186/1000 - My FutureMonday, November 14, 2011186/1000 - My Future3 days ago in Free Verse
In all the thought
I gave to last weekend,
I forgot that today
From local colleges
Were going to give a presentation.
It was a nice break from class,
And I was able to pull my phone out
And text you a few times,
But near the end,
When the air grew serious,
I payed attention
How little thought I'd given
To my future.
I told that to you,
But you had little to tell me.
You were dead set
On something science-y
That probably included
Biology and chemistry,
But in what order,
I can never remember.
an ode to a bitchU dumped me, ok , fair enoughan ode to a bitch3 days ago in Free Verse
U shoulda left it at that
Coz now its 3 AM and your tryna get me back
I wouldn't mind having a normal coversation
But you only call me when your drunk
And im getting sick of your shit
It was funny the first couple times
But now is not the time
I've moved on
So should you
U fucked my best friend for christ sake
U need to get off the drugs
U called me a robot and said I was emotionless
Im not emotionless, just a cunt
But I do care for most people
And on occasion that includes you
For your own sake stop this
All of this
You know who you are
Grow the fuck up.
PoetryI’m a freelance, failing writerPoetry4 days ago in Free Verse
Stringing together words in hopes that
Someone will find them and make
From my creation
I’m a hopeless romantic
Giggling and blushing for days after you say something
While I try in vain to flirt back
(without abusing emojis)
And I was once a wannabe poet
Crying in my room at 1 a.m.
Wanting nothing more than to
Paint my skin with shining metal
But turning my emotions into half-decent art
But one day I stopped.
No more poetry in me to write.
My prose dull and commonplace.
(but at least I was writing something.)
And now you’re here
Making me wish I wasn’t such a
Making me want to write
Poem after poem with
Your name on it
Making me want to
Take up drawing again
(but I can’t seem to get your eyes just right)
Making me want to
Turn my feelings into art again
But this time at 1 a.m.
I’ll be smiling, dreaming of you
You make me want to
Fall back in love with my craft a
you're stoned.I don't know if I'm stonedyou're stoned.1 day ago in Free Verse
Or if she's drugging me
But she is on FIRE.
I'm still in loveMy heart FluttersI'm still in love3 days ago in Free Verse
Like our love's only butterfly
You call me a Beautiful Angel
You don't want to date?
I think you are just shy.
You tell me these romantic stories
These beautiful dreams you have
I still have an affair
With your name written on authorities
Spare me my life
I haven't changed
I'm still in love
Always have been...
My AngelBroken and batteredMy Angel3 days ago in Free Verse
We found each other
On the outside
So very different
But on the inside
That came to beat
We became fast friends
Co-conspirators, siblings in ink
Until one day you said,
“Call me, maybe?”
It was some time
Before I could
And I fell in love
Before I saw your face
But... you loved another
You opened up to me
Told me everything
I heard about the fights
How he didn’t love you anymore
Even though you still loved him
But not once did I judge you
Because you never judged me
That one night happened
And you felt as if
You’d fallen so far
Into despair that
You’d never get out again
And to bring you out of the depths
I bared my heart to you
It was frightening
To admit my feelings
Afraid to be hurt
Afraid to lose a friend
How much you hurt
Overcame that fear
And it worked!
From then on
I promised that I
Wouldn’t hurt you
Wouldn’t use you
Wouldn’t make you cry
My Angel is
The TrialsHe is living in heaven with me by his side. I will protect you and in the future as well.The Trials3 days ago in Free Verse
She was the angel that fell from heaven and landed in hell her Angel wings catching flames from the fires in hell.
He saved her. He put out the fires in her wings and brought her back to heaven. He was her best friend, her lover, her angel in disguise.
She had the burn marks from hell. Reminding her that she was trapped and could do nothing to escape.
He had marks. He had the marks from saving her. It reminded him of the day he found her.
They smiled and out a hand on one another's heart. She smiled and looked at her angel "as long as we are together and bonded our hearts shall beat in rhythm"
He closed his eyes, Feeling her heartbeat and his own. "we share one Body, one heart, two souls"
She looked at him eyes softening "we are, we have been since the very start."
She's the lost princess and he was the prince that rescued her.
187/1000 - Have PatienceTuesday, November 15, 2011187/1000 - Have Patience2 days ago in Free Verse
I was alone this morning
In my English class
When you texted me.
"Will you please?
Just ask her for me.
It won't be that hard.
Or answer me?"
I replied quickly
As I heard the door open.
My teacher walked in
And told me good morning,
But after I returned the comment,
I asked her,
Um, when will the, uh,
Results be in?
For that writing contest?
My girlfriend wants to,
That was harder than asking you out.
"The date is estimated
To be around January 20.
Can she wait that long?"
I laughed a little
And texted you the response,
To which you replied,
"Of course I can't!"
071. A Night To Rememberi remember the night when071. A Night To Remember2 days ago in Free Verse
i met you again
at the football game, 8th grade move-up night
after all that time
you still remembered me
i still remembered you
and i remember that night when
we were at the carnival
and we were talking about love
how we wished there weren't so many labels
and i went home that night
and thought of you
and i remember the next night
when i was terrified to text you but did it anyways
and i was smiling
and i had wondered if i might have had
developed feelings for you
and i pushed it out of my mind
because i had been hurt so many times before
i remember that night when
our two friends told me that
i was so surprised but so happy
and more so when they told me it was a girl
and even more so when they told me it was you
and we were both really awkward around each other
until two nights later (i remember)
the one where we confessed to each other
but weren't really sure what to do
and you called me love through texts and i died of joy
and four days l
someone told me poetry helps so here goes nothinI dont know why this is happeningsomeone told me poetry helps so here goes nothin3 days ago in Free Verse
Was it your idea or mine?
Your throwing me around
But you never wanted to hurt me
You love me one day
You dont the next
I wish youd make up your mind
No more vodka for you.
LonelinessThere exists a void inside my soulLoneliness4 days ago in Free Verse
A void that grows bigger every day
And threatens to envelop me
I’m more than this. I need to be
But I yearn for the touch of your hand
For my hands tingle just at the thought of you
I hunger for the smooth feeling of your lips
For mine hurt just at the mere thought
I need to lie with you for hours
To feel your warm body against my cold, thin, frail, needy one
And who the fuck even are you?
Are you real? Do you exist?
Or did I just make you up to keep the
Void from consuming me?
You could be
But I don’t want just anyone.
I need you. Someone who truly loves me.
Someone I’ll wake up thinking fondly of
Someone who will fall asleep with my eyes on their mind
I need to be loved, to be held, to be wanted
Before the void