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[ ] You get bad grades (I can't call myself an ace student, but I normally stay on a passing streak)
[x] You have had a pet die.
[ ] You cry yourself to sleep at night.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[] One or both of your parents are dead.
[x] People think you should be happier. 
[x] You don't have that many friends.
[ ] You have never been out of the country.
[ ] You have never been out of the state.
[ ] You are allergic to a food.
[ ] You are allergic to fur.
[x] You worry too much. 
Total so far: 3

[/] You always feel sad. (not always)
[x] You think you're bad at what you do. 
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[ ] You are afraid of heights. (acrophobia)
[x] You don't have a pet.
[x] You have had a dream where somebody died. 
[ ] You have never had a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have less than 3 friends in real life.
[/] You don't get an allowance. (I work for money)
[ ] You don't get food everyday.
[x] You are shy around new people.
[x] You get bullied.
Total so far: 10

[ ] You don't have your own room 
[ ] You don't have a cell phone.
[X] You wish you didn't have a sibling. (This, man. THIS!)
[] You wish you had another sibling.
[ ] You are an only child.
[/] Sad music makes you cry.
[/] Sad movies make you cry.
[ ] You have been to the hospital for yourself.
[x] Somebody in your family smokes.
[x] Somebody in your family is an alcoholic. 
[ ] You have been in a car accident.
[x] Somebody in your family has been in a car accident. 
Total so far: 15

[x] You have many chores.
[x] You have/had a bad sickness. 
[x] You have been in a bad storm. 
[x] People think you're crazy. 
[x] You have never been to a concert. 
[ ] You don't have cable. (Cable? Fucking American phrases :/)
[ ] You don't have a Facebook. 
[ ] You fear your death.
[X] You don't believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa/Tooth Fairy.
[X] You have been rejected by your crush. 
[x] You sit alone at large groups of people.
[x] You look at the ground when you walk.
Total so far: 24

[x] You have written a sad song.
[x] You have a small house. (small-ish)
[ ] You never met your dad/mom.
[x] You don't have a good relationship with one or more of your family members.
[X] You can't sing. 
[/] Your parents are unemployed.
[x] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your dads side.
[x] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your moms side. 
[x] You don't get parties on your birthday. (Before.......)
[x] People have judged you by how you look. 
[ ] You have never been to Disney Land/World. (just once, against my will)
[ ] You have never seen a play.
Total so far: 32.5

TOTAL: 32.5

Now take that total and multiply it by 2  

New total: 65

Post title as "My life is ___% Sad"
So I finally got my mom to take me to the dps. FINALLY! It took foreverrrrrrr -.-. 
But I've got it now, so I can drive now ^^
I keep wanting to break things and feel compelled yogurt people.i don't even regret thinking about it anymore and it's to the point that if I do hurt someone, it doesn't matter who they are, I won't feel sorry depending on circumstance.
I don't like people. I don't like anyone I know personally and it's a rare occur acne that I even get to hang out with my girlfriend in or our of school. I find it hard to hang out with her in school because she always hangs out with someone else, specifically one person. Outside of school she comes over once in a while, but while she is over she talks to her Internet friends, plays my brothers Xbox, and doesn't make much effort to talk to me.
what I need: therapy. What I'm scared to get : FUCKING THERAPY 
what I want: better friends/ being able to talk to my Internet friends more/new friends.
im sick of how my life is 
i don't want it anymore
all I ask is a series of whys that never get answers 
im don't with it
I don't want depression
im sick of diabetes
im tired of practically being abused by my mother
im tired of everything
  • Mood: Rant
Next week I fly to Bangkok for six months of travel in Thailand and the surrounding countries! Though I've been neglecting DeviantArt for quite some time, this trip will put me back into action, as dA is the best place for me to display new work and offer it as prints... stay tuned for lots of great things to come!
Watch this 

Five Nights at Freddy's 2: OFFICIAL Trailer 2015 …:
  • Mood: Fear
  • Listening to: this is Halloween
  • Reading: The soul keeper II
  • Watching: YouTube
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Eating: Biscuits
  • Drinking: soda

Great Scott!!!

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 23, 2014, 8:07 AM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Nightcore-Numb
  • Drinking: water
Holy cricket guys!

4,000 page views already. I can not believe my eyes. Thank you for your support and kind words, not to mention the critiques, I really do appreciate it all. I am not out here just for "watches". I am here to learn about new styles, techniques, make friends and help others with their art and sometimes their life. 

I'm an honest artist, citizen, individual with an opinion and belief to defend the innocent. But that's just my opinion.

I am here to thank you all. My watchers, thanks for being loyal or curious, either is good. 

Enough with the mush though, CURRENT UPDATE

Alucard's Angel- I'm sorry for delays. I'm on track and gonna post the next section next week Tuesday. That's the official Post Date of Alucard's Angel.  

Double Fangs- Once again, I apologize for delays. The official Post Date is Thursdays. So look forward to the next section, next week. 

Crossed Guns- The Official Launch Date and Post Date is Saturday, November 1st. Hope you enjoy your first preview. 

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That's when I hit 100 followers over there! It's so close, only two remaining :eager: So, if you haven't yet, go check out my blog at ! I will post more info over there when it's time.
  • Mood: Bliss
  • Listening to: My cat purring and laptop humming

Dorito demon is best demon.

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 23, 2014, 8:07 AM
no other demon
is as good
as Dorito Demon
(you get a cookie if you get what I'm talking about)

  • Mood: Llama
  • Listening to: Drop Pop Candy
  • Reading: Kagepro
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Eating: PASTAA~
  • Drinking: Raspberry Iced Tea
heyo! pardon the absence. ive been busy >A>;; and i have to leave for work in 20 minutes and havent even begun to ready myself. OK SOME QUICK THINGS UUUMMM...

i announced that PAIGE AND I ARE ENGAGED EEEEEEE but we are not going in November to get married. plans have changed quite a bit regarding our marriage. we'll most likely go in February now. maybe still to New Mexico? or if Florida passes, but uh. i dunno bout that just yet. and the big ceremony/reception will be September next year :3 still need to reserve a place but we can't call ahead until next month (up to 9 months in advance and whatnot). is doing very well. he got the satellite dish off his leg woohoo!! he will have *hopefully* one last surgery in the next upcoming weeks. after that healing process, he can begin rehab again and get back on his feet :D

uuumm....that's it really haha;; work hasnt been hectic but since i work anywhere from 5-7 hours shifts (often times closing), 4 days a week--and prolly 5 days next week--im quite tired most the time and just end up playing Animal Crossing New Leaf when i get home heh. im steadily working on many drawings for you guys. i actually started my Halloween project, but seeing as how Halloween is next Friday, i am unsure if i'll get half of it completed. i'll just work on what i have inked so far and see what happens. quite excited 8D some characters needed revamps badly ugh >w>



oh yeah and i went to the doctor last month or so. turns out i have hypoglycemic 'episodes.' the hospital nurses didnt say if i actually had hypoglycemia or not, but the physician said i was experiencing episodes. NO SHITE IVE BEEN LIKE THIS SINCE I WAS A TEENAGER. please listen for once e_e;; but anyway, im taking more precautions to prevent episodes since i almost fainted at work this time.

  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Linkin Park's Hunting Party album
  • Drinking: too much coffee