Lost To The Sea...Lost To The Sea...Lost To The Sea...16 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
You see through me, a savoir, and an inward dream, lost so long ago…
Fallen stars, taken from up above glisten in the pale moonlight,
Lighting up the cold night, see the seas, laughing at me…
Heightened tides, racing against the wind, kindled fire,
Stares within, feel the lightning, feel the storm, the reminder of the thunder born,
Tranquility, peace and free, glory won, yearning be,
Take time to stand, in my own sun,
Your above, seas at still, old and worn,
We’re fire ignite, light up the cold sky, give in time,
Storm coming soon, breaking me, hear the wind through the trees,
Fate of the one, holding the way, inside we stand, take away the pain,
You through me, a leader maybe, a liberator, a rock to hang on,
Counsellor of the heart, hear the way, path is hard,
Lost to the sea, feel the rays, tides take me…
Let me fly, see a girl, or maybe a one…
Take a hand to this, to hang on, inward dreams,
Take the waters, and breathe again…
Talking To Myself AgainWhen fear takes hold over love, what are you going to do? Don't just stand there, take action, any kind at all! Throw yourself out into the street for *him, because you know you would. Shake and moan and yell and groan all because you're feeling *way* too much to be described and *he's looking at you like you're crazy and you know you are. You're heart could burst out of your chest any moment now, and what that means is you will have breathed long enough for *him to suck the breath out of your lungs, because with a meeting like this anything could happen. Let it be.Talking To Myself Again9 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Golden RetrieverYou were the most beautiful dog in the world.Golden Retriever10 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
A golden retriever, with a coat that hung down and sometimes almost touched the floor, and ears that were as soft as velvet, and a heart as pure as the shining gold of your fur. Your paws were almost as big as my hands. I remember lying next to you, running my hands through your silky fur and almost falling asleep.
I loved you from the moment you came bounding joyfully into the house, followed by my parents, who gleefully yelled, “Kids! We’ve got a new family member!” As I saw the bundle of happiness and bounciness that just became a part of my life, I ran straight up to her and grasped onto her fur in ecstasy. Finally, we got a puppy.
As you grew and matured, I remember our experiences together became even more vivid. In the summer, when it was hot, I would lie outside in the hammock reading, and you would lie under me. Sometimes even on me. Admittedly, we did break a couple of hammocks, but it usually ended with us rolli
Holiday Wish...I hope each and every person from the very young to the very old, those of different colors, creeds, nationalities and even religions get to sit down and have a decent meal. That they be under a dry roof with clean warm clothes and in the safety and love of their family and friends. May strangers feel welcomed and even enemies, with their weapons left at the door to rust in the rain, be able to sit down at the table and hold conversations about what matters most and how they are not so different than you and I. That everyone's plates be piled high with delicious nutritious food, glasses filled with clean drinking water and with enough room for a yummy dessert or two. May there be plenty for not only one or two servings, but three, four and even five, with enough left over for everyone to take food home to last another meal or two and to share with those who may have been working or ill and not able to make the trip. Most importantly, may every day be a holHoliday Wish...11 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
A smile?A smile holds mysteryA smile?13 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Where words fail
This provides answers
Not always does it
Tears run down my face
Scars in place of my freckles
But keep a smile
No one will be the wiser
A smile can be silent words
Or silent screaming
Quote of the Day: 11/27/2014Quote of the Day: November 27,2014Quote of the Day: 11/27/201421 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
"You can't measure the mutual affection of two human beings by the number of words they exchange."
Celebrating ThanksgivingIt is Thanksgiving, and what am I thankful for?Celebrating Thanksgiving21 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I am thankful for my friends and family. I am also thankful for the friends that I have made on deviantART. I am also thankful for those deviants who took an interest in my work and decided to watch me.
I am thankful for my talents. I am grateful for my ability to draw (which I am slowly getting better at), and my ability to do other things like playing the piano.
I am thankful for my school and for my teachers, and I am thankful for my home and my general good health.
I am thankful for Samantha and Victoria, my two pet cats, and for the other pets that I had before them.
I am thankful for being alive.
I am thankful for my home and for living in the United States.
These are the things that I am thankful for and am mindful of when I celebrate Thanksgiving.
Slow CorruptionMy pain isn't physical. It isn't inflicted from a cut or a bruise that once was a stinging welt. It's mental. It tears at my mind, slowly. It feels like every part of what is me will slowly be stripped away by the blade of the illness I was born with. Depression is common. Being sad is even more common. But to each person, their own pain is horrid. With me.. When I am depressed. I loath myself. I hate myself. I pity myself. I try to distract myself. I don't let people try and cheer me up because I feel like a burden if I try to talk to them while I'm.. upset. When I get into these.. states. I feel like everything around me slowly collapses. I argue with my friends. I get mad at little things like the forums and websites I use.. I sit on my bed and cry my eyes out as my mind rushes through the million things that I think are wrong with me. I let my mind corrode. I don't try and stop it. If I do... It builds up. It gets worse every time something happens until one thing.. sets it off. AnSlow Corruption8 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Como hacer un queque de mi¿Cómo hacer un queque de mí?Como hacer un queque de mi10 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
En cada mañana cuando nos acompaña un comienzo nuevo y una meta distinta, todos seres humanos, diferentes entre sí, buscamos identificarnos sobre el resto, quizás a esto se deba nuestra gran diversidad, sin embargo las interrogantes llegan a mi mente; ¿Por qué buscamos una identidad especial?, ¿Qué es lo que me hace especial, ser yo?
Ahora que lo pienso y me medito a mi misma, no veo la gran cosa que hace que sea destacable, estoy compuesta por huesos, músculos y nervios, con dos ojos, una boca, dos brazos, manos, pies... no encuentro aún lo que me hace diversa, acaso ¿Será el color de pelo?, Sin embargo hay más muchachas con cabello negro... ¿Entonces no es lo físico que me identifica?
Mirando mi lado psicológico, mi lado emocional, entro en razón que tengo tantas penas como alegrías, ilusiones como realidades y sueños como metas al igual qu
cremationdear grandma,cremation10 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
when you held the cigarette
between your fingers
that were dwindled down with age,
like embers from flame
did you ever imagine
your family sitting in
hospital rooms and church pews,
lingering over your ashes
boxed up like a pack of smokes,
you withered like flowers
with wheelchairs instead of stems.
they tell me
when i was born
you were afraid
you'd break me,
gentle enough for a cig
but not a baby –
they tell me you loved
the way my head fit in
the palm of your hand.
i watched you
on those last few days,
red and yellow tulips
on the shelf
to brighten up the room;
there's nothing like a death
to bring a family together.
your grand daughter
swelters like pavement
under the summer sun
from the smell.
Thinking Positively Amid Nothingness: A PracticumThe void is exasperating, but the abyss is all-consuming, dragging you further into its depths until the pressure collapses your lungs and the light falls out of your eyes. I still face the void, but it is at least well lit and more easily decorated with words, figures and feelings. This time around, at least, I am thankful for its eternal blank slate, the final gap between devastation and autonomy.Thinking Positively Amid Nothingness: A Practicum11 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Over flowing loneliness of the heartStanding in the rainOver flowing loneliness of the heart12 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
soaking me to the bone,
the water tastes like salt
Leaving an aching feeling.
My lips are dry even though
I'm swimming on the footpath.
Everything gets harder to see
as my eyes strain to keep open.
Choking just to vomit,
a dark mist exists my body
with a chain attached to it,
tugging my heart with-in my chest.
A thunderous noise ravels above me,
as it unfolds lightning strikes furiously around.
Like a blindfolded maiden, i don't know
who'll leave leave me behind.
My words as silent as a
blackened room of isolation.
The rain continues to pour down though
he is no longer by my side.
Burning trees scattered all over now,
rubble melted into the ground.
Yet a simple butterfly flew past
bringing a familiar
On this footpath with no end
clouded in a tailing storm
and a sad butterfly.
suddenly the dark mist tugged and
i felt a pull with-in me,
Though the salty water
stained my face they kept
falling on me.
As a hard tug came swiftly,
a bruised and bloody
The Cruel World The world can be very cruel to a person. We desperately try to make ourselves forget the sad parts of life, yet we seem to not be able to shake it off. The thing is, if words ever put you down, it is not entirely the attacker's fault. You let it get to you until it is deep enough to be stuck in your heart forever.The Cruel World12 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Why do we do this though? Are we constantly waiting for a person to make a mistake so people look down on them? If you tell them what they said was rude, most of the time the answer will be something like an apology because they never meant to offend you in the first place. We may think it was the world being cruel to us, when we were the learning ourselves and others. Just don't take any offenses. It will ruin a life later in the future.
Every person is equal, celebrity or begger, they should all be treated as you want to be treated. So if you accidentally offend a person would you like it if the other person talked bad about you to make other people tre
bilmemhayatta ne istediğinize çok dikkat edin. bazen en olmadık zaman da dilediğiniz şeyler başınızı çok ağrıtır. tıpkı benim gibi ben hayatım boyunca tüm yaşadıklarımı kendim deneyimlemek istedim. bu çoğunlukla dik başlılık ve inatçılıkla bağdaştırılsa da ben de ancak böyle anlayabiliyordum.bilmem13 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
şimdi yine ben bir çok şey de olduğu gibi kendim deneyimlemeye çalıştığım bir yolda tek başıma ama bu sefer gerçekten yapayalnız ve çırılçıplak yürüyorum. ne olacağına ve nereye gideceğine dair hiçbir öngörüm yok bu sefer, diğer tüm seferlerden farklı olmak üzere..
önceleri hep bir sonu olması gerektiğine inanmışımdır öyle ya da böyle
Heat of Love I never thought how nice it would be, a simple gesture glad the day. I wasn’t exactly happy for this day, things didn’t go as I wanted, I just wanted to go home and rest ... was a single class, biology, I don’t hate the class and I love my teacher but today wasn’t my best day ; I'm in the cold that doesn’t accompany me and that makes me very cranky.Heat of Love18 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I was doing exercises genetics, had no problem understanding the matter and did too fast ... I was listening to music to relax, but has the damaged nose and therefore don’t blow me and I can’t be able to breathe, no helped and less with scarves on the table. Listen when the teacher announced that happen with the signing of Progress with matter ... first thought I had enough, so I would have no problems. He signed the leaves and told me to finally have special pants I needed and now his tummy could "breathe", I unconsciously touch the bulging belly telling her that I always
Thank you, Deviants!Thank you! Thank you all my friends and watchers!Thank you, Deviants!19 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Thank you for the favorites, and the kind comments on my good days and bad days!
Thank you for making me feel welcome, Thank you for welcoming me!
Thank you! Gracias! Merci! Arigatou! Danke! Grazzie! Spasibo! Gratias tibi ago!
999-3 - Не переживай, это нормально. Мы всегда видим вещи не такими, какие они на самом деле. Погоди минуточку, я тебе сейчас объясню, - произнесла художница и, достав из сумки к999-321 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
ForgettingI didn't know it, but I died 31 days ago. I felt the hollow gap behind my ribs, but I had forgotten why I tore the organs out and how it hurt to breathe similar air and share a duplicate heartbeat.Forgetting22 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
And I was born just this morning, when my eyes fluttered open; when I inhaled softly and shifted my weight to another side, and did not reach for the outline of your phantom body.
999-2 Девушка взяла карандаш и начала легкими движениями руки делать набросок будущего рисунка. Мальчишка сидел рядом, неотрывно наблюдая, как на белоснежный лист лож999-221 hours ago in Emotional More Like This