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Mon Feb 8, 2016, 6:39 AM


  • dA Username: genkae
  • Name: mark
  • Nicknames and/or Preferred Names: marky, sam, kae, kyra, kira, kitkat, anythings fine tbh
  • Country: usa
  • Zodiac Sign: capricorn


  • Number of Past Accounts: 4
  • Number of Past Usernames: 2
  • First Username: mm lord it was "mirai-binkymaster" i think LMAO um dont ask its a long story 
  • Original Join Date:  of this account? september 12 2012
  • Premium Member? yupp
  • Watchers: 409 but it keeps decreasing rip me itll be like the finebro$ subscriber slaughter
  • Deviations: 1031
  • Favorites: 4418


  • Favorite Digital Art Program: paint tool sai or manga studio 5.0
  • Favorite Traditional Art Medium: pencils, colored pencils, paper
  • Favorite dA Artists: theres a lottttt i cant really put them all here
  • Favorite Movies: summer wars, the ao no exorcist movie
  • Favorite TV Shows: i only really watch anime oops
  • Favorite Music Artists/Bands: twenty one pilots, halsey, melanie martinez, the beatles, the weeknd, the ready set, get scared, 3OH!3, EXO, girls' generation, girl's day, BtoB, breaking benjamin, hollywood undead, marina and the diamonds, paramore, regina spektor, the hush sound, nujabes, etc.
  • Fandoms You're Stuck In: FUCKING OSOMATSU-SAN JFC SAVE ME.


  • Sexual Orientation: pan
  • Religious Affiliation: agnostic 
  • Pets: none in my house 
  • Number of Family Members in Household: 4 which is me my brother and parents but ive got 5 siblings in total
  • Scars? mm well none of them are that serious except for a dumb accidental self-inflicted frostbite scar that when measured with a ruler takes up 4.5 inches of my left forearm so let this be a lesson to all you idiots (including myself) who think doing the salt and ice challenge is funny because when youre stuck with a blistered, bruised, peeling, super sensitive frostbite wound for weeks on end its not gonna be "funny" anymore because you might end with permanent nerve damage and a large scar in the shape of ice cubes which is what i got for being a fucking idiot :^)
  • Tattoos? nah
  • Piercings? oddly enough
  • Alcohol? ive drank alcohol before but not a lot obv
  • Drugs? nopp
  • Height: 10000000000000000000000000000000000ft tall amirite
  • Weight: i guess 110 pounds or something


  • Digital or Traditional? it depends tbh? i like doodling traditionally but doing serious art digitally
  • Beach or Mountains? beach
  • Dolphins or Sharks? neither
  • Would you rather fight 100 third graders or one at a time? uhh i guess all of them at once
  • On sunny days, you: stay inside
  • On rainy days, you: stay inside
  • On hot days, you: stay inside 
  • On cold days, you: stay inside


  1. im european and asian?
  2. when i was a little kid i licked a kitten bc idk i was stupid
  3. my eyesight is absolute trash
  4. im so picky about food textures that even if the food tastes really good i cant eat it if the texture is bad to me
  5. in fourth grade i went through an emo weeaboo stage :^)
  6. i honestly obsess over anime so much its unbelievable--
  7. i currently have 7052 feedback messages and 74 unread notes rip
  8. i like colorful/decorative tape a lot
  9. i almost broke my ankle trying to punch someone LMAO its bc i was running to punch this fuckhead i knew at school and for some reason my ankle just gave up on me and i fell on the floor and cut open my elbow, luckily i ended up with only a bad sprain in terms of my ankle
  10. sad anime always makes me cry OK I SAID IT IM LAME IK BUT YEAH


  • How many OCs do you have? probably 50 or somethin
  • What fandom do most of them belong to? none? i find FC's annoying im really sorry its just my opinion--
  • Which one is your favorite? i have no idea actually
  • Which one do you draw the most? or
  • Do you ship them with other people's characters, or your own? ye kainon 2k16
  • Do you roleplay with them? man i havent roleplayed since the beginning of ancient china
  • How do you keep track of them? i have all my characters in my
  • Are there any that you would make real if you had the chance? yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyeye


  • When did you get into art? ive always been drawing since i was like in kindergarten? little kids like to draw a lot
  • What art-related sites have you ever signed up for? i cant remember the name :^(
  • Show us your oldest piece of art you have on hand. 2011 reupload by genkae jesus christ its bad
  • What defines your artistic style? anime garbage
  • What levels of artistic education have you had? ive never taken a class on art because im too lazy whoops 
  • Show us at least one picture you drew or sketched recently that you did not put on a public site. sokudomatsu villagers by genkae pls,, its so bad bc i havent had a wink of sleep and its like 6am
  • What do you like most about your art? i guess the hair for now?
  • What do you like least about your art? absolutely everything else 
  • Have you ever considered taking commissions? im actually open for comms whenever hahah
  • Are you looking to pursue a career in art? yess
  • What do you like drawing the most? females since im shit at drawing masculinity ironically
  • What do you like drawing the least? the legs and nose
  • Do you draw more fanart or original art? If fanart, what fandom do you draw the most of? i post more original art
  • What would you absolutely refuse to draw? i dont think theres something id absolutely refuse to draw??
  • What is your purpose for drawing? its my passion i guess
  • What medium/program do you use the most in your art? paint tool sai
  • List at least one of your “artspirations.” crispyfrites and sketchere on tumblr im SO JEALOUS
  • What do you think you could stand to improve on? everything?? theres always room for improvement

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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: these weird lightbulb noises
  • Reading: whatevers on my computer
  • Watching: things with my eyes
  • Eating: air
  • Drinking: coke zero

VDay Memer

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 8, 2016, 6:38 AM

1.Are you single or taken?
† - Taken by the void
2. Chocolate or flowers?
† - Chocolate...I guess. 
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
† - I may or may not bake a cake and may or may not eat entire cake alone.
4. Do you like anyone?
† - Yes. Satan. 
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
† - Negative. 
6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
† - My friends would be nice, but I'll probably be alone. haha.
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
† - Not really. Never cared for it. It's just another Hallmark Holiday. 
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
† - Yes? An 'anonymous' person bought me a carnation in middle school once, but I always had a feeling it was either a teacher or one of my friends, lol. 
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
† - Serenading is the only true romance ;) 
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
† - No?
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines? 
† - Lol, no. 
12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
† - That shit ended in Elementary school dawg, and the only reason I did it there was because we were forced. 
13. Do you like candy hearts?
† - U used to? Idk, they're like too hard and taste of chalk now .-.
14. What is something you got last Valentines?
† - Not a damn thing UvU [thaticanremember]
15. Is Valentines depressing?
† - No? lol. Not any more depressing than the rest of the year. 
16. How is your love life? 
† - Non existent. Just how I like it. 
17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
† - No. 
18. How many roses would you want? 
† - ALL OF THEMMMMMMMMMM [But none, honestly.] I would rather someone buy me a rose bush instead anyways XD
19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
† - I have many marriages. 
20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
† - No. 
21. Who was your last Valentine from?
† - Honestly, probably LilLissy LOL XD [puns man]
22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
† - No.
23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?
† - No. 
24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
† - @ anyone who even mentions getting a Valentine from me, I will be sending only this: Vdayyo-2
25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
† - Yes? lol
26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single year?
† - Probably the year I had the biggest class.
27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine
† - Can't say that I have.
28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
† - No?
29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year? 
† - No.
30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
† - No idea...
31. What was the worst?
† - No? 
32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day
† - No.
33. Do you have a crush at the moment?
† - Of course. Obi-wan Kenobi. ♥ [lol I slay myself]
34. Have you ever been deeply in love?
† - I thought, maybe, but who tf knows. I'm incapable of romantic love. 
35. Longest relationship you've ever been in?
† - How ever long I was with Shel, or maybe Brent..?? Honestly, I don't keep track of that shit. 
36. Have you ever changed for someone?
† - No. Take me or leave me. I'm an asshole. 
37. How is your relationship with your ex
† - My last two are still close friends of mine. 
38. Have you ever been cheated on?
† - Not that I am aware of. 
39. Have you ever cheated?
† - Fuck to tha no. 
40. Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
† - I don't date lol but probably not. I have terrible trust issues as it is. 
41. What's the most important part of a relationship?
† - Honesty. Do. Not. Fucking. Lie. To. Me. If it can ruin a friendship for me, you bet your lumpy ass It'll kill a relationship. Bye bitch, I'm out. 
42. Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? 
† - How about no. 
43. When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
† - If you need a break, then obviously your relationship isn't peaches and cream. Spending time apart is needed, but "breaking off" for times just seems like??? What's the point??? 
44. How many people have you ever hooked up with?
† - Hooked up, meaning?? Like, date; or.. .-. 
45. What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
† - Trying... I know that sounds terrible, but my last relationship; I knew before going in that I was lithromantic/aromantic, and I still tried it and in the end I ended up hurting him [good friend of mine] so that, ya know, kinda sucked? I don't regret the relationship though. Good times, lol. 
46. What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
† - I don't think it should be "age" related, but "mental/maturity" related. But definitely I think people should wait til they're out of high school [or at least 17, I guess. 18, probably?] Idk, I think unless you're ready to have a  child, you shouldn't even think about having sex, because...ya know, accidents happen. I mean, what happens if you're 16, do the do, condom breaks or birth control don't work or some shit, then BOOM PREGNANT. Welp. I also don't think ANYONE should "try" to have children unless they're mentally AND financially stable enough to raise and properly care for it. But ya know...that's just me...
47. Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
† - ehhhhhh, it depends on the case. I feel like  hypocrite every time I talk about this. But I honestly believe that if you're under 20, you shouldn't date someone old. Like, I've seen relationships where one member is 17 and the other is like, 30? I personally don't think that's right? More-so on the older persons part, like, wtf they're still adolescent. But if you're an adult yourself, like 22 or something and you wanna date a 40 year old? Then...idk... idk... I personally don't like huge age gaps, but "love is love" or whatever. .-.
48. Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
† - No.
49. Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
† - I believe it is perfectly reasonable to fall in love with a personality, so yes? I wouldn't be able to do it, idk...
50. What do you consider a deal breaker?
† - Lying. Like I'm honestly not kidding at all you fuckin' lie to me, first I will lose trust in you, will think less of you, then if you do it again; I'm just fuckin' out. I don't deal with it. It's bullshit. And none of that "I didn't lie to you I just didn't tell you" bullshit either. And honestly, drugs or drinking too much is a nope for me. 
51. How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
† - When the trust is gone or when you no longer have feelings for them? Why drag it on if you know you already don't feel the same?
52. Are you currently in a relationship?
† - Wasn't this already asked? No. 
53. Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
† - It is possible. I am living proof. Depends on the situation and the people, I suppose. 
54. Do you think people should date their friends?
† - I think it's weird to date someone you don't know anything about, but I also believe that you should feel close/friendly with someone before you date them. Now if it's like, "we've been friends for 9 years, lets date?" then, you on your own XD But honestly, if two people love and have mutual feelings for each other, why should it matter if they were friends first?
55. How many relationships have you had?
† - ahahahaa... uhm, well. 10, maybe? I cant even remember this is some shit. 
56. Do you think love can last forever?
† - I don't see why it couldn't? 
57. Do you believe love can conquer all things?
† - lol, no. Love isn't going to fix my disease, sorry. |D
58. Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
† - No. 
59. If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
† - I wouldn't change anything about the past because it could change my entire future. Just...yeah no. [But for the sake of the meme, to stop ignoring the fact I always felt aromantic and tried anyways...yeah that, lol]
60. Do you think long distance relationships can work?
† - If it works for you it works. Would never work for me, but eh. 
61. What do you notice first about another person?
† - Appearance and their tone. Like, I can weed out an asshole pretty quick. 
62. Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual? 
† - Ace/Aro. Only attracted to men. 
63. Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
† - Only if I'm a hypocrite, lol. [They'd have to deal with mine so...]
64. Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
† - No. [Sort of.]
65. Do you want to get married one day?
† - No.
66. What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
† - Fuck no. 
67. Could you be in a relationship without sex?
† - It would have to be. If someone pulled the "If you really love me you'd have sex with me" card, I would end it. like LOL BYE BITCH!
68. Are you still a virgin?
† - No.
69. What's more important: Looks or personality?
† - Personality. But honestly, I'm petty and I'd need both. 
70. Do you enjoy love films?
† - Yes. I suppose. I am a fan of shitty rom-coms, not gonna lie. 
71. Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
† - Yes, Ginnie bought me a rose once ♥ Love you boo!~
72. Have you ever had a valentine?
† - Pretty sure this was already asked. 
73. What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
† - Lazer tag. Fight me. 
74. Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
† - Yes, it was a requirement in 10th [maybe 11th] grade English. 
75. What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
† - They should be equal. But if my partner even mentioned that I shouldn't spend time with my friends or whatever, lol no, bye. If I was in a relationship and really liked the guy, but all of my friends hated him...I honestly don't think I could stay in the relationship. I love my friends, I need them. [like seriously, I actually need them, lol]
76. Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
† - BAHAHAHA, not in the slightest. 
77. Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
† - Two of my current friends are my exes, one is gay, two are in a relationship with each other, and one is getting married, so that leaves, Matty and Ichi. Matty is female, so even though she's boss af, I couldn't date her. And that leaves Ichigo-Suguria-Sohjo BAHAHA SORRY BRO BUT NO FUCKING WAY. But, at the same time, I [could] "imagine" it. My imagination is pretty great, all ya gotta do is think ;) LOL
78. Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
† - That term is bullshit. And no.
79. Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
† - No. [tbh, I don't keep track of that shit.]
80. What's your favorite love song?
† - Idk?
81. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
† - Yes. 
82. If you're single, why do you think you are?
† - Because I like it that way. 
83. Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy?
† - Can't ever date a douchebag, I'd end up fighting them.  
84. Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?
† - People say that I am. But I've gotten worse, lol. 
85. Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
† - No. 
86. How important is it to make a relationship official? 
† - If it's not "official" is it really a relationship?
87. Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
† - yes. [I got a lotta probs man]
88. Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
† - I don't....think so?
89. Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
† - ehh, I'm not going to answer this one. [I will say that I don't think anyone should ever commit suicide, I know someone who's suicidal doesn't think about it the same way someone else would; but like...Idk. I was suicidal once and now I just, Idk...I can't even think about it anymore. Suicide, I mean. I would never think about offing myself for any reason, no matter how bad it gets. so...???] 
90. Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
† - I prefer to think it's equal, but then again, haha no it's me. I run the show. Because I'm petty af and if something doesn't go my way and there's no compromise I'm okay with, lol bye. [I guess I've had too much of people trying to control my life. Now I'm literally a "you get 1 chance" asshole.]
91. Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary? 
† - Always. 
92. What's your opinion on open relationships?
† - If it's for you then have at 'er. [I'm not exactly sure what "open relationship" means, tbh]
93. Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
† - If I loved my partner enough he'd become family. 
94. How do you define "cheating"?
† - Doing romantic/sexual things with someone not in your partnership. I don't consider calling someone attractive as cheating. Like, I'm sorry; but just because you're in a relationship doesn't make the rest of the world all of a sudden seem ugly. But I also don't think you really need to tell someone you think they're attractive? Idk. Flirting is pushing it. Like, if you're in a relationship, don't fucking flirt with other people? wtf is wrong with you. 
95. Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
† - lol, no? Personally, I wouldn't give a shit. 
96. Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
† - Yes. Because people who're in relationships and love each other don't need to "designate" one day out of the year to do something nice for their partner. like, lol; go do something spontaneous in November. Buy them chocolate or flowers in May for no reason other than you love them. Idk. Vday is cute, but pointless. 
97. Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"? 
† - No. Only sometimes. No. 

[Lol, after doing this I remember dA did those Valentines thingies last year and I sent/received so many//dies]

"Life isn't full of happy endings, but living as
if bad endings are absolute is a life that's not
worth taking a breath for." - KeeperOfTheMind


Pain, i feel it allthe time what am i supposed to do...i want to escape but I can't he has his claws into me much to deep....why me..why did  i have to be chosen....what did I do to become his pet...Let me run away...let me escape...


i can't....
I have to stay...what if he gets lonely.....or sad..who will be there to wipe away his tears....i can't leave him now....i have to stay...

i will stay.....

no matter how many cuts I matter how many times his hands bruse my body....he is just upset....I must have done something wrong...

so yes.....

ill stay....



okay guys I know this was a bit dark...but there are some people out there who do this..please if someone is hurting you...let them go...they don't love you...your just there to fill something they can' me I is soooo not worth it.

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Journal Entry: Mon Feb 8, 2016, 6:38 AM



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Journal Entry: Mon Feb 8, 2016, 6:37 AM

how do u like draw on paper and color on sai?


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