monster facethis thing inside of memonster face6 minutes ago in Free Verse More Like This
is killing me
this sickness i have
i find it is intoxicating
i love feeling like
i am so dead inside
the lethargy gets me
-- -- --
i feel so at peace
when i can say
i hate myself
it feels so good
that i'm the devil
i'm just another
for you to erase
-- -- --
i hate myself
so i don't feel guilty
for loving you so much more
but when you disagree
i feel so shitty
but i'm just another
you can't bear to look at
-- -- --
you make me feel
10 times better
than i do
when i fall in misery
but i always
come back to this pit
and simmer in violence
a few more times
even when i know
you're the better
state of mind
-- -- --
but i'm just another
in the crowd of people
what is wrong with me
that i think you'll
accept me for this terror
i really am
i can't even accept myself
so how can yo
...Waiting...1 hour ago in Free Verse More Like This
We will all
Mommy'Help.......me...Please....'Mommy5 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
'I'm lost and...I don't know what to do....'
'This place is dark and spooky! HELP!!'
'Why am I here all alone...I shouldn't be....'
'Mommy will be oh-so worried if I don't go back to her...'
'What's all this red stuff on my hands...It's liquid-y and gross...it smells like iron...'
'...Is that... fragments of glass on the floor?'
'I still remember the last minute I saw you...'
'You were enraged...screaming at the top of your lungs...until your voice cracked and quivered....'
'You threw a glass bottle on the floor and screamed words I didn't understand...'
'Next thing I knew...I awoke in this secluded place...'
'Where am I?....'
'I can't stay here forever! Mommy will go insane...'
'She never wants to hurt me...I know that for a fact...'
'She showers me with affectionate kisses and hugs...'
'She doesn't wants me to leave her side...'
'She never wants anyone to leave
But Still Now She SlumbersToday is December 26th.But Still Now She Slumbers6 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
A girl was found today in a ditch.
From what I am told,
she wasn't very old,
but still, now she slumbers.
I sit here and wonder how it was.
Did she scream, or not, because
her murderer in fact is not known.
No one knows why her blood was thrown,
but still, now she slumbers.
Could she have run away from her home?
Had a man come and taken her, alone?
Or was her blood shed by sweet nothings-
a blade to her skin- isn't that something?
But still, now she slumbers.
Serial KillersSo many nights filled with Happiness andSerial Killers6 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Eccentricity. No one will
Realize it's me before it's far too late.
I would have already killed you before you can even be left to fate. How sad! I'm
Already done, so now it's time for my
Last victim of the night to
Impending doom. It was too
Late for you, and now it will be too
Late for them. So they need to
Enjoy themselves while they still can, because I will soon
Rejoice in what will be their
Creation of the Black TulipDark as coalCreation of the Black Tulip7 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Blind as night
Little Tulip had no soul
Little Tulip had no light
Sharp as vinegar
Cold as buried flesh
With her did death linger
With her he learned to cherish
Contagious as disease
Deadly as famine
Love claimed them two parts, one piece
Love claimed them loyalty of mad men
Suffocating as combustion
Barren as the trees
Gaia had enough of this destruction
Gaia had heard enough dying pleads
Swift as the chill that shocks down your spine
Relentless as the curse of life and gift of death
Gaia gave lovely Tulip a complexion nearly serpentine
Gaia gave lovely Tulip the chance to give, not take breath
Dormant as emotion Tulip sit
Trapped as the sun in the sky, her body in the Earth
Forced to ignite love upon her sight
Forced to create the first breath of every birth
And so she was made... and so she remains.
1 lessPit a pat1 less13 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
5 looked and sat
Tick and tock
4 about the size of socks
Scritch and scratch
3 soft paws try to latch
Drown and soak
2 more start to choke
hiccup, tears, alarm
1 less pest on a farm
primordial hallucinationsIn the melting moon's mouth I blinked dead in the street,primordial hallucinations16 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Crossing incandescent paths with thick and starless tar
Sordid cars, sleazy polished by illusionary smog, ran strident past and into the cipher
And when I reached the bridge, all the trees had been transformed into populating men
A boy's broken neck staggered still in one hand
Bastardized cherubs smiled, with all the dental compassion of English street rats
Clinging like squirrels to leaf and wood. Aural glaciers struck impossible chords in my fractured animation and,
Lazarus rose with skeletal ropes hooked to his hips and shoulders
Hallowe'en approached and mocked the running warmth that hurtled from his mouth
while I peeked through holy palms.
Supernova; his release from the seventh cage brought an invasion of my meatsuit
We ducked beneath revolving stares transfixed, riveted, bound to our backs
Like paralysed lobsters boiled and chopped on the kitchen counters where couples coped with disappointment
Every fissure was aglow wi
An assI've lived my whole lifeAn ass1 day ago in Free Verse More Like This
assuming everybody knows
about my past
all of it
I've lived my whole life
in a palace
built with stones
imported from hell
I've made an ass
of you and me
I delegate for demons
I slouch in my throne
unimpressed and alone
but I'll die innocent
and most likely haunt the house
I was molested in
Patient 053Discombobulated memories bleed inside my head.Patient 0531 day ago in Free Verse More Like This
The pain grows, constantly remaining, flowing endlessly.
Needles piece my veins, the sight of blood is of the norm.
There is no room for happiness behind my bars, caged inside.
Dysfunctional notions of the mind are relevant.
Stargazed into another reality beyond this one.
Forsaken and seeing the world, I wish to live in.
Why do the birds sing a tune of silence outside?
Dreams are seen through seeping injections.
Nightmares are the result of us, experiments.
Creations of madness, toys to the truly insane.
We're nothing more than lab rats to these, monsters.
Death is the only means of escape from the psych ward.
Bounding restraints grow tighter with each season.
The blood spills follow their deeds that destruct lives,
and deprive their captives of any right to be of the norm.
Branded with an unremovable mark of having insanity.
But tonight, I spark my freedom without a single match.
And the sounds will flutter with a clash of thunder roars.
Patient 054Misconceptions of a thoughtless reality.Patient 0541 day ago in Free Verse More Like This
A twisted turn of events, returns with a curse.
Scarred with endless markings of survival.
Memories of the pain, ignite my soul into hell fire.
Dramatized by the acts of relatable methods of demise.
Is this the true hell? Am I damned?
There seems to be no end to the echoing screams.
Down the halls of torments souls,
The walls bleed the final moments of another's life.
Tasting the electrical charge flowing in my bones,
it only excites me more.
And the bone chilling waters makes me feel wired.
What a delight it is to experience these enhanced senses,
even when the dead are around me.
UnseenShoving through the trees,Unseen1 day ago in Free Verse More Like This
to the windows of each cozy,
Unsuspecting humans and the
little demons, they keep pampered,
are alerted of it's presence,
by the creaks in the windows,
the howls from beyond.
From something unseen,
yet not unheard.
It knows there's life,
by a large yet controlled fire.
It's angry now,
and it wants in.
Secret EnemyYou can't hide from meSecret Enemy1 day ago in Free Verse More Like This
Behind that fake wall
You built to deceive
I know more than you think
Because I'm not just anyone...
I'm your worst nightmare.
In the heat of the night, time passesIn the heat of the night,In the heat of the night, time passes2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
You'll be in for quite a fright.
Brings about its melody.
There you'll find Happiness.
That is why I'm satisfied
With everything that I do.
With every pondering,
I could understand why
The passage of time.
This is a moment that we can share,
With everything that we can compare.
To shoot from here to there,
Thinking about it everywhere.
In the darkness,
There is no end.
Big Bad Wolfdid you know that wheneverBig Bad Wolf2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
something bad happens
the ugly one is always accused
if you fall and i try to help you
people will whisper
and say i pushed you instead
i am the wolf
and you're red riding hood
i went with you
to visit your grandmother
your face, so sweet
who would've thought that you would
kill your grandmother
and frame me.
who would believe me when
i was the one who held the knife
my shirt stained with her blood
your hands were as red as roses
but they believed you
when you said it was me
i am the sheep
in wolf's clothing,
you are a murderer
disguised as a princess
i called out to you,
but you ignored me,
saying, "she's the one.
Give her the death sentence."
in the darkness
i hear voices
in my head.
you're a hero
i'm the villain
of the story
you were a victim
of the crime.
because you are a beauty
they say you are innocent.
your eyes sparkle when you smile
but I am guilty
because my eyes gleam.
because they are
my hands are as white as snow
In the darkThe mist,In the dark2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
wreaths around and around.
but never stopping.
It's a funny word isn't it?
Don't do this,
don't move forwards.
It'll never stop,
just like you.
It will always find some way,
by any means.
Any means at all.
A sense of clam,
But paranoia sets in.
A bit of self doubt,
who am I? Who am I?
pitch bla k.
A f ding m mory,
L ing a l of t e p rts.
"I'll never stop you know."
"You vainly try to stop,
but of course, you can't."
"We're just getting to
k n o w
"It's just the start,
of my games."
"Want to know who I am?"
"Take a look in the mirror."
"One more time..."
"There, you, that's you."
"Oh, you meant me?"
"Well, as you see,
it is ME."
"We're one in the same."
"Just inches apart,
but still far away enough to
You get an inch,
I get a mile.
You see a straight line,
I just see th
o.oAnd we slowly growo.o2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
confined walls of learning
BlackBlack as my heart. Black as my soul.Black2 days ago in Free Verse More Like This
Black as my mind and all that's foul.
Black as all we've ever known.
Black as the mad, horned king's throne.
Black as our future and our salvation.
Black as the earth of every nation.
Black as a murder in the dead of night.
Black as a creature deprived of sight.
Black as the knowledge we use to do wrong.
Black as the victims we drag along.
Black as the lack of all innocence.
Black as the absence of all defense.
Black as our skin that's been torched in the fire.
Black as our deepest, primal desire.
Black as the abyss that resides deep in the mind.
Black as our hope since there's none left to find.