I'm SorryI'm sorry.I'm Sorry22 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm sorry for the things I do.
I'm sorry for the way I make you feel.
I'm sorry for the problems I create.
I'm sorry for the way I act.
I'm sorry for the way I talk.
I'm sorry for the words I send.
I'm sorry for helping when you didn't need it.
I'm sorry for not helping when you needed it.
I'm sorry for worrying too much.
I'm sorry for expecting too much.
I'm sorry for asking for too much.
I'm sorry for saying too much.
I'm sorry for talking too much.
I'm sorry for making you feel bad.
I'm sorry for making you feel like you're selfish.
I'm sorry for making you feel like you're a horrible person.
I'm sorry for making you feel like a horrible friend.
I'm sorry for not letting it go.
I'm sorry for not leaving you alone.
I'm sorry for the mistakes I've made.
I'm sorry for the mistakes I'm making.
I'm sorry for the mistakes I will make.
I'm sorry for being annoying.
I'm sorry for pushing you..
Never Too LateNever Too Late1 day ago in Free Verse More Like This
By living now, the mistakes of the past can be undone,
Made at peace with our minds,
With our soul at one.
songbirdMy heart sings yousongbird7 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
a love song
close your eyes
don't ask me
foreign man driven down on local roadhe revs his engine sidewaysforeign man driven down on local road11 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
sideswiped from behind on a bend
too short coming, too long turning
steering wheel veering sending
a head-on collision with his cranium
with concave lungs
the pavement exhales smoke through
tar laden tread marks
tarmac breath spat
back to bumper
bumper to back;
turning back -
hit and run and
this was nothing
he'd thought of running from
We love you Grandma.Gather round the hearth,We love you Grandma.12 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
As your uncle recites a tale,
Feast upon my love,
As I hold you with arms frail.
Try harderYeah, come on.Try harder13 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Punch me a little bit harder,
Push that knife in a bit deeper.
I can still breath, can't you see?
So you better try a bit harder,
Because you're only making me angry.
If you're going to kill me, do it.
If you want to just torture me,
Don't be surprised if I change.
The beast inside of me is hungry
And darling you're just its type.
BrokenWhat does it feel like to rot?Broken15 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
As I sit upon a musty, molding floor.
What does it feel like to twist with pain, with anguish and a rolling wave of heat?
My face is numb and burnt,
Burnt with fury and affliction.
What does it feel like to lose all understanding,
And to be cast aside of your own accord?
What does it feel like to be utterly estranged,
Because you're the only one who thought differently,
That wanted something different?
What are you doing to me, flesh?
I've been given a role and what am I supposed to say?
He's given me hope and all I do is cry.
And you, flesh...I hate you.
I hate the enmity.
Back and forth with words,
Between the spiritual and the physical.
My mind is twisting and flaming,
With a cry and a lamentation,
With a desire to see clearly.
I want to see.
I want the confusion to be washed away.
I want the pain to flee from me.
If only You could look upon me now...
O God, I want to truly be free.
(c) Blaze Campbell 8-2-15
AbandonThe last couple days have been nothing but memoriesAbandon11 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
And now as black stains the sky, reach for your bottle
To drown out all this noise
Part of me is pulling away from you
I can't look at these pictures anymore
Opening my veins to leek away this pain
The stars are laughing at me
All I can do is scream
It's okay to abandon me
I was just a dream
I forgot myself
Fucked it all up again
I can't sleep again
I heard you speak like a child
And felt my heart open wide
Slipped beneath the waves
I can't see the surface
Drifting away hurts less than I thought
Hermano mio, yo antiguo¿Que ha sido tu vida, yo desventurado?Hermano mio, yo antiguo18 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Para que tu afable sonrisa,
aquel emblema inquebrantable
que tu infancia adornó,
hayas olvidado en el persistente tiempo.
Hermano mío, pasado dichoso
de mi actual yo abatido.
Los dolorosos e hirientes pesares
-los que mi destino forjaron-
aún cubren con nubarrones
el inhóspito país de sentimientos
oculto en mi interior.
Impávida tormenta de lagrimas
se desata en el fondo de este corazón,
donde un vasto rio de tristeza
se desborda entre disimulados sollozos.
Yo antiguo, colmado de esperanzas
y gratos sueños distantes.
Con añoranza revivo los ayeres
-delicados y efímeros días-
cuando la vida resplandecía
con cálido centelleo.
Hermano mío, yo antiguo
-pasado de abundante felicidad-
gracias por recordarme
el sentido de esta vida pasajera.
Entre las penas que asfixian insensibles
la salida hallare con ánimo renovado,
para seguir viviendo y buscar
una felicidad que nun
shadowsI stand alone in the hallsshadows18 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wait for you to come
You're not there
I fall to the ground
Crying in pain
One by one they leave as well
"Am I really that much of a burden?!" I cry
No one answers
I assume that's a yes
Are you...?Are you disappointed?Are you...?23 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wish I could say I understand if you were,
but truly, I can’t.
Are you going to tell me you love me?
We both know that’s just a sweet lie.
Life isn’t something so tender,
not when it’s about us.
Are you going to remind me
how badly you wished to take me
and make me yours once more;
hearing me breathlessly saying your name
and burning in the fire of passion?
Are you going to confess
that you can’t live without me?
That you miss my caresses,
the way I laugh and how I get mad?
Are you really going to stay with me?
I can’t believe you won’t leave me alone
that tomorrow morning I won’t
wake up to a cold bed.
But you look at me so earnestly
with those eyes full of hope
and those lips that drip honey
and taste of tobacco when we kiss.
No, I know you will do it all over again,
that eventually you’ll go back
to your ways and will stop talking again;
still, once more, I’ll indulge myself
in your sweet little lies
1601Osećam pomeranje16011 day ago in Free Verse More Like This
Duboko u kamenom tkanju svemira
Izmiče mi uglovima oka
More important songs and moreSo, now I´m gonna list down important songs and fictional characters that have inspired me.More important songs and more1 day ago in Free Verse More Like This
1. Diney: Spirit; You can´t take me (finnish)
This song gives me the spirit to keep on going, reminds me of the most unfair faith of Steiner highschool and reminds me that the future is open for me. I can do whatever feels right. I just have to fight for it and keep hanging on my dream and ideals.
2. Legend of Zelda: Link
Link has a good heart and is ready to go on a dangerous adventure to save his friend. He is nice to everyone and he has alot of courage. He is important to me since he is this silent, friendly, courageous hero type, who won´t hesitate to save his friend. Those pieces of his little personality are what inspires me.
3. Rurouni Kenshin
Kenshin used to be an assasin during japanese revolution, but when it was over he became a wanderer. He made a promise to himself not to kill any human being ever again. Though he fights and blood is spilled, it´s not Kenshin who
BlueWhat happened to forever?Blue32 minutes ago in Free Verse More Like This
I still have a jar, heart shaped, labeled “road trip”,
But forever crashed before we even got into the car.
The smell of burnt rubber still haunts me.
The odor scrapes the inside of my nose at the mention of your name,
Snorting steel shards leaving blood dripping down my face.
The roll on perfume you used, cherry patterned, cylinder callused, now just collateral damage.
No amount of mint toothpaste can take that taste of blue raspberry kisses from my mouth, your favorite flavor.
I taste in blue now.
If it ain’t blue it wasn’t for you but now it’s all I’ve got, I never even liked the color.
So now what do I do?
When I walk down the halls and see you and the new flash of red that now immediately follows,
A shade of red I never thought would get so close to the girl who loved the taste of blue.
Am I supposed to say hi and smile?
Or just walk on past?
I don’t know anymore because either way it’s still wrong, like I a
CoalescenceThe wraith of zephyrCoalescence31 minutes ago in Free Verse More Like This
Diffuses through me
The sores in my mouth
Fester from cheap profanity,
But chlorine will mask the
Scent of ammonia just fine
b(l)eached bones and porous flesh
I sleep with arms crossed
Over my chest, but feel
Wearier after 11 hours of
shut up, they smell fear
My father's blood orbits
In me, but he still can't remember
My name; I watch the goldfish
Glower with hungry eyes
do you remember me?
(still I cannot hold your gaze--
it's quicksilver swift and
what's today's calamity?)
A minha poesiaEis que me faço em poesiaA minha poesia15 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Para me expressar em alegria
Sobre esta poeira fria
Que há anjos a cantar
Nos sonhos alegres e dançantes
Nas noites deveras instigantes
Nos sorrisos bailantes
Onde só sei amar
Faço das minhas dores melodia
Música para o raiar do dia
Onde o som me guia
Até o mais belo mar
Morada das sereias
Abundante em areia
Que corre na minha veia
E me faz alegre bailar
UngratefulDiscarding its wrought-iron compassUngrateful9 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
It flops upon, sprawls across, a patch of moss
Absorbing the travelling fairs
Its gaze upturned, through the heavens
In soulful malaise
man name berttere was a man name bertman name bert3 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
he smel like big fat wort
he always reely gross
and he hav a nasty face
he is not teh boss
he not hav no grace
literaly he shuld die
leave this wurld alon
he wuld not go to teh sky
he go down
into the hell where him anus
bleed all teh time
he deserves it
fuk fukf fuk
he get none moisty fuk down there in hell!!!!! fu kfuk fuk
The weight of Depression.Lost, alone..The weight of Depression.5 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
I sit here in a black room, full with illumination.
Unable to bring myself from the floor.
It is not gravity that binds me to the ground, but depression.
Depression is the heaviest weight one can bear.
It is the strongest of foes, in which one can fight, for it is not of flesh and blood.
But of the mind, your mind.
It is inescapable. It chooses when it wants to leave you, and let me tell you that depression is a very greedy enemy.
It never chooses to leave you.
It will lay in hiding, lurking through the shadows of your life. It will store every tragedy your life contains like a rolodex. Until the day when you drop to your knees and let your mind wonder as to why your life must physically be so hard to suffer though. Then depression will answer the call with every single downfall your life has struggled to ignore for the last 20 years and it will unfold as if it were a map for all of your pain.
Then, depression will subside into the shadows once again. Until the next time
Tomb of My Love (circa 2010)I can't see this world around me, my light has gone.Tomb of My Love (circa 2010)7 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
In the fading light I crawl, I seek you out.
I lay there holding my hand out, yet you give me your back.
Alone on this cold damp ground, I watch you walk away.
My loneliness and growing darkness buries me.
In a tomb I seal away my heart, for all eternity.
I am yours and yours alone, so I shall wait for you.
My heart ripped from it's resting place, now is surrounded by coldness.
In this dark tomb awaits my bleeding beating heart.
It waits for the day you will finally be mine.
With each passing year my loneliness grows.
How many more must I wait for my love?
This cold damp ground I lay on is made of stone.
These stones built the walls around me.
The walls close in on me leaving me in the darkness without you.
In this dark and damp black room I wait for you to return to me.
You are my light, my wonder, my hope, my love.
A light that chases the darkness away.
A hope that this world is a better place than I've seen.
A love that has lasted
-The moon is rising in your eyes-9 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
the spearmint flowers litter the
they have wilted by now
hours after you've strewn
them around you
a scent so strong,
Consume MeI leave my life untouched as a disease consumes the sane part of me,Consume Me11 hours ago in Free Verse More Like This
Searching all through eternity for some hope to cling to and, I come up with none.
For in this world there are few things that have truly enlightened me, and only you are left.
A spark ignites my string of time,
My hourglass has turned on its side,
And yet nothing had upset me more than you.
I'll leave no stone unturned,
No room smoke-free,
Until the fire has consumed the entirety of that which is me.