightning Gameforce: Is A Lightning Blue Gameforce And It Shock Enemies
Life Gameforce: Is a Light Green Gameforce Its Main Function Is To Heal Wounds
And Bring Death Back To Life
Earth Gameforce: Is A Green Gameforce That Can Make People Move Pure Earth
Fire Gameforce: Is A Orange And Red Gameforce That Can Burn Anything
Ice Gameforce: Is A Ice Color GameForce That Can Freezes Anything
Cosmic Gameforce: Is A Black And White Gameforce It Uses Gravity To Attack
Dark Gameforce: Is A Black Gameforce It Can Corrupt The User And Make Them Evil
Light Gameforce: Is A White GameForce It Can Shines Any Darkness
Magic Gameforce: Is A Blue Gameforce It Is Basically Used For Tricks
Reality Gameforce: Is A Purple Gameforce It Can Make Anything Real
Psychic Gameforce: Is a Pink Gameforce It Can Move Things With The User's Mind
Outcast of the CenturyDo I dare switch schools to appease my sister? I can hardly see my friends from the school I go to now as is, why not just cut it off completely? I am a social outcast at my school, I doubt the other school will allow me to fit in. I simply do not know what to do any more and it pains me to think about all of the time I could waste by switching school.Outcast of the Century11 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
The conflicts of my life are at a never ending stand-off. I wish I could find some sort of solace.
Never enoughPeople like to tell meNever enough12 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I talk awfully fast
and sometimes awfully loud
it's because if I don't talk fast enough
and if I don't talk loud enough
then I can't finish what I'm saying
or no one even hears me.
Bottling upShe writes, writes and writes. Her fingers fly over the keyboard and words appear on the screen, reflecting a love letter on her glasses. A long, heartbreaking, elaborated love letter with a clear addressee. That kind of letter that makes your heart flutter with joy, the kind that brings happy tears to your eyes when read.Bottling up12 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Two pages later, she is done. She thoroughly revises the letter, checking that all the words are in place and she didn't forget to write anything, and she smiles and nods to herself. Then, her right hand brings the mouse to the up and right corner of the screen and she clicks the red X-shaped button on it.
Notittle1 was not saved. Are you sure you want to delete it?
And she clicks Yes.
She writes, writes and writes. Her pen scratches the paper and words appear on the page, drawing a story in which the person next to her is kissing her. A story of love, forgiveness, acceptance, hugs, kisses, even some of those lovebirds cliche phrases that everyone hates
Foolish Lament Of MineHandsome as the fairy-tale person you would never expect to meet-- Bowing before me as if I were his Queen, not a princess. Lips as pink as a rose; eyes green as the beautiful emeralds on the necklace of a king, yet his posture so correct and poise you would have to see it to believe my every note..Foolish Lament Of Mine12 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
When I was writing this, did I imagine the man I started talking to months ago or did I imagine Tamaki from the romantic school comedy anime.... All these qualities I was listing in this romantic series I had written almost a year ago, and the qualities I listed in my heartbox that's underneath my dresser (that I've yet to bury in the backyard), they had come true... Or were they meant as a reminder..
Was the person I was talking to supposed to be a daily reminder that I'm not foolish to dream endlessly of the possibilities for numerous romantic situations to happen between my future love and I...? I believe so. When I look back on the romantic stories I read, to suppress the lonelin
The MaskI wore my mask so long I forgot who I were underneath. And I became a shadow of myself, a ghost with no true purpose of life, because I was living that of others. It was scary. And I was tired. Then he came and ripped the mask right off of me, throwing it away, breaking it, stamping on it, until it was completely broken. Then he turned and kissed me and I've never felt more alive. Looking back I don't understand how he knew. How he could see. What was it about me that caught his attention, if I was merely like everybody else? Just another stupid girl... But other girls doesn't cry behind their mask. No person does. They all wear it proudly. I guess that's my answer, right there. For I was never proud, but ashamed and frightened. And he heard my cries, as the only person in the whole world. He never weared a mask. He's always been honest, showing the world his true face his whole life. And now I stand with him.The Mask13 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
My lif is 38% sad[x] You get bad grades.My lif is 38% sad14 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
[x] You have had a pet die.
 You cry yourself to sleep at night.
 Your parents are divorced.
 One or both of your parents are dead.
 People think you should be happier.
[x] You don't have that many friends.
[x] You have never been out of the country.
 You have never been out of the state.
 You are allergic to a food.
 You are allergic to fur. [because mites]
 You worry to much.
Total so far:4
 You always feel sad.
[x] You think you're bad at what you do.
 You are afraid of the dark.
 You are afraid of heights.
[x] You don't have a pet.
[x] You have had a dream where somebody died. (Hasn't everyone?)
 You have never had a boyfriend/girlfriend.
 You have less than 3 friends irl.
[x] You don't get an allowance.
 You don't get food everyday.
 You are shy around new people.
[x] You get bullied.
Total so far: 9
 You don't have your own room.
 You don't have a cell phone.
 You wish you didn't have a
AloneYes, Evil. Pure Evil. Sadly I am,Alone15 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
and I am not joking like you were.
I am Evil and I am Pure, a lethal
combination when I want it to be.
Pure knowledge of a human mind,
And the intelligence to use that.
Use it for good, that is my goal,
for happiness. But, my
happiness, or that of others? Is
there a difference? Am I part of the
others, are my mind and body not,
the same person?
Rifent and Fenna, Dark and Light,
Night and Day. Not one without
the other. But are they even?
When it is Light here, it is Dark
there. When Rifent is angry,
Fenna is happy. When Fenna is
sad, Rifent is content. Perfect
harmony, Pure confusion.
Yes, Evil. Pure Evil. You were right
once again. but am I right? Are
you a figment of my imagination?
Are you me?
You said I was Evil. Pure Evil. But
were we joking? Looking for
company, to break this non
existing silence? To try and
connect these four people to one?
So as to achieve peace again?
But with peace we have no
company. And thus, we achieve
silence and loneline
Thoughts of a lonely girlI´m an honest person. If I feel really good I show it. Sometimes I go overboard and fell guilty the whole time afterwards. I often put up a brave and happy front, because I like people to laugh and be cheerful around me instead of worrying. I don´t want to drag them down.Thoughts of a lonely girl15 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
It often seems that I don´t mind much if I do something wrong, but that´s not true.
Of cause there are times I forges something I´ve done wrong easily, because I don´t really care. Things like forgetting my pencil case, getting late or fights with my little sister. But there are also things I can´t forget. Even now. Some of them are big but some of them are insignificant.
I remember friends I would have liked to keep a hold on, but it isn´t always that easy. If you are a kid you don’t have the experience to understand most of the things but as you grow older you start seeing things a different way. You start regretting things of your past, that you couldn´t understand
Lysergic moments of Clarity: a Rare Look InsideLysergic moments of Clarity; a Rare Look Inside, (Or a lengthy exercise in utter nonsense)Lysergic moments of Clarity: a Rare Look Inside16 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
FALLING FREE into a vast sea of luscious green.
A wild decent deep into uncharted territory, the overwhelming sense of simultaneous terror and euphoria gripping hold of the very essence of one’s being, sending wave after wave of chills up and down the spine. A trip of a lifetime, transcending time, space and multiple dimensions all at once, yet still desperately trying to remain with both feet firmly planted in the now, a vicious battle for control over one’s senses, a task proving difficult to master at times.
THE VIVID IMAGERY of the far reaching dreamscape bleeding through the thin and frail borders of conciseness, trespassing into the dull and grey shades of reality, creating a linking bridge of sorts, a gateway to a hybrid world of both states where nothings neither real nor unreal. Lucid dreaming, altered states, compromised brain-chemistry or just plain intoxication, whatever t