Thoughts 2It's been almost a month since I last held your hand and you tried to tell me you love me.Thoughts 29 hours ago in Short Stories More Like This
Probably one of the hardest months of my life was this one, not having you with me and the rest of us.
And although I'm going on in my life and trying my best to succeed in a lot of things for you and for me, I still sometimes lie in my bed late at night and cry when everybody else is asleep because I miss you.
I'm sad because you'll never be able to see me graduate or see me go to college or walk me down the aisle the day of my wedding, or even get to meet your grandchildren, and I think that's what upsets me the most.
I'm scared of people being annoyed of how painful it is for me at the thought that I lost you and that's why I keep it to myself and only occasionally tell somebody, but not often due to my fear of being annoying.
I'm sorry for all the times I was a bad daughter and made terrible mistakes or made you cry or even disappointed you, I'm sorry for all of that, I tried so hard in the l