Just a DreamA week after he turn twenty threeJust a Dream10 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
My fairy tale story had ended
The temporarily fantasy was over
He was perfect
Loved ones approved of him
I thought he was it
I never doubted him
No more tears
No more hiding
No more lies
But all was suddenly taken away from me
He stopped being there
No given reason
I shrugged it off easy
My mind said let it go
But my heart says suspicious
He then didn't come
How could this happened?
What did I do?
I said too much?
Did he not believe in us anymore?
He's not coming home
This can't be happening to me
For this is just a dream
Who am I?Me?Who am I?7 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I am a nobody.
Just another voice in the distance,
A figure in the shadowy corner that is my life.
I am a time bomb,
On which my timer resets at random.
Never quite on track with the rest of the world always three steps behind,
I can't take it!
This is not worth my effort,
My writing, my singing, composing, what have you,
Its all pointless.
No one will ever see or know the inner workings of my mind.
The cogs that turn and create the genius that I like to think of myself,
Knowing I'm only average at most,
Barely worth the air that I breathe.
I'm so lost.
I just don't know how or why or what to do
I can't even begin to fathom the complexities that make up the human psyche
Forcing these words from my mouth and these emotions,
These emotions that ignite a flame within me that is burning my lungs and esophagus like poison!
Poison, of my own creation.
That I chose to drink.
What is wrong with me?
Why can't I just escape from it all?
Let the past die?
I'm not even good for my
Fool Me TwiceYou spilled your blood on the floor,Fool Me Twice13 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
But I have no more sympathy for you to collect it again...
What Love Has DoneTwo years ago, when I was far more naïve, I fell in love. Honestly, it was for a reason my interest probably thought was stupid.What Love Has Done19 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I saw something in them that I had never seen before. It wasn’t something like “Oh, you have the most beautiful soul I’ve seen in any human being,” it was something…
Something that compelled me to wish for a way to fix it.
To fix them.
For these two years, I made my attempts, and during the year they were around, I got pushed away.
The other year, I didn’t see them at all. Well, no, that’s a lie. I saw them once in a place I don’t think either of us ever imagined I’d be. Because of how they retaliated in the first year, I refused to believe any of the things they said to me. The words that I so badly wanted to see pass their lips became knives sharper than the ones that used to sink into me.
I held my tongue and bore
Today.Listen to what I say today,Today.22 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
For what I speak is true,
Your troubles will not fade away,
Unless you work them through,
Although at times life feels a mess,
It's really not so bad,
Remember your accomplishments,
The good days that you've had,
For what it all comes down to,
Is that time is ticking fast,
There is no way to change what's done,
You can't dwell on the past,
Of course bad times will come again,
Things won't always go your way,
But concentrate on what's important,
The here, the now, today.