Neglected by the worldWhy is it so hard to accept me?Neglected by the world3 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I was born like this, can't you see?
You care so much about 'morality',
but don't you see how you're ruining me?
Every morning I grab my mask,
Done so often it's no longer a task,
It's got cracks on the edges,
I feel it might break,
Just another blow
and all my work goes down the lake
My world is growing dark,
I'm trying to find the light,
But it slips away everytime I grab it with all my might,
Darkness is surrounding me,
The ghouls will soon come out,
I must not give up,
that without a doubt,
Suddenly I spot the light,
Everything now will be alright,
But there you are standing there,
what you did next was all I feared,
You smashed my mask- it's broken,
Leaving me there out in the open,
With a giggle you stole the light,
leaving the ghouls a tasty bite.
ImageryYou say imagine an ocean waveImagery6 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
it carries you over and down
but my emotion's like a tsunami
flooding everything around
You say imagine an express train
passing through the station
but I'm on the rails
and there is no salvation
You say imagine emotions
like clouds floating by
but my clouds are thunderclouds
rending the sky
You say imagine an empty room
with emotions passing through
but someone locked the door
and I'm stuck in here too
You say imagine emotion
like your child in a strop
but everyone blames the parents
when the tantrums wont stop
My emotions are bigger
than your imagery can see
accepting my distress
will take more than just me
april 26th - addicted to blissi'm high on euphoriaapril 26th - addicted to bliss18 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
i'm addicted to bliss.
after a lifelong hangover
it all comes down to this.
no more smoking loneliness
no more shots of pain.
it's now or never or i'll lose
and i've got everything to gain.
i'm done purging the memories
i'm done starving myself of glee.
now i'm getting back on track
because now my soul feels set free.
no more hatred sliced on my wrist
and cheer tastes better than a beer.
no more screaming in silent pain
no more, now that you're here.
i'm in a rehab heaven
after my addiction's hell.
the path to recovery is a long one,
but it'll be worth it all as well.
i'm done with pain resulting to cocaine,
i'm done wasting my emotional drugs.
now all i need is a simple smile
and a home within your hugs.
i want to remember you forever
after all the memories i miss.
because instead of being high on horror
now i'm simply addicted to bliss.
Determination, VictoryYou beat me down just for your pleasure,Determination, Victory19 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
But I'll hold strong, I WILL endevor!
You hold me low, you watch me cry,
nievely think you're stronger than I.
But you've no hold and I won't weep,
I'll push myself back to my feet.
You call me names, you curse me out,
But I'll hold strong, I WON'T back down!
You've broken oaths and forsaken vows,
But I'm still here: WHO'S LAUGHING NOW?!
Confusion | Poem-Poeme (Fr-En)The color of your laugh,Confusion | Poem-Poeme (Fr-En)21 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Fais fondre la neige en hiver,
It’s all for what I fought,
Et courir les rivières,
La chaleur de tes lèvres,
Donne et soulage de la fièvre,
The way you make the world turn,
And all the evil burn,
Is poetic and yet simple,
And doesn’t make your words dwindle,
Car rien au monde ne serait te changer,
Ni prendre ta pureté et l’altérer,
Comme le temps passe,
The more people you moves,
Godess at your youth,
Ton mythe grandit jamais ne se casse,
To music you are silence,
You deflect all the offenses,
De la plus grande bombe,
Tu tournes en lumière la plus sombre,
In all the languages, you speak,
Une dame internationale,
Changeant la vie en carnaval,
Understands and help the rejected and freaks,
Car des jours naissent d’autres heures,
Qui dans ta présence deviennent bonheur,
As you are, clear as crystal,
The humanity of human, point final!
A fightAt once, I saw her standing there,A fight22 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
A finger twisting through her hair;
An angry twitch to match the glare
That she was giving me.
I tried to ask forgiveness then,
But her patience was running thin.
And standing there in my own den
She put me in my place.
Not a word could quite be said.
To stop a fight, I left instead.
Before I went and lost my head
And made things worse for us.
But then I wondered as I went
If better time could then be spent
I'll go, see her, and then repent!
But oh, she left the home.
I know I don't see what she sees.
I feel as if I'm over seas.
I'll brave this storm, just stay here, please!
And love me like you did...
Months ago on our first date
When you were there and I was late
We laughed at it as we both ate
The best night of my life.
Aimer en OctosyllabesMystique image dont j’ai songé,Aimer en Octosyllabes1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Hantant passionnément mon cœur,
Onirisme même de mes pensées,
Tu existes bel et bien ! Ma peur
Reste —hélas !— que je sois assez
Stupide pour laisser un tel rêve
Glisser entre mon lâche doigté.
Pourtant, Cruelle, tu plantes ton glaive
Au fond de mon torse, sans pitié.
Malgré cette douleur incessante,
Noble marque qui fait mon emblème,
Tu occupes mon âme confiante,
Et Dieu sait à quel point je t’aime.
The Mad's DemonOver the sea in long distant of land,The Mad's Demon1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
A soul to dream with ambition at hand.
Yet bane of past the demon stirs,
Fiendish springs to claim his world.
In vessel sail to stumble a path,
Bodies float on water bath.
Grim of horror on a wider scale,
As darkness form the wind and vale.
For there was a person name Finn Carey,
Who wish to cross the valiant sea.
But tangle in mix of the Devil's charm,
That wish, to claim, his soul to harm.
And bound on restless, inescapable bond,
Misery and pain that he seems to fond.
Such hope to win that stain to plague,
Of promise vow that blurs and vague.
If potential dims such light,
Then times must change to sight.
If Finn must crave of hope esteem,
Then desperate times to reap such dream.
But end remain in shroud of tale,
A page defines in certain mail.
For fire's rays that none would sleep,
To better grasp the intrigue to keep.
And how would Finn can win such foe?
Where Devil reigns the fire's glow.
SorryA suicide lieSorry1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Of the bitter-sweet
Her body is warm
From the blood at her feet
Of cigarette ashes
Of tears turned to ice
Of deep bloody gashes
Of contemplated suicides
Her parents still struggling to find their way
Another bottle, another day
Cruel words past their lips
Endless slits across her wrists
Her tears are useless
She wishes they'd stop
She knows how to end this
But is it worth the cost?
With her heart pounding in her chest
And with tears in her eyes anew
She grabs a razor from out of her desk
And thinks: 'Sorry, but this ones for you'
PlayThe whole world is a stage and the spotlights are on mePlay1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
It seems my whole life is a play
And when the performance is over, dozens of flowers will be thrown at me
Or so it seems today.
LoveLove is not a phase.Love1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
It's not cloudy like a haze.
It's not a dream-like state,
For I believe in fate.
JadedMy outlook on life has become rather hazyJaded1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Or maybe I've become just a little bit lazy
My mind is pacing
My heart is racing
With nowhere to go
With nothing to show
I Miss YouFlowers on your graveI Miss You1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Symbolize my love for you
And all of the craze
Caused by the loss of you
I miss the little things
Like your smile and your kiss
I miss everything
Everything I miss
I miss the scent of your cheap cologne
I miss your mussed up hair when you wake up
I miss your sigh when you get home
I miss the way you hold your cup
I long for the day when I'll see you again
I wish to be held in your warm embrace
I miss you, my darling friend
With you, I had hoped to spend the rest of my days.
The Sigh of a Lonely SoulI stepped outdoors, and started walking roundThe Sigh of a Lonely Soul1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The silent house, that never missed as yet
Anyone.But I really yearn to get
A companion, to remain sound!
I leant against the wall, viewing the sky,
The stars gazed back uninterestedly.
I tried to admire them impotently…
After all I hove a deep, hopeless sigh.
I was alone in the menacing gloom.
Who will take my hand or maybe embrace
Considerately or look me in face,
Hereby make my sad heart burst into bloom?
The Infinite yawned dumbly above me
In its ruthlessness… how tiny I am!
Even I’ve any confidence to sham
In life, I steadily need to flee!
I’m waiting for someone to find my peace.
Though my words are a little bit sappy,
Close to each other we would be happy!
Meanwhile I’m searching the skies without cease…
HimA child's crying is the saddest soundHim1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
It seems as though misery abounds
Within my soul when I hear that sound
Because the child in me can no longer be found
The tears in my eyes seem far too real
The thought of death does sometimes appeal
But "No", I think, "I will not die."
"I won't sink that low. I will not cry."
The light in my heart is growing dimmer
In the ocean of life you must be a good swimmer
And I am sinking, fast, to the bottom
Things disappear even before I have sought them
Why must life be so hard?
It puts pressure on my fragile heart
These salty tears show little joy
Why must I be this so-called "God's" toy?
I have cried to him for the last time
His love isn't worth a nickel or a dime
Leave me alone; put me back on my shelf
He needs to learn to keep his angry hands to himself
Leave me be, your broken doll
Abandon me, I'll pay the toll.
day 02Day two and i knew that i could hardly make it throughday 021 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
when it stuck when it struck - right out of the blue
t'was like an anvil to the face, but i didn't have a clue
the feeling's adhesive and now i'm stuck onto you
its more like the concrete than it is like the glue
and i'm waiting, still debating, whether i (Even) want to know the truth
now that its clear, will things ever be the same?
now that he's here, do you remember my name?
now that my fears are seeking ex-lovers to blame
it really seems as if this was only a game
whether or not you want to accept this shame,
the fact of the matter is i know now you're insane,
beautiful and broken, but impossible to tame
Love me?When the day comes, I will find my heart.Love me?1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I will find where it has been hiding for these years.
I used to care for you. but you left.
You left like the monster you are.
I wasn't able to deal with the hole in my heart, so i locked it away behind a cold expression.
Do you enjoy seeing me suffer?
Do you enjoy seeing this rock of a person?
You promised you would stay.
But I should have known it wouldn't be that way for as long as i hoped.
This pain I feel is it for you or myself.
Is it normal to be this down, to feel like every day is a living hell?
I trusted you, like that. but what did you do? you snapped.
My mind told me to leave, but my heart told me to grieve.
My life is now a rubix cube what i will never solve.
My heart is full of dust now. because of what i was told.
I felt my life crumble, i felt it slip away.
Love me for one more day?
love me like the warmth on a cold winter day.
Love me like the cool breeze on a hot summers night.
Love me like the cotton c
Ode to animeANIME oh how I count the ways you make me feel from your tragedy to your comedyOde to anime1 day ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
you've always been there for me the good and bad the happy and sad no matter
what you pull me through and make me brand new from tsundere to yandere
no matter what you like anime has something for every type mech si-fi stempunk
too anime has something for you weather your a closet otaku or a otaku spreading
cheer anime will always be near so from your fanservice to your shipping wall
anime has something for every type
A is for always being there
N is for how you taught me to never give up
I is for the imagination you gave to enter a world I never knew
M is for the magic you brought to my life
E is for the countless emotions you've made me feel
and all I have to say is ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU