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Trying something different for fun 

I'm about 110 lamas away from 2000
so I'm gonna do a Kiriban for the person who gives me my 2000th llama
So send me llamas if u have to already and see if you're the lucky one
winner gets a fullbody coloured sketch

also I'm gonna do a raffle (just cause I want to)
all you have to do is be a watcher of mine and fav this journal
winner gets a fullbody coloured image (ferals/anthros only)

i will ill pick a winner by random number generator in 48hrs from now

ok go and have fun <33 


Journal Entry: Wed Aug 26, 2015, 5:08 PM

Note: Im going to curse a lot.

I just listened to someone whine on Instagram that went something along the lines of this: I hate it when I commission someone and they take 4-5 months to get it to me but its already done. Their excuses are "Something came up with my family" or "My scanner stopped working" like I am I supposed to fucking care?

They didnt say this to me. And I seriously want the ability to punch people through the internet. Give them a real black eye.
I have a few things to say about that:
1. Yeah, you better care. Why? Cause thats money you gave them, you know? The green cloth thing that will get you literally everything you need to survive? Yeah that. Respecting how that commissioner works is one trait you better have before even asking for a commission.
2. I say no refunds after Ive started sketching. If I finished a commission and my mom died a few days later, you bet your ass Im not getting on the fucking internet to upload your commission. Suck it the fuck up and wait. Youre still getting the commission. Who cares if its a little late? If you want to bitch about it being late, go ahead. I already informed no refunds, and if YOURE treating ME like shit, I have every right to even decline uploading at all.
3. I take about a month or a little longer to complete commissions. Im sure thats not too bad because - A. Im in college in a month and need to fill out a shitton of paperwork before I get started. B. Im trying to do my own art too so I dont flip shit about how much commissions I have to finish. C. It stresses me out so I need time to breathe - no that doesnt mean time to draw. D. I have a dog. He gets sick too sometimes. He needs to be hourly taken care of - in other words, I NEED TO TAKE HIM OUT SO HE CAN SHIT. E. I have other active family matters that occur quite often. F. Fuck, I can go on forever. Point of this one is: a lot of artists have busy lives. Respect that or dont fucking commission them?
4. MY CINTIQ ISNT WORKING. So I cant do anything about the digital commission I have until its fixed. Its actually supposed to be up and running soon but commissioners also have to respect that our materials are not invincible and when broken, need time to be fixed. But in the meantime, I work on other stuff so Im not just stuck.
5. I can go on for ages about how artists lives can be VERY busy and stressful, just as much as everyone elses can, and being a bitch about it only adds to it. So how about you like, chill, and be happy that theyre completing your commission at all.

If I run into whiny commissioners, Ill have absolutely no issue declining their request for one, and asking them to leave me alone.
Its funny how openly disrespectful someone can be about peoples IMPORTANT LIVES.

. Project Atlas .

let me draw ur oc dying

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 26, 2015, 6:18 PM
i rlly wanna draw gore since i haven't for a while and i thought it'd be fun
i had a cool idea-

okay so most people know this song //or not idk around Halloween people make vids to this/


and i was wanting to do one too but in my own version //i might cut out bits of the song or use my characters as fillers)

it'd be a PMV of sorts (picture music video, not animated bc i fail but i might try on some pics)

it might be done by Halloween (a few months away bc i'm slow with stuff and i want it to look good RIP)
OR it might be done early depending on how much i work on it
i'm not definite on the style i'm gonna use but probably something similar to this
Your Bridges Are Burning And The Tables Are Turnin by Draghanell
(shading/some highlights but not many/etc) but i'd use a texture over it and make the overall drawing/video be dark and grimey looking
to make it spoopy B'^)

you link me a character you want in the video
i'd draw your character dying the way it's sung in the song (bonus points if your character has the same name/actually dies that way in their backstory A++)
most drawings will have a background of some kind, as i need to practice on them
so it's a win/win either way tbh

here are the spots (letters??)
just comment below to claim a letter (some of them i chose oops)
no humans please
if you comment without adding what letter i'll probably choose someone else (your oc will still make a cameo!)

A is for Amber who drowned in a pool (alliegator99)
B is for Billy was eaten by ghouls (quardiian)
C is for Curt with disease in the brain (Foxbunni)
D is for Daniel derailed on a train (DesteryZombieBunny)
E is for Eric who's buried alive (illegaI)
F is for Frank who was stabbed through the eye (technoliqhts)
G is for Greg who died in the womb (leosbi) (TBH THIS ONE SEEMS ODD LOL)
H is for Heather who was sealed in a tomb (starconsumer)
I is for Isaac who lost his front brakes (foxlore)
J is for Johnny, was bitten by snakes (legitimate-fries)
K is for Kimmy was shot in the head (Mine, Drag)
L is for Larry who bled and bled (EmpoweredHades6)
M's for Marie who was burned to a crisp (guroshark)
N is for Nick who was pummeled by fists (Mine, Liie)
O is for Olive who lived life too fast (baequaza)
P is for Pat who swallowed some glass (golbats)
Q is for Quentin who took the wrong trail (Midnightflaze)
R is for Raina who rotted in jail (Grass-Whistle)
S is for Steve who was shot by a bow (ZeroPercentLove)
T is for Tory who froze in the snow (Kainaa)
U is for Urich who was trampled by hooves (tumblingwords)
V is for Vanessa who fell off a roof (araitee)
W is for Will who was hit by a car (Mine, Verloren)
X is for Xavier who sunk in the tar (pillpotion)
Y is Yessy who fell from a plane (madispazz)
Z is for Zack who simply went insane (Mine, RAVV)


that was fast omg
anyone claiming a spot/linking a character now will make cameos in backgrounds and other parts of the song//
v u v

This Journal Skin was designed by Night-Beast
Heeeeeeeeeeey, so guess who decided to bring their PC with them to college this time? XD

Guess I will be drawing digital/colored stuff still! Still not sure how frequently I'll be able to update but yay! Let me know if you still want me to do some sketches and stuff for you guys to color like last school year XD
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Yoncé by Beyoncé
I just want you ALL to know that you're all amazing, and I'm not just saying that!

You're all original, and you're all very special and amazing because you're you. If you're depressed, please don't give up just yet. There's always good after the bad, no matter how bad the bad may be. 

I hope you guys have an awesome day, and please feel better if you're sad or sick!
so i decided screw it ill just hold a raffle anyway xD this is my first raffle so im super excited xxx

to recieve a raffle number you must be watching me and fave this journal then comment done 
for a extra number you must share this raffle on a NEW journal entry -please post the thumb in your comment
only 2 numbers per deviant 
the number will be choosen through a random number generator

 prizes : 

  anime half body with background by :iconmeetingmanga: 
anime half body with background by :iconmintycatart:
sketch commission by :iconnuxu:
one coloured full body by :iconccrazyisme:
  anime half body without background by :iconmeetingmanga:
a coloured chibi by :iconinlinverst:


im looking for deviant artist to donate prizes <33 
prizes donated can be : artwork commisions and or points <3

end date will be decided within the next few hours xx

donators may also participate in the raffle 

( i am not responsible for any prizes donated but my own please contact the prize giver for information )

Got Writer's Block?

Wed Aug 26, 2015, 2:25 PM
I'm gonna start a new thing. I find awesome articles about writing all the time, and I'm going to start sharing them here in my journals and then hopefully get a discussion going about them in the comments.

First up, this article from shared the result of a study examining different ways 2,000 writers overcame writer's block. Some are pretty standard, but some of their ideas are definitely outside the box. Check it out:

I'm a personal fan of cutting the internet and breaking out one of my many fountain pens for a good, old-fashioned writing session. Sometimes jazz helps. But what do you think? Have you ever used any of these methods? Do you have your own techniques for beating writer's block? Please share! :eager:

Things to Check Out:

PostRevival is currently open for snail-mail participants for its September letter writing exchange! Go check it out and sign up! It's super fun!
NaNoPlotMo is gearing up for its September plot workshop! Go check out the resource features and FAQs forum!

  • Mood: Peaceful

Help me? + Important News

Wed Aug 26, 2015, 4:43 PM

Hi my confettis! <3 Hope you're doing fine!

Thank you to all my new watchers for following me! :heart:
I hope all of you are enjoying my work so far! <3

I decided to present my journals with different topics.
This one is gonna mostly talk about... well, moi.


Since alot of people are kinda wondering why I never talk about myself, I decided to just let people
know how I've been doing for the past few months.

I'm almost about to get back to work just like everyone, and it's been short months of rest. (Short because time passes fast when you draw lol)
I've been feeling okay, just having some moments of harsh sadness. ;//v//; I finally got the amazing idea
to talk about it with someone lol so I have to thank a close friend of mine for being here, listening to me,
and just being honestly one of the sweetest people I met on this website. ( #fuckyouhank She might recognize herself X//DD)

Otherwise, I've been super happy to hear everyone's support lately, it's just been so great <333 I'm glad I keep people inspired and entertained.
I'm just so damn happey!! Q//w//Q :heart:
Your support and gifts keep me going through all the bad times I have. So please... Never stop... I really appreciate it. I really do. <333
Talking about supporting me...

I have some apologies to give you all...

Comments Activity Promised projects


Ah... Comments. I feel like I am going to be deceiving to all of you Q///~///Q;;

So... Many of you know that since a few months I've been promising to reply to all the comments I had, no matter how much time it took, during my holidays.
I did reply to comments... But not all of them. I won't say the numbers of comments I have right now, but I'll just let you know it's a question of thousands of comments. (+ notes, but I am able to reply to those all the way)

I am now thinking if I can actually continue to care about answering to ALL of them...
My studies are gonna start again, and they'll be harder than my last ones. So, less time to draw. So, even more less time to reply to comments.

Yes, I know you guys have been waiting for it.
Yes, I know that other artists that get as many messages as me are able to reply.
Yes, I know that some of you think I'm just lazy.

I'm not. Well I am, but it's human X//DDDDD

I've just got so many things to do. Drawing already takes alot of time... Studies will take ALL of my time... I have to sleep, take care of my family, and my friends.
I would LOVE to be able to reply to all of them. I really, REALLY do; almost all of you guys are absolute sweethearts, I wish I could NEVER lose your support!
You don't know how scared I was to post this journal for months! I always tried to stop myself, so I could say "You CAN do it. Just go and reply. It will take your time, but that's what people want."
But is the "that's what people want" not too harsh... I don't know. I really don't.

The only thing I wanted was not to be called "one of those artists that are too busy being assholes to reply to their followers".
I'm terrified of having people seeing someone I'm not, just because I don't have the time.
Also, I'm REALLY scared that you guys would stop commenting if I wouldn't reply...

It really worried me.

But now that my break is almost over, I have to admit it; I can't do it.
I'm so... so sorry. I just can't reply to ALL the comments. Q//___//Q I just... I just can't manage to delete them. So many sweet messages...
When I think about deleting them, my heart REALLY starts to ache. I'm feeling terrible.
It's like I'm betraying you guys. And I hate that.

I know most of you are telling me that it's fine, but to me it feels so selfish.
I just need your view on this. Q//____//Q </3

:star: So!

Because of that, if I really do stop trying to answer to the comments I ALREADY have, I've got to make some things clear.

I will keep answering to comments on my profile.
I will keep answering to asks on tumblr (I'll always do, it's now my new goal. Except for spam and hate of course <3)
If I CAN manage to reply to dA comments, I will, for SURE! No more "I'll do it later".
I will keep replying to notes.
I will, of COURSE, keep commenting on mentions. (But beware, I don't do tags! X//DDD)

I REALLY hope it will be okay with you... Please, let me know what you think about it, my darlings... I'm really scared honestly but... I have to make choices. No more dead promises... TALKINGABOUTTHAT

Art Projects

:star: The "Colorful Show" cards series is STILL running! :star:

I'm just selling them ATM and I can't post them Q//u//Q But they'll come! <3 Here if the first one, with Freddy completed:

FNAF | Azur Heaven by Myebi

:star: The "Pun Contest" will HAVE it's winner! :star:

Honestly you guys are too good! X//DDD But Tex will choose the winner soon! <3

:star: The "Kiss" challenge is STILL running! :star:

The first one was: FNAF | Tex x Golden | #6 Kiss Challenge by Myebi

:star: The "Asks" aren't canceled! :star:

FNAF | Ask FNAF Crews! | OPEN by Myebi

:star: The "FNAF Girls" series are canceled! :star:

FNAF | Golden Freddy by Myebi

:star: The Reference Sheets are STILL going on! :star:

I am working on Toy Freddy's lately, along with Freddy and Foxy remakes.


In-The-Pirate-Cove is my first FNAF group.

As you can see, I have joined many groups (and am admin or moderator in alot of them).
Also.. I have kinda lost interrest into this group.

I know you guys liked it, because of the page setting... But I just can't run it anymore, myself. It's just too much work to keep track of everything, and still run this group frequently when
I don't enjoy it so much anymore. Q///n///Q I am soooo sorry.

SO, I am asking you for help.

:star: Could someone take my place, and run the group instead of me? :star:

I will be simply turned as a contributor. The one who will replace me will have the right to keep all the drawings I did for the group, all the memes, and all the code! Q///v///Q :heart:

After that will be done, I will completely start focusing on my Frexy group, :iconforgiving-shipping: Forgiving-Shipping (Contests planned! Yaaaaay!! <3333)

If you are interrested, comment, or note me personally! I will answer as soon as possible!! :iconyuihugplz: Thank you so much...

Active Watchers Gifts

When I joined the FNAF fandom, I didn't expect my account to take such a big turn.
In 8 months, I gained 500.000+ pageviews, 5000+ watchers, and I could get my tumblr blog started and I am now almost at 2000 followers.
I met incredible people, funny and complicated situations, amazing friends, haters, wonderful artists, it was just a crazy time.
I am SO glad I have you all.

You made me learn so much about myself, about my art, you kept me up when I felt down, and I just started tasting something plain new.
I cannot thank you guys enough for all the wonderful things you've given me...

Now, some people say that I am one of those people keeping the fandom alive, that I inspired many artists, that I helped many sad people.
And that... Is why I want to inspire you, to keep you on your feet, so you can taste the same thing. And hopefully, we can taste it together Q///u///Q <33333 (thatswhatshesaid)

MAMA CONFETTI LOVES YOU!!!! :iconyuihugplz: :heart::heart::heart: :love: :glomp: :iconsobbplz: <3333

:star: Thank You To My Active Watchers :star:

And MANY MANY more... I love to get your comments and support you guys, I love you :heart: :love:</blockquote>

:star: Thank You For The Fanart :star:
I don't check my mention box too often, so I am SO SO sorry for the late in commenting. That's why, until I find the time, I will feature
all the gifts/commishs I have inbox rn and that I haven't commented yet!! LOVE IT GUYS THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!! Expect my comments soon! <33333 :iconsobbplz: <3

:star: Tricky Fazbear by lovingkitten29 Maebi  by MaulineThomasBrown Tricky (Gift) by RavenE20 Old vs New by KatiRdgz Tex DBZ style by RodBMReis TRICKYYY by foxyfangirl876 Tex and Goldie by LazyKitty15 [GIFT] Such a fluffy fox~ by maraariana01 Blushing and Talking by Veronica-Draws Shadow Frexy by ShyDraws99 Freddys! by PancakeManiac Myebi sketch commission 2/5 by piratefoxes Gift For Myebi  by Celestial-storms Myebi sketch commission 3/5 by piratefoxes Shadow Frexy by dongoverload 4 Myebi by SEGAfan15 Toy Tricky + speedpaint by Starcatlovescreepy FNaF - Phantom Balloon Boy and Balloon Boy by KyuuketsukiNeko(??? kinda lol)

... Oh God so many awesome gifts... I think I'm gonna cry... *sobbs quietly* Q////____/////Q;;;;;

I'm AWWWing all the fucking time because of you XD

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 26, 2015, 5:22 PM

Hi Patooties! 
it has been a loooong time since the last journal!
I'm AWWWing all the fucking time because DAMN!
Everytime I see my notifications I see comments like  "thanks for existing"
"bless your soul" "you're an inspiration" and and and...
and I feel bad because I can't reply or I don't know what to say!!!
all I can think is "AWWWWWW PATOOTIE MARRY ME!" 
you're killing me STHAP çAç <3

I aaaalways read every single comment, ALWAYS!
And I'll keep drawing the reference sheets you need!
They will be published in a badass drawing manual with the
contribution of Maby-chan  and Hebes-drawings !
SOON +_+

Journal CSS made by caybeach
Brushes by gvalkyrie
Newifs by Templado 

Paw Print Icon (Black-Left) - F2U! IFS - International Federation of Shedu RacingPaw Print Icon (Black-Right) - F2U!

Hello, hello. Gather around for the biggest races of the year. 

Paw How Its Run Paw 

Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Cats can enter races for a set career year.
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! After each career year they are automatically aged by one year. 
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! To breed (if female) a cat must skip a career year. 
        That means, that if you entered cat into races for first time (first career year), and then bred her, the next career year that your cat will attend will be the 3rd career year, not the second. Each cat can have ten career years (if none are skipped for breeding). 
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! If you enter the same race twice (by mistake), your cat is aged one year, as each race is only run once in an in-game year.
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! One Career year is how long you make it.

Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Pay attention to the dates of the races, one cat cannot enter all the races in one grade.
    If races goes on same track/same country, minimal time span between entries is 3 days. If races of interest are held around globe - then 14 days between race in (for example) UK and Arabian Emirates.
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Races are all over the world, you cat cannot race in UK then the next day race in Dubai. So you can customise the race career your cat does. 
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! You must organise your own cats career. 

Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Two cats maximum on one entry. (You can draw background cats on top of this number)

Paw Judging Method Paw 

Judged every two months.

Stats + RNG
Stats + RNG + Items
Grade 3:
            Stats + RNG + Items
Grade 2:
            Stats + Accuracy + Items
Grade 1:
            Stats + Accuracy + Items + Effort

Accuracy Definition: Correct weather, correct track - no jungles in the background in Dubai. 

Paw How To Enter Paw 

Create an entry to the race you wish to run your cat in. Then link it to the correct LOG comments, linked below.

Entries must have the following qualities:
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Full Bodied Cat
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Some form of Background, Photo-manipulations are accepted - but on high level G2-G1 it may give you low effort score
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! At least flatcoloured
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! If its graphic art - shaded properly (see terms for BW work in stat system)

Information needed:

Cats Name + link to import sheet:
Race Entered:
Career Year:
Proof of winnings/places to enter next grade of races: 
Training: - Flatracing training image (50%+ handler visible) + 3 points each. Max - 10 for G1 and max 5 for G2.

LOG links:

IFS Ungraded Races by SheduMasterIFS Handicap Races by SheduMasterIFS G3 Races by SheduMasterIFS G2 Races by SheduMasterIFS G1 Races by SheduMaster

Paw  Race Chart Paw 

Each race is listed here, under their grade. Coloured races are steeple chase, non coloured are flat races. Please find the race chart and all of the races information here: Race Chart

Paw  Weather Chart Paw 

Each race has different weathers, to keep art fresh and interesting to do. Please find the weather chart here: Weather Chart
Races are listed in alphabetical order for ease.

Paw Qualification Paw 

Cat is 2 years old.
Cat is 4 years old.
Grade 3:
7 ungraded/handicap placings (1-3).
Grade 2:
5 wins at Grade 3 level.
Grade 1:
3 wins at Grade 2 level.

Paw  Triple Crown Paw 

Each year the triple crown for flat and steeple chase will be run. To win the triple crown your cat must win all three races. To enter the triple crown your cat must qualify for Grade 1 races. 

The Flat Race triple crown races are: (found in yellow on doc)

    Ramses I Stakes
    Medici Classic 
    Altair Cup

The Steeple Chase triple crown races are: (found in blue on doc)

    Gevaudan Mile
    Amaunet Stakes
    Elsevier Stakes

If your cat wins the triple crown prizes include:
    Diamond collar, RD, +2 stat bonus randomly given, +20AP, custom tack set for Flat Racing level Platina, items. 

Paw Why Make A Career For Your Cat Paw 

Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Placing in a race earns you a ton of RDs (amount is on racing calendar).
        2nd Place wins 65% left of RD purse
        3rd Place wins 35% left of RD purse
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Items will be won through placing in races. 
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Winning any of G1 race will give your cat additional stat bonuses, that WILL be inherited by offspring. Stat bonus of +2 bonus that is randomly decided between used stats.
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Winning any G2 race will give your cat additional stat bonuses, that WILL be inherited by offspring. Stat bonus of +1 bonus that is randomly decided between used stats.
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! All of these races count towards cat status and achievements.
Lime Green Dot Bullet - F2U! Your cat will gain additional AP - this is on top of the show entry bonus (+3). 
        Ungraded Races: +2 AP
        Handicap & Grade 3: +3 AP
        Grade 2: +4 AP
        Grade 1: +5 AP

Paw The Tracks Paw 

Limerick  Ireland by SheduMasterChimgan  Uzbekistan by SheduMaster
La Roma Racecourse  Italy by SheduMasterIppodromo Delle Cascine  Italy by SheduMasterEquilibrium Racetrack  USA by SheduMaster
Beagle Racecourse  Australia by SheduMasterAmsvartnir Racetrack  UK by SheduMasterAleshhadat Racetrack  Dubai by SheduMasterAbydos Racetrack Egypt by SheduMaster

Paw F.A.Q. Paw 

Turquoise Bullet - F2U! If there is no level needed for ungraded and handicap can I enter both levels in one month and age my cat two years?
Yes, as long as your cat is 4 years old as that qualifies it for handicap races. 

Turquoise Bullet - F2U! My cat is 14 years old already which career year should I start with?
Career year 1. 

Turquoise Bullet - F2U! Can my street bred cat enter these races?
Only if they have fake papers. A street version of this calendar will be up soon if this calendar is successful. 

Turquoise Bullet - F2U! How do I know if my cat is 2 years old or not?
You decide the age of your cat, so your cat is 2 years old and qualifies for ungraded races when you say so. 
If your cat (male or female) was bred at least once it is automatically aged to 3 years.

Turquoise Bullet - F2U! Can my cat enter both flat races and steeple chase races?
Yes, as long as dates do not overlap. Watch for the 3 and 14 day rule (explained in above journal)

IFS Logo Credit + Original Calendar Idea - ScunnyElse