194/1000 - ReschedulingWednesday, December 7, 2011194/1000 - Rescheduling2 hours ago in Free Verse
“We might have to reschedule
These study dates,”
In the middle of our study date.
I have to complete some legal things,
And on Wednesday,
I have an extra therapy session.”
I kept my face happy
As we tried to find a time,
But on the inside,
I wanted to hug you
And learn how you really felt
About having to move
And start over
On everything but me
And your chemistry.
193/1000 - New YearFriday, December 2, 2011193/1000 - New Year1 day ago in Free Verse
“It's already December,”
You pointed out
Over the video chat.
“Can you believe it?
We’ll be picking classes
For our senior year!”
I warned with a little laugh.
“We still have a whole semester
To survive through.
It's always possible
That we won't make it
Through this one.”
“I won't talk about it
Until we've come out of this year
Always there Dean X readerIt was calm and quiet , the night sky was clear , stars shining and moon illuminating everything perfectly . Sadly you couldn't stop to enjoy this moment , this beautiful moment .Always there Dean X reader2 days ago in Free Verse
You walked in an empty field , your breath could be seen in the air . Tonight was cold , and you were alone . You didn't know where Sam was , you didn't know where Dean or Cas was . All you knew is that you had to keep walking , that if you stopped something terrible would happen . You called out many times for Dean , but he never came. You felt something grab your ankle , pulling you down. You looked and saw a corpse's hand firmly grabbing your foot .
Fog set in and covered the field , nothing could be seen but the silhouette of many other corpses. They spoke with a raspy , husky tone 'your fault .....your fault 'over and over .
You tried to silence them , tell them to stop . But every time you tried to speak , your voice wouldn't come out . That's when you saw Bailey's ghost ,a long deep gash forever etched
192/1000 - TherapyThursday, December 1, 2011192/1000 - Therapy2 days ago in Free Verse
I came out of my shower
To find a hundred messages
All from you.
"I'm sorry I didn't talk all day,"
The first one read,
"But my aunt's taking me to therapy,
And it's getting really...
The rest were catching me up
On your entire day,
So I got dressed
And replied to you.
Our conversation took off,
And although I was very curious,
I never questioned
Because I assumed
It had something to do
With your mother.
I Keep: HopingI keep chasing the highI Keep: Hoping2 days ago in Free Verse
Hoping I can forget what the low feels like
I keep crawling back to the pain
Hoping this time it won't be different and it won't hurt
I keep hanging on to his words
Hoping this time he'll mean them, act on them.
I keep hinting for more
Hoping he can finally give it to me.
I keep; Hoping
Caught HeartYou are so sweet-Caught Heart2 days ago in Free Verse
or at least that's what id
like to pretend because
i don't actually know
him yet but someday
i will find out for sure
i can hardly wait for
the day you hold my
hand and tell me you
love me so i hope that
you will realize that soon
InkGraceful, sloping glidesInk2 days ago in Free Verse
I feel the fibers of paper shift
Under the kiss of the pen tip
A subtle wave of vibrating atoms
The sound flows through my spirit
Like the familiar symphony
Of my heart in my chest
Runs through my veins
Bringing the oxygen of words throughout my system
The sound flows through my spirit
So soft I can't hear it
But I know it's there
I feel the pull of the pen
When I see the poetry on your face
All my life I've wondered
What makes free-verse any different from prose
Until my inky gaze fell upon you
And my entire existence rose
Beyond the misty forest
That surrounds mankind
Above the trees who are ground up
To make blank space for my mind
All the poetry in the world
Couldn't begin to describe
The poetry that whirls
And dances in your eyes
Little LeoCandy-cane smoke signals disintegrateLittle Leo2 days ago in Free Verse
in the Spring Break air above our heads.
All around us, shrieks of glee and laughter
bounce off the hemlocks and eventually fade;
sizzle down like the embers of our rebel-teen bonfire,
becoming little more than memories we'll soon forget
when Graduation Day hits, when we're forced to go our separate ways and end this.
You lie beside me, friend, humming the last song you heard on the portable radio
that someone brought along and your bay-leaf eyes stare
up at the dizzying silver-pink sky above with a quiet peace; not exactly boredom,
just easy resignation like you're perfectly fine with
being stuck in this time-warp.
And I'm perfectly alright with watching you dream..
Boy, your calm rainbow-gloss energy
floats now towards me but when I first stumbled upon
this little spot at the edge of the lake,
this somewhat shy, vacant party-scene;
when I saw your sinewy track-star limbs
sprawled across the hazel-tipped grass, I just had
to disrupt the clear self
Their PromiseThat was the hardest thing I've had to doTheir Promise2 days ago in Free Verse
This hurt more than when you were gone
To finally have been in your arms
Only for you to be taken away
But, in my heart, you're here to stay
Watching you walk, to leave,
Day by day
But in your heart I will stay.
191/1000 - SnowWednesday, November 30, 2011191/1000 - Snow3 days ago in Free Verse
"Can you believe it's almost Christmas?"
You asked me incredulously.
"It's supposed to snow soon, too."
"And you're excited about that?"
"And you're not?"
"Come to me again
When you have to drive yourself."
I'm glad you can drive,
And if that means praying for no snow,
I guess I could do that."
And my heart warmed
At your kindness,
Even if you didn't think it was important.
Secretly MineI know who you are, and you may not know me.Secretly Mine3 days ago in Free Verse
There are other guys, but its you that I see.
Four years apart, our separated souls.
I'll still love you, truth be told.
Others girls will want what I see in you.
I've claimed you as my own, my love so true.
Distance and age cannot keep me away.
I sleep at night, but still wonder how was your day.
Silent tears fall when I think of us together.
Me plus you, our lives would be better.
Others don't believe one day you'll love me too.
I'll prove them wrong, then well start anew.
The time right now, is not really fine.
But remember in my heart, that you're secretly mine.
mer de nomsi.mer de noms3 days ago in Free Verse
all i need is one;
just a single syllable:
then i can smile.
and i catch myself
whispering it before bed.
i'm in love again.
190/1000 - ThankfulWednesday, November 23, 2011190/1000 - Thankful4 days ago in Free Verse
It's been almost a week
Since I've written in this journal,
But I realized
That I only have
So many pages
Until they're all filled.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving,
And the kitchen
Already smells of good food.
I can hear my cousins downstairs.
They've grown so tall
You wouldn't recognize them.
That's an exaggeration,
But I still can't believe
How much time has passed
And I wanted to document this feeling
As many times as I can
While I still feel thankful for you.
No have titleI was - we change , for me no longer was nothing left . I was alone my opnion would not change the idea of my parents ... . Arriving in the neighborhood realized it was a lovely place the always cheerful neighbors.No have title4 days ago in Free Verse
Entering the house chose the room that had a window facing the neighbor's house , they had a very colorful garden and always took care of him. Once you put everything started thinking how my life would be from there , and I slept ... .
To be continued
it's all dream fragment kissed nowwork me hard, my nine to fiveit's all dream fragment kissed now4 days ago in Free Verse
lover, my daydream nightmare boy.
I dreamt about you holding me,
wiping away my tears like you were
trying to tell me,
"Syringa, you shall be happy yet";
but I didn't have the chance as
a knight dying in deadly nightshade
thoughts thinking of you, of the strength in your arms,
and of your lips.
weave yourself through my memory,
find yourself there as something sweet,
with forget-me-not eyes and a laugh that knows
I wouldn't dare.
you are my happiness for now, my daisy
bells ringing innocence in crimson dreams
where I just keep dying trying to live for
May I?May I?May I?4 days ago in Free Verse
Away with the breeze
With the sky and the trees
With you at my side
Through the branches we'll glide
Your hands against mine
All the world will be fine
On your shoulder today
Tell me I'm okay
Pause...Have you ever wanted to hit pause,Pause...5 days ago in Free Verse
Stop time right in it's tracks?
That's how I felt last night,
Laying my head on your chest...
I wanted to stay right there,
Don't ever want to have to look back.
I never wanted to let go of your hand,
Looking back ten years,
Who'd have thought this is where we'd land?
Right back in each other's arms again,
We've come full circle,
I just don't want this to be where it ends,
I don't want this to be over,
Not just one weekend...
Poem: DetailsI fall in love with detailsPoem: Details5 days ago in Free Verse
Like the way your hair falls
After my hands run through it
How your eyes
Turned the brightest green
When the sun hits them
The way you walked down the street
My hand inside yours
How you grabbed me by the waist
For the world to see
The way you’d tickle my sides
Causing me to laugh uncontrollably
The way your arms held me
Into the early morning hours
The way you laughed
After I made a stupid joke
The way your lips felt
Never wanting to release from mine
The way your voice cracked
When you said you loved me
The way my world crashed
When you said it was over
I know that you cried a little bit
But I died a little bit
All the things that needed to be said
Will be locked away inside of a drawer
Waiting for you to call
But the days are passing by
All the things you said
Made it harder to breathe
I was lying on the floor
I couldn’t believe
You wouldn’t save me
Of all the things
I’ve been forced to learn
In my short lifetime
One of the most im
189/1000 - WelcomedThursday, November 17, 2011189/1000 - Welcomed5 days ago in Free Verse
“How was it?”
Read my first text to you
In the morning.
I had forgotten to ask
After you returned.
“It was great!”
You replied immediately.
“All the girls were amazing,
And the pastor was welcoming.
We're going back on Sunday.”
I texted back,
Not knowing what else to say
But wanting to listen to you
For the rest of the morning.
snapoh snapsnap5 days ago in Free Verse
it was just like that
one simple thing
and i fell head over heart
oh love why so young
pity me and let it stay forever
firework 3.8oh my gosh you light up my life my soul my eyesfirework 3.85 days ago in Free Verse
you are my love my light my hope
i wish you would always be happy
i wish you wouldn't slowly die out
like a firework ~ exploded ~ gone
stay happy and strong and bright and free
be brave and bold and courageous
like you used to be
tick tockoh what a time to be alivetick tock5 days ago in Free Verse
((only because you're alive as well))
Recurrent ThoughtI'm looking at the starsRecurrent Thought5 days ago in Free Verse
And thinking of you
Only I say again
I always think of you
That's because I love you
Oh youI'm so coldOh you5 days ago in Free Verse
You're so warm
Hold me please
I don't want to let go
With the stars
In your eyes
Oh you with the sky in your soul
With the ocean
In your heart
Oh just you
It's too much
To look at you
You make me
Smile and cry and laugh and love
Like no one ever has
(And I hope you're the only)