CopeNo one wants to deal with pain.Cope3 weeks ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Why would someone care for inconvenience.
It's incongruent. And I get it.
I'm just so fucking desperate to just talk to someone.
Just pretend that everything is normal.
I don't even know why I feel this way now. The human mind is mystery. A sadistic fucking mystery.
I thought I was stabilizing.
But I guess that's just what life is.
Fucking up and down like a merry go round.
No matter how well things are going.
I don't blame you.
I get it.
Everything went swimmingly but then cracks started to appear.
Doubt seeped in.
And the easiest solution is not to solve it. Abandon it.
I get it.
Part of me hates you for it. But it's human nature and really who fucking cares.
Who gets that involved.
Who falls that hard.
It's the hope. I guess.
That's what it has to be.
Fuck, it made me hard.
I'll be that knight in shining armor.
But I'm not perfect.
Sometimes I'll appear to be pathetic.
Mostly to myself.
I can't help hating myself.
I know because I've tried.