EscapeJust let me sleep until the day that I can hold youEscape7 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Because there is nothing worth waking up for if you aren't here too.
In my sleep I can dream that you are with me, a comforting illusion
But when I wake I know that seeing you today is a foolish delusion.
If I can't wake to see you in my arms, I don't want to wake up at all
Seeing you is all I need, but I can't be satisfied by the picture hanging on my wall.
Without you I don't know how to feel alive
So I await the day you finally arrive.
Your touch and scent, the taste of your lips
I remember them each time my resolve slips.
Nostalgia and memories of when you were here are like a double edged sword
Remembering you creates a spark of joy, but now that you're gone it adds to the pain that I've stored.
If I must feel so much pain, I'd rather be dead
Then atleast I could escape these painful thoughts filling up my head.
I have never been strong, not on my own
And even after all of this time, my strength hasn't grown.
So I'll die from the
RequiemSweet red cherry sauce dripping from my skin,Requiem3 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Lines across my legs and arms the ecstasy is sin.
Crimson pathways paved through soft white corridors,
Stitches needed, roses bleeding on an oak wood floor.
Petals open, strong and fierce but ever soft and silky,
Until the surface is stained with tears and the white no longer milky.
Skeletons take over inside heart and inside mind,
chasing red lines down the hills so as to redefine.
Sweet red cherry sauce flowing in a stream,
chasing nightmares into thoughts and changing death into a dream.
Why doth you ignore me so?Why doth you ignore me soWhy doth you ignore me so?41 minutes ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I try and rendezvous yet no reply
It makes me feel down and low
Deeper my feelings reap in sigh
For the ignorance of my breath in and out
It is known how I fall for thee
Thou art cunning and all alert about
Why could thee not give me thy feels to see
Feelings tremble in my mind
Thou shouldst know what thou hast done
Thou art not like this unkind
Thou art more treasuring like I love you the sun
When the time comes to end
Realize what you've done my friend
4 amI saw her shadow in the street4 am7 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
hiding in the darkest dust
glimmering eyes, so cruel or sweet
escaping from painful past
her skin is like a scratched peel
roots of hair in coffee milk
and emptiness which I can feel
eyes from glass and lips like silk
she collects pain and latent fear
tears got lost in kitchen sink
the emptiness, when she comes near
uses blood like finest ink
memories already gone
but she knows robber of nests
(silent fear of being alone)
stole the treasure from her chest
knowing that the souls are sold
(memories of the stolen child)
magic powers that they hold
make her mind so calm and mild
Eyes and forest, little flames
they only know she cut her veins
never stopped her childish games
likes to sing when it rains…
Unmaking Of OneLike an ivory mask aside a furious faceUnmaking Of One2 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Stars to point, promise, prove
A million universes to make me feel out of place
To decept, deceive, delude
Crystal halls of twilight and ice
Cosmic era of astral mesmerise
Of infinite despise
In bleeding, burning of body
Until both soul and mind combine
How a star is born
Where the spirit is freed
After the body is torn
Til my life will flee
On the lead of the bullet
Where the skull is blown
Nothing to help me now
Not even God alone
WishWishWish6 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Hoping, Dreaming, Smiling
Filling the sky
Unknown IncubusStay out of my head,Unknown Incubus2 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Closing my eyes I dread.
Leave my dreams alone
Of you my thoughts are prone.
Perfect in every way
With everything you say
My affections only grow
How can I say no?
I need some self control
On my heart, it has taken it’s toll
With all my strength I try to guard
But with you it is hard
You don’t know who you are
But my memory you will scar
And I know I’m being ridiculous
My unknown Incubus
Por que sera?¿Por qué será…? A veces me pregunto ¿por qué me siento así? Tan despreciada, tan incomprendida y a veces tan sola. ¿Será mi edad? ¿Estaré exagerando mucho? ¿O realmente me hacen esto? Es bastante desolador encontrar más compañía en un animal que en mi propia familia que “estuvo” conmigo desde que nací. Y con las comillas quiero referirme que estuvieron para desalentarme, desde chiquita me decían que todo lo que quería hacer era una “boludes”, o simplemente no me tomaban en cuenta cuando decía la verdad ¿Por qué me hacen esto? Yo nunca les mentí. Tener que aguantarme meses un continuo malestar que tenía por no comer bien, ¿y ellos? No me creían. La única que estuvo siempre conmigo, desde que ella nació, sin importar nada, es Emma mi mascota. Es increíble como con un simple “Miau” me puede hacer sonreírPor que sera?3 hours ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
By the adults I am slaveAm I your slaveBy the adults I am slave21 minutes ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Do you take me for a fool
Controlled am I by these wretched in charge they swing their glaive
Am I but taken from the dumb and lame pool
Yet I sit here doing thy task
I wait and hope for reward but yet in vain
By fault I'm doomed to mixed in the flask
My anger and angst cause a stain
I dare not say I hate thee two
For you treat me like that of a weasels
I cry in hopes of healing true
Abuse by mouth all day long not realizing thy evils
I doth not dare say the truth from my lips
For the dark cause pain when I hear cracks of whips