058. Heartfelt Apology"I'm sorry058. Heartfelt Apology2 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
I really don't know
how to respond to that."
The words left your mind,
slipped through your fingers
and appeared on my screen.
You said we could still be friends;
you didn't want to see us end.
From the screen
in through my palms
rushing to my heart.
Your kindhearted soul
responded to me
like no other.
Mine and Mine Alone (KyoHaru)It's him, the one I've been dreaming ofMine and Mine Alone (KyoHaru)3 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
The kind of man whom I ever fall in love
A tall, cold man stiffens in every countless ideas
I always keep on asking "Why his words are like the slightest touch of Midas?"
But one day it changed our fate
Slowly to think that I've been keep on dreaming on this mate
Do I need to keep on this wishful thinking?
Cause I never understand it's his love I've been longing
His hair is shiny and dark as the feathers of a crow
His onyx eyes beneath his glasses always look sharp and glow
His skin was as silky as a porcelain that can't be touched
His body was etched in a perfectionist's match
How would you ever know that I love you so?
Now everybody said that you want to let me go
Is it that Tamaki, your best friend's desires endless selfish requests?
Or just I don't fit for your father's etiquettes?
My endless desires contains everything about you
I don't want to end my feelings into a dramatic taboo
I may be harsh if you can feel me, that is okay
As long you
I Love You (written in 2012)I remember being aloneI Love You (written in 2012)8 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Afraid to trust anyone
Thinking the whole world was out to get me
Thinking the world was laughing at everything I said.
I remember thinking everyone was a good friend
Thinking everyone was nice and everyone made sense
I'm almost happy I stayed ignorant so long
Because I found you and this time I really belong
I remember believing you when you said we're friends forever
I remember telling you everything and you just listened
Didn't scream, didn't run away and disappear
Just accepted me and made me unafraid to say
I love you.
Pouring RainThe night is bitterly coldPouring Rain11 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
as the rainfall swiftly pouring
mem'ries back a thousand fold
eyes of mine are blankly staring
Wond'ring how time flies so fast
seems blurry I travel to past
with the rainfall turns pretty mad
nowhere to go but to feel bad
I can hardly see but a glimpse
of the aged time I long credit
from you but a forgotten dreams
over now with adieu exit.
Pumpkin LoveAs autumn air mingles with spiced ciderPumpkin Love15 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
And ground a glow with jack o` lanterns
Soft sweet smells of candied apples
Warm bon fire standing high like a phoenix ready to take off
My thoughts are on a sweet candy of my own
It's more sinful then chocolate
Better then peanut butter candies
The glow from the yellow candles gives your face such softness
As I see you, the rest of everyone disappears and I see only you with pumpkins surrounding you in devious smiles
Not only tonight is filled with tricks and treats but a spicy smitten love
My sweet pumpkin
I fear I would love to carve you with my passion and fill your insides with sweet teasing whispers
I believe this Halloween night will give us our own fright
Our raw feelings being only communicated by eye contact
As everyone celebrates with tales of fright around the fire
You light my fire
Make my cheeks glow red like the lighted pumpkins
And the distant owl calls to his mate to break the ice
I simply love your eyes
As you walk o
Pacifichis name was Pacific,Pacific20 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
so I named my last lover Atlantic and
let myself start to drown;
so un-ladylike it was, you see,
to dream of a man before it was known
that he had dreamed of me.
but I thought of Vasco Núñez de Balboa
and how he must have tossed and turned at night,
crossing that raging sea,
and the relief, like sugar,
he found in the now-wild ocean
that prompted him to name
this quivering, aquatic anatomy of water,
with a handshake as cold as
Venice Beach in June,
he, in his own way, crashed
onto my cliffs, my geography
where many had rushed to find gold
but almost all left empty handed -
infamous, notorious tease.
I am California, and his name is Pacific.
unfinished x a millionTogether they dance,unfinished x a million20 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Amongst the stars,
Away and away they go, forever and ever,
Their love is all encompassing.
Where two began,
Only one now exists,
Differences enhanced, only to bring joy,
HadleyOleander blossoms fall on our city,Hadley1 day ago in Free Verse More Like This
painting it silvery pink and dreamy.
But you're awake, sketching fiercely,
the remnants of a bad phone call
to your parents etched out in
violent strokes of teal and charcoal.
Pencil shavings on the floor,
paper cuts; girl, you're brutal
with your own feelings, aren't you?
And I feel sorry for the birds that
have to listen to your crying
in the early mornings.
They try their hardest to make you
smile, but after awhile,
they leave; flying off
while feeling unworthy,
like nothing they do will
ever be good enough
to send you to Wonderland.
Oh Hadley, take a breath..
You're as dry as a bone
in a forest of tulips and wild lavender.
You're a runaway from Canada;
you made it across the border,
leaped over the wildfire-tainted grass
plains and now you're here on my doorstep.
Oh how can I turn you away, ma cherie?
I only wish it were easier
to be your partner in crime;
your long-lost lover, twin
shadow, scarlet paramour.
And sometimes I can't tell
TempletonI don’t know if I love you.Templeton2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
But I definitely don’t
Just like you.
Maybe I’m fickle.
You’d have every right
To call me that.
After I dragged you along,
Told you I liked you,
And then ignored you.
But let me tell you this:
My heart lifts up
When you enter the room
I catch myself staring at you
Admiring you, and just who
I laugh at everything you say.
Not out of infatuation,
You make me laugh
Like nobody’s business,
And I genuinely find you funny.
I like talking to you.
I’m probably annoying
When I message you
Saying anything I feel like
You might respond to.
I don’t know if I’d kiss you,
But I don’t know if I wouldn’t.
I love you as a person.
And I don’t know if I love you
In that sort of way
But I’d like the chance to find out
And if you don’t want
To give that to me,
You would make me
The happiest person alive
Just to hear your voice
Say my name,
And call me your friend.
GreaserShe has a slickness in her soul with a wrench in its pocketGreaser2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
Dressed and dripped in lace outside
There's leather and old stained denim where she belongs
A soc boy from a sock hop on one hand, his class ring on the other
But there's a greaser in her heart with a switchblade in his teeth and nothing underneath
She's on the inside dying to be out
With her hair styled and her attitude in her face
She wants the boys with their hair slicked back, curling right around the ears
The spitters and the smokers and the rumblers and the tough guys
Jail birds with greaser girls and a dream in the park in her eyes
AlwaysCan we have just one dream together?Always2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just one loving dream before we almost leave each other?
It's just I can't leave you and I love you so much and I want to feel your touch.
Yet we don't know each other very well but for you I'd gladly go to hell for your sins so you could go to heaven because you're that important to me.
Don't weep for me because even tho my soul is dead now it's okay I wanted this way.
Meeting you made my life complete
Forever In The Nighttime I wish you were hereForever In The Nighttime 2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wish I could curl up
By your side.
I remember what your warmth
I wish you were here
The Ballad of a Nerd's Hormonal Love Life"Frankly, it is but a fool's hope"The Ballad of a Nerd's Hormonal Love Life2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
My brain whispers when we speak
And perhaps it is correct
Maybe the warning signs my brain sends me
Big, blaring signs
(Signs too big and blaring for wishy-washy words)
Are signs should pay attention to
But, let us all admit it
Nothing is more addictive than temptation!
I know you said it was an impossibility
I wore my heart cufflinks for all
And I accepted your wishes
Free friendship is nothing to be turned away!
Albeit free friendship suddenly tastes better with ice cream
And a soppy movie
And a hot chocolate
(I shouldn't posses these emotions!
My brick-like stoicism has abandoned me!)
So the holidays passed
And so did my weeks absent from all
Learning to fit into this skin that wasn't the right size
Was not comfortable for me to live with
With new people in new surroundings
And like a flower
(Or perhaps a fungus
Teenage masculinity seems to bloom in dark, damp places)
I unfurled into the light
We return to our game of endless chasi
PhiladelphiaI wanted her.Philadelphia2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
Her and her hair the color of carrots and fire.
Her and her references to bands that only she’s ever heard of.
Her and her tube top that she wore so often that people forgot to be scandalized.
Her and her refusal to be called anything but her full name.
All 5 syllables.
All 12 letters.
I wanted her.
I wanted her so badly that I could almost believe I loved her.
Her and her wheezy laugh.
Her and her freckle stained body.
Her and her glow in the dark eyes.
It hurt sometimes.
It hurt how much I wanted her.
And how little she wanted me back.
I’ve seen her.
I’ve spent too much time seeing only her.
I’ve seen her.
I’ve seen her soul, light as air.
I’ve seen her heart, just barely out of reach.
I’ve seen her staring at the sky, looking for a way out.
I’ve seen her glancing at me as if I mattered,
But living her life mattered so much more.
I wanted her.
Her and her smil
Breathe, Live, LoveI breathe for you,Breathe, Live, Love2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
Day and night,
Restless is what I become,
Time passes quickly,
Love is given,
Love is returned,
Breathe to love,
Love to live.
.Silently light with shimmering moonlight..3 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
A melody to soothe my wounded heart.
A sense of touch to love.
So many great adventures.
(Just me and you)....
A tale of a romantic and mystical future.
(Just you and me)....
It makes me think of you.
Distance or not...
It really is a bless to have you with me.
Real or not....
I know it may sound crazy.
But my soul is drawn to you.
Gravitationally in a sense that not one can define...
I know it may be a short time.
Since we've met.
But my heart reaches towards your heart.
Regardless of distance....
My heart will be empty...
My soul will ache for eternity...
IncreibleEs increíble como pequeñas palabras, con cierto tono o forma de decirlas puede cambiarte.Increible3 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
Como un simple "te quiero" te puede elevar hasta la nube mas alta, y también
puede hundirte en la mas profunda desconfianza e incertidumbre.
Como la simple rareza en el tono de voz, pude llenarte la cabeza de malos pensamientos,
contraerse el pecho hasta dejarte sin aire...
es increíble, que apesar de tu frialdad, ironía y pesades, pueda verte igual que la primera ves...
dudoso, tímido y asustado.
aun intento comprender, como es posible quererte tanto, a tal punto que con solo hablarme
puedes provocarme el aturdimiento del primer beso.
como tu sola sonrisa me llena el corazón de alegría..... tus manos me llenan de calor,
tus besos me provocan aturdimiento...y tu mirada.... tu mirada de niño confundido
me llena de deseo.
es un misterio, que jamas comprenderemos.... que un hola sea deferente de otro hola.... que un silencio es diferente a otro silencio...
Diaphanous Kestrel, Gossamer CarolinaDiaphanous Kestrel, Gossamer CarolinaDiaphanous Kestrel, Gossamer Carolina3 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
treefingers branch albatross
weight across storm
fluttering over pelagic hearts,
philopatry nestle themselves
in tethered cloudburst
feathered by torrent nests
in this cespitose love.
her dove muse
as perception is broadwing,
across dusk windows.
down by desire’s arrow--
that must be why
they call it
(it spares no souls
when it hits falling
variation in hawk stares,
you press distinction
against my scars
with your iris
and caress them
with your digits.
sentiment dusts over skin
like gust-kissed aileron.
sharp flight slicing
After I LeftI think there's always going to be a part of me that misses you.After I Left4 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
I think that, when I left you, a bit of me was left behind.
I think that now I won't feel whole unless you're with me.
What I'm trying to say is, you complete me.
What I'm trying to say is, I love you.
KissingThey always sayKissing4 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
in the books I read, that the kisses you receive
from the one you love always taste
When I was kissing you it wasn't sweet.
Your mouth was hot and wet and saliva dripped down the corners of our lips
I did not explore every crevice of your mouth and our tongues
didn't battle for dominance.
You overwhelmed me with your leadership and your courage
And your warmth and your scent.
I sat on your lap and clung to you and you kissed me
with such ferocity that I never got to even
We kissed until my mouth was sore (I never
kept it open wide enough and you always had to
remind me) and my tongue was so tired and
that scent seemed to overtake me until I
At one point I hated kissing you and hated being so
sloppy but you loved it and it filled the hours
we spent together when I didn't know what to say.
You didn't smell sweet;
It was a musty, bitter smell
you smelled like school halls.
Maybe because that's where we always were,
but it was only after we stopped kis
Reading LipsCrouched behind the musty shelves heavily burdened by booksReading Lips4 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
Deep inside the nonfiction section, where no adolescent lurks
Breath hiding between our teeth, behind them, underneath
Communicate with anxious sighs, wry smiles, and nervous looks.
Timid hands and mouthing, words whispers make too loud
Our actions speaking volumes, but it's quiet and the texts are closed
Excited, frightened, tame, playing patience like a game
Hearts race through the empty halls where running's not allowed.
We're dreading and awaiting when we're forced to stop our needing
Bodies may be out of sight, but our intention's far from hidden
If one were to find, discover, us under Health and undercover
Lips would be the only things that we would be seen reading.
054. Health and HealingTouched by healing hands;054. Health and Healing4 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
an angel sent from my love,
I'll send you the gift of my heart
if you'll fly free like a dove.
A espaldas de un relojNo sé cuánto tiempo se me permita estar a tu ladoA espaldas de un reloj4 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
No quiero tener que mirar el reloj cuando todo esto pueda haber pasado
Mirando el tiempo que tal vez me hubiese faltado
Para poder ser feliz estando a tu lado
No quisiera que pasaras de largo en mi vida como han pasado muchas veces las nubes
Quisiera que supieras que él no saber de ti en un delirio me hunde
Ya que aunque sé que nada es eterno
Contigo puedo olvidarme de ese principio tan ciego
No sé cuánto tiempo se me permita estar contigo
O un año
No sé si esto valla muy rápido o estamos tardando
Aunque no quisiera saber la respuesta
Debo ser franco
El dilema de mi vida en este momento es que me encuentro en una encrucijada
Donde tal vez deba de prepararme para ser feliz lejos de ti
O donde deba vencer mis propios miedos
Para evitar estar de ti lejos
Pero a decir verdad
Aunque se de antemano que esto así de espontaneo como empeso podria acabar