44/1000 - Stress ReliefDecember 201044/1000 - Stress Relief4 minutes ago in Free Verse More Like This
Near the beginning
Of our final exams,
I could tell you were stressing,
And I wanted to help.
We had been studying,
And I knew you were better off
So on the second to last day
Of our studying,
After a couple hours,
I pulled you away from our textbooks,
And we ate dinner.
It was just the two of us,
But other than that,
It wasn't all that romantic,
Which was okay with me.
We had fun
With school out of the question,
And it was nice
To see you enjoying yourself
And without your notes.
Teenage CrushI know that I'm just another girl,Teenage Crush34 minutes ago in Free Verse More Like This
captivated by your eyes of blue,
afraid to hear another story of you,
in case I fall even deeper for you.
You pull me to one side to tell me
something you would only tell a friend,
I feel my cheeks are turning red,
I'm tugging at my clothes,
and playing with my hands,
trying to keep my cool and you don't understand.
You move around behind me to explain,
and my heart beats so hard it might break my chest,
I pretend that I heard what you just said
while I was concentrating so hard
on not letting my feelings show.
I am careful not to let my pose
mimic your own as we stand in a group,
Stolen glances, stolen moments,
from your relationship.
You tell me she's the one,
you can't imagine life without her now,
I smile and nod,
searching for the words inside my head.
I don't want you to know me,
because then you will reject me,
I just want your heart to hear
all the words I couldn't say.
Don't stand too close,
don't smile too wide,
This Is ItTHIS IS ITThis Is It20 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Its tiresome to think that within the blindness I lacked your kindness,
The kindness which kindles my soul and heaves the love from my chest,
As if I bloom from the ash I leave behind the rest,
For I am now a rose instead of tumble weed,
You feed the lack of thought into my heart and breath,
And if you were to vanish I would surely have nothing left,
For I am no better than anyone can be,
Despite my confession you still stay with me.
If only I were to know why I was here, I dare say that you will always stay near.
A blessing it is to have you as a friend, a friend who might be more, a labyrinth to explore.
Did I mention the kisses, oh dear, those kisses fulfill every whish I dared to wish, with one simple kiss.
The luxury of flesh upon flesh and breath within breath will reside in every depth I dare have left.
Last but not least are your thoughts and words that gently glide from your mouth into the earth, a special sort of curse that blast through the air when you speak of m
Sane BoySANE BOYSane Boy21 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
You are sane, you act as if not,
You’re mind is full of rational thought,
You are my sane boy,
Not plane, no not at all,
Instead you prevent my sanity to fall,
You protect the maze which is the brain,
My darling boy, you are sane,
Sane is good, not as trendy as crazy,
But I guess you could say the trend makes it lazy,
Stay sane, boy, keep fast to such things,
Maybe one day you can bring me back from such trendy things.
43/1000 - Spending TimeDecember 201043/1000 - Spending Time22 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's not like me
To write three poems
In one day,
But between my fear this morning,
My relief at school,
And now my itch
To have more of you tonight,
Long after you've left,
I can't help but continue to write.
When you read from your notes,
Your eyes were like a child's,
So filled with wonder
At the magic
Of what's known to be
The opposite of magic.
I could spend all day
Listening to you talk to me
About school and studying.
I could happily be home schooled
With you as my teacher,
But then our relationship would be a scandal.
But no one would have to know.
When can I be alone with you?
42/1000 - ReliefDecember 201042/1000 - Relief2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
When I found you
Sitting in my seat this morning,
Relief from my fear
Filling me to the brim.
When I approached.
I shook my head,
Happy to see you healthy.
I said as I sat.
"Are you ready to begin studying?"
Not right now,"
You answered with a laugh.
"Right now we have English class."
I laughed too,
More thankful than ever
To see you normal.
Not right now.
But after school..."
Conveying your excitement wordlessly.
41/1000 - Bad DreamsDecember 201041/1000 - Bad Dreams3 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
The night before
The first day
Of our studying,
In my dreams.
We were in class
When suddenly you yawned
And put your head down
On your desk.
You fell asleep,
And when I tried
To wake you up,
You looked at me
With bloodshot eyes
You began coughing,
Choking on seemingly nothing,
And while your hands went red
With the blood from your insides,
Your face went pale,
And when you put your head back down,
I couldn't get you to wake up.
I still have time
Before my alarm goes off,
But I need to know now.
Will you be at school today?
40/1000 - Stress Month BeginsDecember 201040/1000 - Stress Month Begins3 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
As a reply
To my question,
I had asked
After Thanksgiving break.
"What's Stress Month?"
As you continued
To fiddle nervously
With your pencil.
Is any month
That holds finals.
Aren't you stressed
I shook my head,
Then laughed a little
When your eyes got wide.
I started carefully,
"Since you're so worried,
We could maybe
Much more often?"
You were silent
As you always are
When you think,
And then you nodded
Not even bothering
To stop smiling
When class started.
dust to flesh and bloodeven when you are gone,dust to flesh and blood4 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
you are still inside of my body
and i am inside of yours -
the blood of my blood
and the heart of a galaxy.
you are more than a lover -
you are a friend and thus
a part of my heart lines,
written on my hands
and inside of my soul;
a crater on the moon which
convinces my tides to undulate.
you have infected me
as i have consumed you
and we produce a single
flesh that rests between us.
I will love youI will love you.I will love you4 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
I will love you forever,
I will never let you go,
That’s for damn sure,
No matter what you say about yourself,
I will always love you,
Your gana have to deal with my shi* a bit longer than you may have suspected.
I won’t let go,
I never will,
I love you too much for that.
And if the world should end,
I would run to you,
I would hug you and spend the rest of my time with you.
If I were to be put in the hospital right now I would call for you,
And hug you and kiss you in my final moments.
If you were to be put in the hospital right now,
I would run to you,
Or make my parents take me to the hospital where you lay,
I would hug you and kiss you…
I love you,
You make me happy,
You make me smile,
You make me laugh,
You make me cry,
You make me feel sad,
Just like a normal relationship,
Just like normal people.
Because that who we are right?
We are normal people?
No matter if you say you don’t make me happy,
39/1000 - Wants and ThanksNovember 2010; Thanksgiving39/1000 - Wants and Thanks5 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wish you could be here
While I eat with my family.
I figured you were eating with yours,
Probably stuffing your face
With turkey and stuffing.
I've been missing you
The entire time
We've been out of school,
Even though I saw you yesterday.
I feel really good about my science test,
And I know I passed it
Thanks to you.
I don't like science,
But maybe I could take
An upper level course next year
So I could study with you more.
Or maybe I'll take an easier one
So that next time we study,
We can be alone,
And I can...
Why can't I write it?
I just want to kiss you.
I said it.
I'm thankful for your pretty hands
And how they feel in mine
And how they would feel
While I kissed you.
When are you free?
Why am I still writing?
I need to go text you.
Hard to DescribeYou play the bad boy, but you've got a heart of goldHard to Describe5 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
You never listen to what you're told
I swear your hair is the 8th Wonder of the World
Whoever marries you is one lucky girl
You're so cute it should be a sin
I wish we could run into each other now and again
It'd be nice if you knew I exist
But either way you're on my list
This poem has been hard to write
Because you're so hard to describe
I wanna know everything about you
But under the circumstances that's impossible to do
Why are you so hard to meet
I wish we could be meant to be
But unfortunately it appears that's not so
So why can't I just let it go
One More DayBlack skiesOne More Day5 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
Maybe it's time
I should just take the dive.
I'm lost among all the moving cars
Just another day
With skies of gloom
I just want to hear the chimes
Just one more time
Maybe it's time we fly among the stars
Just one more day
Let move among the others
Tomorrow will be my last day
And my story will end
No more tricky bends
Just let me stay
Will never be today
happy little love poemi was brokenhappy little love poem5 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
i was alone
i was hurt
but then i met you
and i realized something
i love you
i love you
i love you
Band aids Hid1ng your heartBand-aids hiding your heartBand aids Hid1ng your heart5 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
You look so excited because you've found another one,
to heal your alleged broken heart.
I don't remember you ever crying
which was the first clue
when the very first one broke up with you,
but then again
I've missed a lot.
I never saw a tear
As the second one came and went,
But then again
you only were together for a month.
I only saw the outline of a smile on your face when you met number three and refused to tell anyone but me,
And I hardly saw a frown
when you broke up with her and
I was the last to know, two girlfriends later.
But then again
your phone was broken and
the internet at your house was down and you couldn't just tell me.
When number six became a part of your life.
She sat with you and eased you through your last break up
(which you were very adamant to tell me
that you broke up with her
not that I cared to know).
You asked me if two people can just be amazing friends
and I told you, "Of course I'm just amazed that you found one by
1, 2, 3.I curl up, under the softness of the blanket.1, 2, 3.6 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
I drift to sleep, the thought of you invading my dreams.
The sweet innocent dreams dance through my head, as if I were dancing a waltz with you, the steady beat matching our heart beats. 1, 2, 3. 1, 2, 3. 1, 2, 3.
Our bodies move closer as my dreams become sweeter, heads leaning in for a gentle kiss.
I awake with a soft bitter-sweetness, wishing it had been real, but knowing it soon will be our reality.
MaybeGive me gloomy daysMaybe6 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
Loud music in my ears
And black clothing
With a hoodie too large for my frame
And maybe I'll be happy.
In My PresenceIt's five am.In My Presence6 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm counting sheep...
Why can't I fall asleep?
I need you here.
The sensation of your warmth,
your skin against mine,
protecting me from nightmares.
I'd surely fall asleep
nuzzled into you
I'd listen to the breaths you take,
focus on matching my every breath with yours.
As you whisper in my ear,
My eyes would become heavy.
They would become impossible to lift as I drifted into a deep sleep.
The best sleep of my life, all because you were in my presence.
And I would be able to sleep for nights ahead,
because the smell of you lingering in the air,
and the thought of you still with me.
And I wish that you were with me,
and I was in your presence,
and you in mine.
Journal of The Hooked[Yesterday]Journal of The Hooked6 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
Not a bad track to go back
I'm really impatient; probably won't listen
But you can't fast forward what took me to
That's an entire album that still feels so
Her mix still with the power to
Heart bass thumping like no speaker can
When it stops, stimulated minds look to
Are you sure you want to know what gives us lyrics?
Songwriting together something serious.
Do you really want to know what gives us a melody?
Slow beats synchronized and seemingly on repeat.
I love her
Just so much.
I sing the same
To her small ears.
Something so sure.
Game of love
So difficult to play,
But we're left here.
Hands together in a standing ovation.
Left and right of separate halves held together with patience.
Caught her at the concert the other day. Shared a lot more than interests.. oh, I'm sorry. I just can't seem to focus with the drug of winning the game taking effect. It's something exhilarating.
I admit we fell fast.
I admit I'
38/1000 - First (Real) DateNovember 201038/1000 - First (Real) Date6 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
You came in on Friday
Looking very pretty.
You were almost late to class,
But I was happy to see you
And happy that you were on time.
The day dragged on forever,
But you seemed patient,
Or maybe you were nervous.
When the last bell finally rang,
You found me at my locker,
And we walked
To my mom's car.
"What's your test over?"
When we reached the car.
Assuming you remembered
From the last time
You helped me study.
"And when's your test?"
You sighed a little,
Probably at how I waited this long
To start studying.
But you went through it with me,
And then my parents drove us
To a restaurant nearby.
You weren't overdressed,
But I felt underdressed
Walking in beside you.
We sat at a table for two
Beside a similar one
Holding my parents.
They glanced over at us occasionally,
But you never minded.
You ate everything on your plate
Before I was finished with mine.
Then I got you
37/1000 - PlansNovember 201037/1000 - Plans1 week ago in Free Verse More Like This
"Are you doing anything
I asked you one morning.
"I don't think so,"
Before looking over at me.
And at that question,
Assuming I was going to ask
If you wanted to do something with me.
I smiled back at you,
Then got an idea.
'Cause I have another science test,
And you should help me study."
Your face fell,
But I kept up my smile.
I can help you study,"
You replied in an upset tone.
"And then afterword
We can get dinner
And catch a movie maybe,"
Your face lit up again,
And you smiled brightly,
And you nodded excitedly.
"Can you come home
With me again then?"
Then class started,
And we were left
To be excited
:Eliza: Page 2Przerażona kobieta o blond włosach i zielonych oczach siedziała w sypialni Elizy nad jej łóżkiem, sprawdzając temperaturę jej ciała... Spodziewała się wysokiej gorączki... Skoro dziewczyna czuła się źle uprzedniego wieczoru, a teraz zemdlała prosto w ramiona swojego chłopaka, powinna mieć gorące czoło czyż nie? Tego można było się spodziewać. Tymczasem ciało czarnowłosej... robiło się chłodne. To wzmacniało niepokój. Przecież oddychała, co było nie tak?:Eliza: Page 21 week ago in Free Verse More Like This
W salonie, na czerwonej kanapie siedział mężczyzna w brązowej, roztarganej przez wiatr fryzurze. Nie zmienił ubioru, wciąż miał na sobie dziwne szorty i koszulkę w kratkę. Towarzyszył mu czarnowłosy, bladolicy przystojniak. Świetnie odgrywał swoją rolę w przedstawieniu, opowiadając
about the tangle of sheets and how i chokeyou told meabout the tangle of sheets and how i choke1 week ago in Free Verse More Like This
the ways i rolled around
in dawn sheets
cut your lungs
praised me for aching
and left me
eight of my lives
spent winding down
and the ninth
like my capillaries