doctor.doctor doctor,doctor.23 minutes ago in Free Verse More Like This
i think im sick.
an uncurable disease,
the bomb ticks.
please help me now,
i can feel my body
start to shut down.
i can no longer try,
my soul has died.
i know i am sick.
a virus has taken my heart,
and my soul with it.
i am numb, no longer feel pain.
im done with the so-called "love game."
i will never be cured and i will be alone,
for i have lost
the one thing i owned.
he was my everything,
dont you see?
i am weak! i am clingy!
i am just me.
but most of all, on top of this,
i am done.
done with life,
done with games.
ive lost the battle,
with my own brain.
im sorry mum,
im sorry dad,
but my self worth
was just a grain of sand.
My Deepest DesiresThey reach out andMy Deepest Desires46 minutes ago in Free Verse More Like This
Touch my dreams
With hands as black as
Run their ink-stained fingers
Along my spine
Slip their nails through the crevices
In my mind
I fall asleep and see
The darkest parts of me
ANGELES Y DEMONIOSLa vida de un ángelANGELES Y DEMONIOS47 minutes ago in Free Verse More Like This
En el cielo, es la más bella
Y solo puede acabar
Con la llegada a la Tierra.
En la Tierra hay demonios
Que buscan hacer sufrir
A aquellos humanos
Que del infierno intentan salir.
El ángel se encuentra con el demonio
Del cual está profundamente enamorado
Pero el ángel no sabe que con él
Pasará la eternidad encerrado.
El demonio juega con los sentimientos
Y el ángel cae en su juego
Haciendo caer lágrimas
Que no tienen un muy buen consuelo.
El demonio va logrando su cometido
Y el ángel va muriendo lentamente
Pero el demonio se arrepiente
Y ese corazón comienza a latir fuertemente.
Pero ya no es como antes
El demonio intenta compensarlo
Pero lo único que obtiene
Es un insulto para desahogarlo.
El ángel regresa al cielo
Para poder reflexionar
Y se da cuenta de que
Lo único que hizo fue odiar.
El ángel vuelve y perdona
Al demonio arrepentido
El cual obtiene el perdón
De su gran amor perdido.
DepressionThis girl needed help, please save her from herself, no one understood this pain she feltDepression52 minutes ago in Free Verse More Like This
Let down too many times, she had no one to trust, she hated herself, she thought she was the worst
When she was down, she couldn't really think, she either turned to drugs, or even turned to drink
All kinds of thoughts were running through her mind, there were scars on her wrists that were hard to hide
She thought she was alone, she had no friends, she was getting counselling, but she didn't attend
She didn't want to talk and kept to herself, things were getting worse, but she didn't want any help
She self-harmed, trying to ease the pain, she suffers from depression, but she is not to blame
She doesn't sleep, she didn't eat in days, "she's okay" that's what everyone says
When she drank, it was her way to cope, and afterwards, she felt mixed emotions inside
With all the pain, as she takes out the blade as if she's looking for fame, she starts to cut, she feels relief
Wakes up the next morning, s
An exercise in empathyFor a while I had youAn exercise in empathy53 minutes ago in Free Verse More Like This
Eating out of the palm of my hand.
Somewhere along the way your tastes changed.
I offered the same food.
You’ve grown fond of the sugar they sometimes lace
With other pretty little molecules.
Don’t you ever wonder why you’re never full?
You said you didn’t want to miss love if it happened to walk by
But you stared it in the face and then walked past it
And it didn’t make a single difference to you.
I just can’t watch you make these decisions
That won’t bring you happiness.
I can’t watch you crash and burn after
All the glue and sutures I gave to you.
I can’t watch you wreck what we tried so hard to fix.
If you want love,
If you want to be happy,
Why are you not here?
You ate out of my hand and I never once brought you a collar
Or a leash
Or any sign of harm or imprisonment.
You took everything I offered and left.
But you did give me your smile,
And I suppose that’s not nothing.
Mi deseo(2)"Dios,por favor este deseo concédemeMi deseo(2)1 hour ago in Free Verse More Like This
Lo único que quiero es a mis amigos y familia volver a ver
Si tú esa oportunidad me das
Yo ya podré morir en paz"
He visto la guerra,las muertes y las bombas
Especialmente la sangre desparramada por el lugar...
Poem 6468/30/2015Poem 6461 hour ago in Free Verse More Like This
-An instant love...
-One never without the other...
-The human caring for the pet...
-While the pet heals the human...
-Sometimes healing each other...
-Many know this love...
-As many know the unbearable loss...
-A best friend for only short years...
-The only to understand...
-Until the day they’re gone...
By a Fox's loveI wanted to breath smoke, and feel ash in my hands,By a Fox's love1 hour ago in Free Verse More Like This
To desolate sickening, beautiful lands.
I yearned for fire, for destruction,
I begged for mayhem's hollow seduction.
But then I felt his hand in mine,
And heard his words, so sweet and kind.
So I blinked raw tears away,
And held the burning thoughts at bay.
That simple guy, that loving Fox,
Stopped my plummet towards the rocks.
I am Only HumanI am only human.I am Only Human1 hour ago in Free Verse More Like This
Some will think I am an Angel... Others will think I am a Demon.
But in the end... I am only human.
I cry tears of pain.
I embrace years of ache.
I judge when it is not my place.
I doubt the good hearts of others.
And break the hearts of good.
I Love. I Hate. I Envy.
I feel joy and seek adventure.
I jump to conclusions.
I am quick to anger.
I win... and I fail.
I willingly suffer consequences.
I make mistakes I cannot mend.
I say and do things I do not mean.
I have emotions that I sometimes cannot control.
I get sick.
I forgive but never forget.
I feel sympathy for those in strife.
I aid others with all that I have.
And when I am injured… I bleed.
God made me a little lower than the angels and crowned me with glory and honor. But even angels fall, then glory becomes humility and honor becomes disgrace. I am only just human.
Blood and BoilsI can’t be homeBlood and Boils1 hour ago in Free Verse More Like This
when round its walls
licks your fire
when my mind
like the atomic bond
of oxygen and helium
is severed in your wake
my skin crawls
as boils turn to burst
the smoke that lingers
will quench my thirst
so I’m not here
and I can’t hear
the world bellowing
be there much in sound
I can’t be around
in this silence
that steals my sleep
but worry not,
for I build and build
in the dark,
and in the light,
and in the swelter,
though it keeps me
Mi deseoEn una casita,cerca de un puerto hayMi deseo1 hour ago in Free Verse More Like This
Una chiquilla que siempre llorando esta
Cada día al caer la tarde
Ella lloraba sin parar
Tiene un deseo que no se cumplió
Y esta en el fondo de su corazón
Ella piensa: "Si rezó
From hell, through absent mind.The lifes I've takenFrom hell, through absent mind.1 hour ago in Free Verse More Like This
catch up to me.
The thirst of which
is obscure, at it's finest,
is the only way back home-
ballisticly shooting out
a stampede of thoughts
and mesmerizing blood streams.
How long is it gonna take?
Must I wait long
to turn yellow
and grow out of this mole skin?
My steps grow louder,
my outgrowth is dying.
for fun and gags. |even though we aren't united anymore;for fun and gags. |2 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
i wanted to continue our jokes.
but it's the sixth time i've called;
you still haven't responded.
and i think that's the punchline.
InsignificantInsignificant, little, and scrawny, you're not worth my time.Insignificant2 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Unforgiving, sinful, and hungry, you're not worth my time.
Starving, sick, and dying, you're not worth my time.
Suffering, crying, and wounded, you're not worth my time.
Small, weak, and unreliable, you're not worth my time.
Unyielding, courageous, and tortured, you're not worth my time.
Strong, broken, and depressed, you're not worth my time.
Stupid, graceful, and honest, you're not worth my time.
Kind, smiling, and sensitive, you're not worth my time.
Caring, loving, and cheated, you're not worth my time.
Hopeful, faithful, and bleeding, you're not worth my time.
Troubled, tortured, and grateful, you're not worth my time.
Insignificant, foolish, and never perfect, you'll only waste my time.
kneel like your body is nothing"..Suicide will lay her hand on my shoulder and force me to a kneel beforekneel like your body is nothing2 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
the dead tomato plants she'll tear out my braid–
with rusted hedge cutters hacking it like her soft golden oblation till
blonde strands dance in acrid tomato air and my mouth is
sour from vomit.."
Pleaseit’s cramped in herePlease2 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
compressed creativity that I worry died out years ago
killed by the pressure
of being trapped in this body
forced merely to survive
a task too daunting to face most days
but one that can’t ever be ignored
not even for a second
because we have to keep going
just for a few more decades
of helpless misery
because what else is there for me?
I’m not seeing an answer here
I’M NOT SEEING AN ANSWER HERE
WHY IS NO ONE ANSWERING ME?
could it be that they see nothing, too?
a world of blackness coming to bear
on a girl with so much wasted potential
but isn’t that always the case?
the stars that shine the brightest
die out first
but I never got a chance to shine
and it hardly seems fair
that my existence should be defined
by my mother’s inability
to ask a doctor to kill me
instead of a bottle
so I came out wrong
and I don’t see why anyone’s surprised
Anxiety-depression-stress- and lack of sleep.Trying to stay calm because if I snap and hit something I won't stop or if I pick up a blade I won't stop cutting if I get in the car I won't stop if I go for a walk I won't come back. The second I let myself break down there's a good chance that'll be it for good it takes so much energy to not break down but if I do break down I don't know what I'll do I just know there'd be no coming backAnxiety-depression-stress- and lack of sleep.2 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
My Man Is My ManMy man is my manMy Man Is My Man2 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
So back the hell off
My man is not your man
And your just a jerk-off
My man is my man
So stop catcalling him!
My man is not your man
Im about to rip you limb from limb
My man is my man
So keep your hands to yourself
My man is not your man
You ugly piece of shit elf
My man is my man
Ill tell you one more time
My man is not your man
That fucking boy is mine!
AloneSo I woke up this morning,Alone2 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Nightmare out of place.
Shivering in absolute fear,
It seems like an endless chase.
I look at the sunlight,
The world outside around.
Trapped in these four walls,
No whisper, nor faintest sound.
The silence defend me,
Defines I am alone.
I hug my knees in tears.
My heart turns to stone.
So scared I feel inside,
Why can't I smile now?
The feeling brings pain,
As I cringe and bow.
Throwing back the covers,
My feet touch the floor.
My weight is unsteady
As I walk towards the door.
My freedom out,
But I know for sure,
It isn't that easy.
There is no cure.
There is no escape,
I'm trapped in evil clasp.
My mind reeling with darkness,
At hope I no long grasp.
The hot water washes me,
Tries to warm the chill.
It doesn't soak deep enough.
I am cold still.
I can't lift my head,
Unworthy am I now a day.
I'm too weak to stand,
My ground just gives way.
I will fall hard,
This I know is true.
And you won't be here,
To help me through.
The death sentence
Hangs on my head,
dissociative perfectionismi think.dissociative perfectionism2 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
i think too much
and never about the right things
getting lost in an open field
constant noise in a silent room
i can't focus on anything
so i focus on everything
i think about homework because
i didn't do it because
i couldn't do it because
i think about notes because
i didn't take them because
i couldn't take them because
it was too loud
i don't think.
i don't think about myself because
i don't think i can
i don't think about school because
i don't think i can
i know i can't fail my classes because
i know i'm not allowed to fail because
i don't know.