PressureSummer is fast approaching and i'd love to be looking forward to the excitement of freedom, travel, good weather and unwinding, but I feel as though I don't even have permission to think about those things. My exams are in a month. And i'm terrified.Pressure10 hours ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
I'm terrified of failing because I know that if i do, it will be my own fault.
The worst part is that i'm not the only person with this fear.
At school we are taught constantly to feel ashamed for not being perfect. We are expected to be punctual, organised, alert, intelligent, to complete the masses of work to the best standard along with extra, and yet still discuss how to improve, because we'll never be good enough anyway.
When it comes to exam time we're taught that if we don't revise for hours on end in a quiet room with no contact to the outside world, then we're throwing our future away. Nothing left.
I wish it were as simple as just sitting down and studying. For some it is. But for myself and many others, its just not.
Stress is a
DAY:1 Aspergers*!(IMPORTANT)!*DAY:1 Aspergers2 hours ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
i want you to know,
I Love you all, every single one, each in your own may,
and am Deeply sorry if i ever hurt you in any way,
please, please, send me a message so it can be atoned for.
(no promises on free loaders. ^^)
that also goes for those who love me for family, friend, faith, work, etc,
please message me and send me your love,
for who ever reads this for any reason and knows me or herd of me,
message me how and what i did, please. ^^
im not going to kill my self or hurm any one...
im about to go in to the Abyess...
and when i get back i need to attone,
call it A.A., call it this or that,
call it what ever you like,
and if you do not take this time to correct the past then i can tell you with a full heart and mind the next time i see you i cant and wont remeber the past.
I love you all and ever moment i ever had with any of you, no matter what the feelings or thoughts, during or after.
Hello, my name is complasive lier... but for
Love Is Best Served With FriendsLove Is Best Served With Friends12 hours ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
THIS IS BASED ON A REAL LIFE EVENT
I met up with Abigail at Creams ice-cream parlour in Uxbridge. We were supposed to meet her brother, Matt, at Sainsbury's, but he wasn't there, so we just walked in and ordered our table.
A few minutes later, Matt came with my boyfriend, Dylan. Now everyone was here.
The waiter came with a notepad and pencil and asked,"What would you like to order?" Dylan ordered an m&m waffle (which is basically a large waffle, vanilla ice-cream, chocolate sauce and m&m's scattered over the top) and so did I. Abigail and Matt ordered a Nutella pancake.
The waiter then rushed off to the chef who was making our treats.
3 minutes later the waiter came back with our hot treats. The lovebirds, Me and Dylan, were literally feeding each other spoonfuls of ice-cream. Abigail and Matt watched in awe, and Abigail said,"Man I need a boyfriend!"
After, Dylan said one of his catchphrases to me and tickled me,"Swiggety swooty i'mma comin' for yer booty!" I giggled, resisting not t