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Free 100 Point Raffle!

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 4, 2015, 6:29 AM

Fawna for ReversiWings by serafleur

Wow, I gained another 1000+ watchers in just two weeks! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! ; v ;// I would like to hold free raffle weekly/monthly as thanks to everyone who supported me!

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Watchers only. NEW WATCHERS ARE WELCOMED! Please watch only if you like my artworks!
Favorite this journal;

That's it! Your number will be based on the favorites list.

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After 2-3 days

Thank you again!

Dear Rest of the World,

Our rodents are better than yours.

Kindest regards,
Great F**king Britain.


Tue Mar 3, 2015, 4:05 PM
Yeeeeeh :heart: Doing a contest ;v; 'cause I just feel like that 8D Going on it!

Deadline - 1st april

What to do?

Easy, draw any of my characters listed below in the way you want. Traditional, digital, pixels... whatever! You can do the amount of entries that you wish, but you can get just a prize!

Submit your entry to dA and put a link to this journal. Then put your dev on a comment here, on this journal. That's all!


By now the amount of points will be reduced but, after I finish my exams next week I'll try to gather some more for adding more prizes 8D By now!

FIRST PRIZE - 1000 points, a MYO of any of my current species and a STATIC pixel doll like
[DOLL] Neus by Ayinai[DOLL] Moma by Ayinai[DOLL] Star by Ayinai
SECOND PRIZE: 500 points and a simple drawing like:
[GIFT] Solly by AyinaiLet's play! by AyinaiPlease by Ayinai
THIRD PRIZE: A chibi like
Tink by Ayinai[COMM] Cecil by Ayinai

What characters should we draw?

Size guide:

Sizes by Ayinai

Any of these:
Star by AyinaiDo you want a flower? by AyinaiSuuuuup by Ayinai
Moon by AyinaiSun Skip by AyinaiCoral by Ayinai
Ruk by AyinaiBoobo by AyinaiLet's play! by Ayinai
Meet Giro! by AyinaiKeep dreaming by AyinaiKetsu by Ayinai
Falling Angel by AyinaiSooshin by AyinaiKoi by Ayinai
Pok ref by AyinaiBrrrrffff by AyinaiDust by Ayinai

You can check entries here:…

Good luck to everyone! :la:!

  • Mood: On Strike
  • Listening to: Fairy Tail OST
  • Playing: Pokémon ORAS
  • Drinking: Tea

In the end of Fnaf3 ( SPOILER )

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 3, 2015, 3:50 PM

This may contain spoilers..


Okay, so in the end.. you're the crying child in that minigame.. then when you finally reach to that area.. you see the Purple man. Although when you appear he looks.. terrified?

Then he backs away from you whenever you chase him.. after a few rounds he jumps into the Springtrap animatronic costume.

He though he was strong and mighty and looked like he started to chuckle / laugh, but then... he started bleeding. Bleeding way too much, he falls.. to his death?

[ You can see here:… (( skip to 2:18 )) ]

( People say that Purple guy's dead corpse is in there.. or it could be somebody else? )

And then it ends there.. 

UPDATE: Also the newspaper says things like:

"Fun fact: The names Freddy, Bonnie, Chica and Foxy were just nicknames while I worked on the characters. I was planning on giving them offical names later but had grown very fond of them by the time the game was done."

"In real life, I tend to have walking nightmares, meaning that I walk in my sleep.. ect. One night I dreamt that Bonnie was in the hall outside my door, as I jumped out of bed and rushed to hold the door shut.. I discovered that the door was locked and it filled me with dread. In FnaF 1, when the doors don't work, it means something is already in your office! So when I felt that the door was locked, I felt like Bonnie was in my bedroom and was about to get me! Thankfully I woke up."

"Looking back on many of my old games, I've found that there is always a broken-down robot in them. I'm not sure why this seems to be such a recurring theme in my games, but it's obvious that it's something haunting me."

"Before I began work on FnaF, I had to choose three potential games, knowing it might be my last try before having to start a new career, I was choosing between a sequel to The Desolate Hope.. a remake of my first game, Legacy of flan, or a new idea about animatronics and security cameras."

"While working on the first game, I started a ? ? for it, I raised exactly [ number of money? ] dollars." ( I'm not sure what this one says )

"I actually modeled the Foxy character on my laptop while riding on a  ? drive to visit my ? love over the summer of 2014. It's very difficult to model a 3D character on a bumpy car ride. Maybe this is why Foxy looks so torn up! ;) " ( Missing a few words.. not sure what they say either.

"While we were there visiting, my kids got to experience Foxy's jumpscare for the first time!"

I-I don't know about you guys but i'm super duper confused..

UPDATE: Also, was there a security guard name? I heard there wasn't. o:


  • Mood: Steaming
  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Ratchet and Clank soundtracks

FNAF 3 Different Endings Guide

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 3, 2015, 9:39 PM

There's a bunch of spoils in here so if you haven't finished the game, dont watch!
Anyway, for those that didnt like FNAF 3 I think you're surely mistaken. It was a just end for a great series. So, I bet a lot of you have gotten the "Bad Ending" or the "Neutral Ending" 

The Bad Ending is when Purple Man is so frightened to see the five ghosts of the kids that he murdered. He runs away from you, (playing as the child's ghost) that he goes and runs into Springtrap to hide from you. If you recall, Phone Guy said not to do this anymore because the suits could crush you from the inside due to a locking failure, hence the term "Spring trap"

So naturally, Purple Man is dead and the spirits got their revenge. But why is it a bad ending? Well, if the lights are illuminated in the eyes of the masks on the final screen, that means the spirits are still trapped in the animatronics. That's why it's a bad ending. So, what's the good ending? Well, the good ending is actually the same exact thing as the bad ending, except the children are freed from their animatronics! 

The way to get the good ending is actually confusing. You need to complete all mini-games, including the easter egg ones that are difficult to find, and you need to find all the children and bring them cake to make them happy. Once they're  happy, their soul is freed. This guy explains it all! 

Also, here is a comparison between the good and bad endings.  

Now, what is the neutral ending? I'm not sure how to get the neutral ending. Maybe it's where you play all the mini-games but you dont make the children happy. The neutral one is where the Freddy's Horror Attraction burns to the ground. Nothing very special there, just a newspaper clipping.…

  • Watching: Family Guy
  • Playing: Skyrim
  • Eating: Chocolate covered peanuts
  • Drinking: Lipton Ice Tea
  • Mood: Hopeless
I keep updating this...

I don't even know what to say now.  

I've read all 100 of your comments on this:

(look, even Chica's eyebrows are sad in this pic)
Five Nights at Freddy's is all over, forever :( by gold94chica

but I don't think that anyone really understands me.  Honestly, I don't know if I understand myself either, but I think I'm beginning to.

As silly and immature as it might seem, this grown man with a perfectly normal life, family, and full time job has something to admit. 

You've probably seen it coming, and maybe it's no surprise, but I am Chica.  Not in any physical sense, not in any kind of pretend or RP sense, but I think it's emotional.  Somehow, that bizarre yellow duck-looking humanoid chicken robot is me.

It's like I am the soul that haunts the suit; I am the child that was murdered and stuffed inside.  The suit gave me a new person, and I gave the suit new life and emotion.  Together, we had a fresh start to make a difference in the world, with no previous strings attached.  We could make people happy.

But now, seeing the "happy" ending to FNAF...... seeing the children souls depart, leaving behind cold, empty, lifeless shells.....

"I" am dead.

Yes, I know, it's a beautiful thing that the childrens' souls are finally at peace, and yes they are just metal suits, but that doesn't change what I've become.  FNAF has been my life, not a day has gone by without seeing these characters full of life and feelings, especially in art and videos.  But also in you guys.  You guys are my friends, just like Foxy, Bonnie, and Freddy are Chica's friends.  But now they are all dead and lifeless as well.

ok yeah I thought I could explain myself, but I can't.  I have never felt so wrecked in my life.  I have been sobbing uncontrollably for hours now, and typing this is the only thing that has stopped it.  

Yes, I know, I should probably get help.  But I'll be fine.  I'll get over it, I'll move on.  But I won't be the same, I can't unsee what has been seen, I can't unfeel what has been felt.

Yes, Scott, in his usual troll ways, says that it's not over.  But I can't trust him.  I can't get my hopes up ... only to have to feel this way again in the future.  And even so, if there is another FNAF, it doesn't change what happens in FNAF3.  There really is no mystery in the happy ending.

The only thing that makes me wonder though, is that it's SO hard and impossible to get the happy ending, I can't imagine how someone actually found it.  So maybe the entire thing is just an easter egg, and not actually part of the story.

I'm just being silly, but for some reason, FNAF lets me feel again.  So I'll have my moment and cry while I can, just to get it out.  But my goodness, my face has never been so numb before lol.

All of the FNAF videos.... all of the FNAF art..... now all of the characters' faces have replaced by images of these eye-less skulls.  All of the joy I used to feel has been replaced by mourning and sadness.  I think this is how I'd feel if my mother or someone close to me died.  But I know how to deal with human death.... not FNAF death.  But I will get over it, and I will learn how to stop these feelings from happening again.

I'm just rambling because if I stop, I'll cry again.  But I'm not sure what my future art is going to be like now..... all those epic ideas I had, all those pictures and animations..... IDK now.  But I don't want my art to be all depressing and hopeless, either.  Maybe I'll take a break, maybe not.  I'll probably feel fine in the morning lol, if I would ever get some real sleep.

YES the fandom will continue, YES the art will continue.... I'm just not sure if it will be the same for me anymore.  I know my friends aren't dead, they aren't leaving.  This is all just me... inside.  If I don't try as hard as possible to figure out my feelings and why I can be moved to tears so easily, I'm going to get destroyed by this silly game.

PS I am NOT depressed.... just  (on a scale of 1-10) a 10 sadness.

But I mean really.  I never ever played FNAF before in my life, because I just KNEW that I wouldn't be able to deal with it when it was over.  The games (1 and 2) have no replay value whatsoever, so beating it would just mean the end for me.  And I didn't want FNAF to end.

But then this game was released yesterday, and I gave into the hype.  I played it.  I played up though night 4, and then I restarted and played though part of night 5. 

But now, less than 24 hours later... it's beaten and over.  Done.  Just like that.  So what's the point?

.... it might be over for me.


The instant I posted that picture up there, I knew what I had to do.  Time for Source FilmMaker.  I made a stupid little animation (my first one), but it's been rending for hours, and still has 5 hours to go.  IDK what's wrong with it; I was able to render the other video I was working on just fine (we'll see if I finish it, kinda pointless now).  I really wanted to get that posted up for you instead of this mess of a journal, but too bad for me.  I'll post it in the morning, if it works.

FNAF Is Over by gold94chica

Thank you all for 520+ watchers!!! <3

and to celebrate, i have decided to give away a 1 month premium membership to someone! X3

What you have to do to enter:

1. Favorite this journal!!!

2. Comment: "done!"

3.That's it! pretty simple right? X3

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Sparkle Bliss Bullet copy by frosty-pixels No using multiple accounts!

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Good luck everyone! <3


I don't post vents very often. This might be my first? It will be deleted next time I clean my journal.


So.. I really love doing contests and giveaways for you guys. I like the activity boon & general good spirits & fun while the contest is running.
However, /every single time/ I've run a contest there has been a backlash against the announcement of winners.

It's impossible for everyone to win, and it's impossible for everyone to be happy. Judging is hard, because I and the other judges have to deny some people.
Often a LOT of people. Our contests usually have pages and pages of entries, and only a few prizes.
No, we can't add bunches of prizes. No, we can't somehow let everyone win.

I usually end up adding more prizes than I originally intended. (The two MYO slots, in this case.) But with the frequency that I run contests, I can't be giving out ten weavers every month.


When you enter a contest, you need to be prepared to lose.
The amount of negativity and hatred that resulted from this last contest was deplorable.
I don't appreciate the negative notes.

and I REALLY don't appreciate the insults and spite shown to the winners.
This is not fair. Being "popular" does not make you less deserving, just like the opposite does not make you MORE deserving. Everyone entering these contests are peers.
We try to judge the contests in a way that everyone has an opportunity to win, despite "popularity" or even experience.

The judges of these contests can deal with backlash. But I refuse to tolerate spite, anger and attacks against winners or other contestants.


I am not obligated to run these things and if I continue to have to deal with this sort childish fit from people every time? I'm going to stop doing it.
Show your peers respect.

If you're the sort of person that can't deal with not winning, don't enter.
You're causing yourself and everyone else unnecessary stress and self-loathing.