Teenage ThoughtsNo one's ever listening to me.Teenage Thoughts10 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
No one wants to know who I wanna be.
I'm used to be pushing aside.
But I really just wanna try.
I wanna try to be the one they're proud of.
To have some huge thing to show off.
But I given up trying.
I just keep on smiling.
And pretending everything's okay.
I'm gonna be a shadow of my mother.
Well, eventually of my father.
My mother never really cares.
She's just gonna stare.
And wait 'till I do
What she wants me to.
I don't really have a choice.
It's not like I even have a voice.
Whenever I say something opposite.
(To their mind.)
I'm gonna be in trouble deep.
Even if it's just about which hour I'll go to sleep.
It's abnormal, you say?
Well, that's the key.
It's not abnormal.
It's not at all.
At least for me.
It's how it used to be.
And how it'll be.
KnowledgeI sometimes wonder what I am doing here.Knowledge10 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And I don't know.
I sometimes wonder why I am here.
And I don't know.
I sometimes wonder what keeps me here.
And I don't know.
But I know one thing
That I don't know a lots of things.
UntitledLike a BoatUntitled14 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Life is like a boat, stranded on the ocean...
You never know when a wave is going to appear
Just like an insensible notion
the obstacle takes motion and your end is most surely near
you fall into the cold hard waters,
thrashing all about the tumultuos waves
Your all alone while your life's desires are slaughtered,
taken by societey's maids...
No more dreaming or wanting what you really couldn't have
Society was too slick, ripping from your hands the only hope you did have...
The darkness you find is refreshing, yet to stay there,
Your life you must give away
Because everything that you give them (or don't)
There is a price that you must pay...
But you don't want to, you want to bear
With all the problems that will go astray:
You move your arms to pull up to the surface;
The pain you swim through has only just begun.
The pain you feel gives you a purpose,
A proof, a statement, that must be won:
You are a child of God; you have the faith you need to survive
ProblemsIt sometimes feel like all my problems are impossible to get though.Problems10 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
It sometimes feel like all my problems are just misery thing that I can solve in no time.
I sometimes feel like a depressed teenager that I am.
It's weird that in the distance of time
All my problems seem just radical.
But then I thought I might die.
Because of them.
Heteronormativity: A SongSo, Is it just me, alone?Heteronormativity: A Song1 hour ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Or have more of you been shown,
The door, for who you are?
Forced to sit and watch the fun from afar?
It's been so long since I felt alive inside,
My pillow's stained where I've cried.
But what's killed me?
Your attitude toward me, because I'm not you,
The tension rose and the fear grew,
If I want to be fabulous,
Try to retain your calmness,
Don't lash out or offend,
Don't say anything to contend,
The legitimacy of my cause,
Because this cat has claws,
But what prunes them for me,
I sit alone and cry,
Myself to sleep at night,
Because there's truth I can't tell,
Because you'll make life a living hell,
But there's a weight on my shoulders,
And you add to it with your slurs,
But what pits you against me,
So, we can all agree,
We should all decree,
To rid ourselves of this heteronormativity
A Love PoemI love you.A Love Poem10 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And it's true.
But I don't know how it happened to be.
For you and me.
But it's just true.
That I'm in love with you.
X-mas in SchoolWe sometimes get into a fight.X-mas in School10 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
We sometimes are mean to each other.
We are sometimes disappointed.
We are sometimes even scared.
Of each other.
But still we have to go through that years.
And sometimes I'm happy to.
Sometimes I'm glad to say:
They're my friends.
I know them.
And I'm going to know them more.
'Cause every time there's some serious thing we can handle it.
We can be support for each other.
We can help.
We can be critics.
And we can be friends.
It's weird that sometimes we hate each other.
And sometimes we love.
And I love to sit with you and pretend that any of us never had a fight with other.
I love to listen yours conversations
And laugh along.
Now is the Christmas time.
And we love to spend it together.
six feet deepHey!six feet deep18 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Do you see that knife on the table?
I dare you to pick it up
We can put on a show better than cable
Imagine the look on their faces
As you swing it around and scream
“God fucking help me! Wake me up from this dream!”
Then stab yourself
Sure, it might hurt
But to what you’ve been through, well,
It couldn’t be worse
Or how about this counter you’ve been leaning on?
Slam your head into it
Come on, it’ll be fun!
What do you have to lose?
Quit ignoring me!
You have nothing to prove!
It’ll only be a few swings
Until your skull caves in
You’re not even wanted at this party
Odds are they’ll just let it happen
Or maybe that window?
Just one quick leap
That's all you need
To be buried
Six feet deep
metomorphasisi woke up on a leafmetomorphasis4 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
wet from the rain
i am but a lonely little caterpillar
in a wide and open plan
i saw a tree filled with green and juicy leaves
i climbed up and started to eat
there were many others of my kind here
all eating without a care in the world
i did the same filling myself
with tasty and ripe leaves
after days of feasting i think I'm bloated
time to rest and sleep off the fat
i will make a blanket of silk
and sit on top of a branch
i don't know how long i have been sleeping
but i don't fell the same
theirs a drop of water on a small dead leaf
i guess I'll see whats up
i have wings that will let me dance through the sky
i will know where i am going thanks to my two large eyes
my cocoon has falling on the earth it lies
for i am a beautiful and marvelous
***The world would be heaven.***10 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
If you weren't here too.
The world would be hell.
If there were two of you.
And I just wish that I could forget.