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It was freezing at your best friend's, Ivan Braginski, house. You were quite used to the cold in Russia, but today was freezing and it ran your bones cold.

"Raivis? Is Russia here?" He shook his head. "Sorry miss (l/n). Mr. Russia had to take care if some business with Mr. America. He won't be back until tomorrow." You sighed as he averted his eyes from you. "Latvia, you know Russia isn't here so you can loosen up." Raivis shook his head.

Being extremely protective over you, Ivan never did like anyone, especially a man, look at you, touch you even talk to you without his consent. He basically treated you like a Queen. You liked it to some extent, however it got bothersome. You were very independent and didn't need a lot of care, so when Ivan wanted to help you with all your needs, you often felt weak about it.

Latvia started sweeping the floors and you snatched the broom away from him and started sweeping yourself. "N-No! Please, miss (l/n)! I'll get in trouble with Mr. Russia!" You moved the broom out of arms reach and smiled. "Raivis just say (y/n). Stop saying miss (l/n), I'm not special."

" To Mr. Russia you are!" As soon as Raivis uttered those words Estonia and Lithuania covered Latvia's mouth and dragged him away. "S-Sorry miss (l/n). Raivis doesn't know what he's talking about!" Estonia laughed awkwardly talking Latvia away. You tilted your head to the side confused of what just happened. "Um.... Okay...?"

°•°•°•°•°•°• Le Time skip •°•°•°•°•°•°•°

"So bored!" There you were, sprawled out on one of Ivan's armchairs. Your legs dangle over the back and you were upsidedown and you felt all the blood rush to your head. "Dizzy..." You fell back and landed on your back." There's nothing to do without  Ivan here. Raivis said he'll be here by morning but that's so long from now." Knowing it was afternoon and not knowing when he would get back, made you even more bored." Maybe I could go bother Estonia and Lithuania, or I could just go and look through Russia's things." You sighed and stood up dusting yourself off.

°•°•°•°•°•°•°• 2 hours later •°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°

You were in Russia's room trying on his clothes. You put on one of his coat and then easily slipped on his boots. "I am Russia. You do what I say because I said so." Trying your best to copy his say something he would say you succeeded and prepared to scare the loving daylights out out the trio.

Walking down the halls, making sure his boots echoed throughout the house. Seeing Eduard, Raivis and Toris wiping down tables you tiptoed behind them and smiled creepily. "Boo~"  They all screamed at the top of their lungs and jumped out of their shoes. " Mr. Russia! You're here early!" You laughed loudly at them. Doubling over, you held your stomach tightly. "You should've seen your faces! It was hilarious!" They took in a deep breathe and sighed. "Don't scare us like that." Lithuania said smiling awkwardly. You spun around and your (h/c) hair whipped around with you. "Don't I look adorable?" He laughed and they nodded agreeing with you.  "Of course you do (y/n)." Eduard smiled. "You look like Mr. Russia, (y/n)." Raivis smiled and began cleaning again.

You heard a door slam and you look at the grandfather clock. " Whoa! 9:50?! Time flew by fast!" You ran downstairs and hugged Russia. "Добро пожаловать!(Welcome back!)" Ivan smiled and spun you around. " Lithuania, Estonia or Latvia didn't bother you did they?" He asked  as the three came down to greet him. "No, they didn't do a thing but greet me when I came in here to see you earlier." The three sighed in relief as you didn't say all of what you did. "Good." He patted your head and looked you up at down. "Why are you wearing my clothes?" He asked.

You paused and looked back at the trio. "I went to scare them and I kinda was going through your things earlier." You laughed nervously and Ivan gave a small laugh after a long pause. "By the way, I got you something while I was out." Ivan dug in his large pockets and pulled out a small box. "America said you might like it." You opened it and pulled out a silver necklace that had a heart on the end of the jewelry, studded with small diamonds." Ivan... Its beautiful!" You turned around so he could put it on. You turned back around to face him and instantly you wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him.

The trio scooted away while you too got a little intimate. You pulled back. "Sorry I didn't mean too--" Ivan pressed his lips against yours. "Я люблю тебя.(I love you.)" He smiled. "Я тоже тебя люблю.(I love you too.)"
I'm as happy as a kitten
A big ball of fluff
Waiting for the door to open
with my mummie in good heath

I sit here waiting
tick tock
waiting for the clock

to tell me it's time
to make dinner
and wait
for my mummie
who shall return 

with arms wide open
for my to hug.
2p!Italy x Reader x 2p!Italy
A/N: Here to let you know that Im not good with writing... this is my very first published writting of mine. Now Enjoy.
Reader's Pov
Hi! Im _____. My friend invited me to join her trip to Italy, Rome! I just can't decline that, right? Upon arriving Italy, my friend and I  to seperate.
I was wandering when I bumped someone.
"Ouch! Ah.. Im.. Im very sorry, mister!" I apologized.
He then didn't answer but instead helped me pick the books I bought.
"Oh. It's alright, Bella! It is my fault so I shall take responsibility!" He exclaimed.
He was wearing a hat with a feather on it. He could be 178 cm. He has a not-so-dark skintone and dark brown hair with magenta eyes. I could only describe him as cute and innocent.
"Im Luciano Vargas, I shall be your tourguide. What is your name bella?" He asked very innocently that I blushed like a tomato.
"I-Im..._-___.." I answered back still looking like a tomato.
"Your red as a tomato, ___! Don't be shy!" He cheered up.

Suddenly my stomach started growling. *////* Its embarassing.

"It seems that your hungry, bella. How about we go to my house first and eat?" He asked. I accepted it since I can't cook very well and my friend has all my money. I started holding his hand- no wait- actually he is wearing gloves. Why would he be wearing gloves?

"Your eyes are very beautiful, bella" he said making me flattered and another cause for me to be a blushing tomato.
"Were here!" He exclaimed. Wow, that was fast. Hes house was big as a mansion. Does he live alone?
He letted me stay in the living room and watch tv while he is cooking pasta.
I looked at the clock, it was already 11:45 am.
"Im sorry, ____, but do you mind opening the door for me?"He asked and I nodded and hurriedly opened the door. A japanese(?) guy was standing right infront of me. He wears a black navy uniform and scary (aggresive?) red eyes. He was scary T.T
"Excuse me, but is Ita-, Luciano here?" He asked. His voice is very calming depsite his scary appearance.

"Yes. Mr. Vargas is in the kitchen, would you like to come in and wait for him?" I asked, I dont have a choice right? I cant just make him go away since Im a guest, too.
"I have other business to attend, but a minute or two wont hurt much" he said. "Besides, I have to catch my flight or ill miss an anime convention" he mumbled.
"What is your name?" I asked.
"You dont need to know" He answered back. How rude.
"You wont last anylonger though" he mumbled

/After several minutes/
"Pasta is served!" He exclaimed
It was delicious..but the sauce and meat tastes.. weird? but it was ok. Maybe I was not used to foreign sauce and meat.
After finishing 2 plates of delicious pasta, I realized they were both gone and it was already 12:45.
"Im sorry, bella. I just had to fix some things with Ja-Kuro" he apologized.
So Kuro was the name of the jerk? That explains it.
"So are you ready to visit the tourist spot of Rome?" He smiled, proudly. I just nodded. He then started holding my hands. This was the first time a guy holded my hand.

/The Colossuem/
"Wow!" So this was the colossuem? Its stunning!
"You know, bella, this is where people fight for their lives or something" he said.
"Ill fight just for you~" He said very romanticly, making me turn into a tomato.
"Don't be shy!" He cheered.
He then suddenly kissed me in the cheek. I blushed furiously. Everyone was looking at us. *///*
This was my first cheek-kiss! I better write this in my diary. Anytime soon I could faint!

/2:30 pm, Palatine Hill/
"The Gellato we had was delicious unlike in my place!" I exclaimed. I was having a great time with him. He could be flirty, but he is a gentleman.
"Welcome to Palatine Hill!" He proudly said.
It was indeed beautiful. Italy has the best tourist spot Ive seen in my traveling days!
"Hey, bella, do you like me?" My eyes suddenly widened. Do I like him? That question is very hard to answer!
"You do not need to answer. Im sorry if I shocked you" he apologized in a sad tone. Maybe he was dissapointed. I really dont know if I like him. Maybe I do.
"Hey do you want to take a pic with me? You know, a memento of this moment?"
"Sure. I want to treasure this moment with you" I answered back. Wait, what Im saying?!
But.. I can not return those words anymore.
Luciano giggled. And He got his phone from his pocket. Wait, what is that sharp silver thing?  I should'nt mind it.
We took alot of photos and exchanged numbers, too!
Could this day get anymore better?!

/Somewhere in Rome, 9:00 pm/
We went to different places other than the colossuem and palastine hill. My time with him is starting to run out. I should make more memorable memories with him.
"I think we should head back to my house, and Ill accompany you until you get home, ok?"
I just nodded, I was spacing off because of the things  that happened to me. It was unforgettable.
"Luciano... Thank You Very Much" I thanked him with all my heart.
"I love you" I mumbled.
"You are welcome,too, ____. Im glad to spend the day with you, alone.
"I know a shortcut, lets take that route" he said, him knowing more of Italy, I followed him in a dark alley. Suddenly...

He pushed me against the wall. Ouch. It hurts. What happened?!
"Lu-luci-ano" I mumbled which was loud enough to echo the alley. But its useless. No one would even hear me since we could be the only people there.
"You are pathetic enough to fall for my trick" he laugh maniacally.
"You poor prey..." He leaned his face nearer to mind. I was in a bad situation, but I was blushing. Why would I be blushing at a bad situation?
Lets be honest
I like him, wait no, I love him.
Did I do something? Was I blind not to realize that this is  trap?
"I-lo-love-you..Luu-cian..o" I cant talk properly, his hand was still on my neck making me unable to breath freely.
"I dont like girls who fall to my trap! You are beautiful, but pathetic." He said, it hurted right in the heart.

He removed his hand on my throat, but I was still leaning on the wall. FROZEN. He then got a knife from his pocket. That was the thing I saw earlier, and failed to realize its a knife. He then pointed it on my heart.
"Hmm.. I regret killing a beautiful bella, but I dont regret killing pathetic people like you!" He then pointed it more nearer my heart.
"But before that..."
He pushed me against the wall, again. It hurts. I can't move.

He started unbuttoning my blouse. He then threw it away. I just want this to stop! He started licking my belly, it tickles, but I can't laugh because of the pain Im feeling both physical and emotional.
"____, you really are beautiful" he said, for the ? time.
He suddenly kissed me.
But wait. Something feels painful

I can feel it

The knife that pierced to my heart

But it was not that painful.

It was more painful, to know the one I like, Betrayed me. Toyed me. Tricked me.

I fell down, and started loosing consiousness. His shadow was no longer seen. There was a blood of pool around me. Suddenly, a shadow appeared. I couldnt see clearly, but I could only see those red eyes staring at me.

"I told you, you wont last longer"  

And everything went black
Im dead?
Or just Uncounsious?
Italy's POV
"I regret it"
"I didnt wish for anything like this to happen"
I walked away, trying to prevent to look at her fresh corpse. I cant bear the sadness and regret I have?
I know it is my thing to kill a girl after tricking them but, I never felt this sadness before. NEVER

Could It Be, I love her too?

  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Listening to: Jurietta to Romeo by Ryo-kun
  • Reading: recommend me an usuk doujinshi
  • Watching: watching you sleep
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~Quote of the Day~


There is another sky

There is another sky
There is another sky,
Ever serene and fair,
And there is another sunshine,
Though it be darkness there;
Never mind faded forests, Austin,
Never mind silent fields -
Here is a little forest,
Whose leaf is ever green;
Here is a brighter garden,
Where not a frost has been;
In its unfading flowers
I hear the bright bee hum:
Prithee, my brother,
Into my garden come!

Emily Dickinson

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Jake: happy holidays


Sofia: *has drawing that says merry christmas*

logan: *carves our merry Christmas in wall*

anti wade: merry fucking Christmas maggots
The heart stops
Frozen in time.
Why did you say
You would be forever mine?

The tear soaked pillow
Reveals your lies,
Of broken promises
And endless mines.

Why am I here,
With my tear soaked face,
When I should be there?
A marvel to you no more,
But tell me,
How many times are you to open that door?

My heart is frozen,
Battered and Broken.
'Cause the world might do me in
It's alright 'cause I'm with friends
'Cause I'm givin' up again
It doesn't matter

And I'm feeling like a ghost
And its what I hate the most
'Cause I'm givin' up again
And this time
(This time, this time)

This time I might just disappear!
This time I might just disappear!
This time I might just disappear!
This time I might just disappear!

Try and hear me when I'm done
'Cause I might just say this once
Seen this played out in my dream
It doesn't matter

Time for givin' up the ghost
For it's you I hate the most
And there's no guranatee
It doesn't matter

This time I might just disappear!
This time I might just disappear!
This time I might just disappear!
This time I might just disappear!
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: The Mystery Skulls - Ghost
  • Reading: This
  • Watching: The Mystery Skulls - Ghost
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
A thought that always comes to my mind when people say the word monster in movies, anime, in real life, etc.
Just remember, this is just my opinion.

   I hate the word monster. Humanity uses the word to judge someone, especially a demon or someone who has abnormal abilities.

 The 'meaning' of monster is to describe someone who brutally kills with no emotion and self-satisfaction. Or the physical appearance of said person.

  How do we know if humans are the actual monsters? They commit the same crime as demons and beasts and other creatures. So why aren't they called monsters when comparing them to a demon?

 I swear, humanity is so confusing.
This is sigthly based on the movie "hangover"

this has nothing to do with other series of mine.

To start with, if you feel offended because of Gajeel's character im really sorry.This only written with the purpose of entertain. Thank you . Im pround to be Mexican!

A Fairy Tail Hangover!

Natsu x Lucy,   Gray x Juvia,    Jelall x Erza,     Gajeel x Levy

     It was a bright morning on Crocus,Fiore. People were normally walking and enjoying the city's atmosphere. Except for two walking Idiots....

"were are we going to find them?!"-Natsu yelled to Gray, looking everywhere for his missing friends.

"Flame Brain,if we don't get to Fairy Tail tomorrow in the afternoon, we will get killed by Erza!"-yelled Gray, walking faster.

"Its going to get worst if we dont come back with her boyfriend!"-Said Natsu thinking about the worst.

"Its gonna be worst when Lucy find out that you cheated on her, a day before your wedding!"-Gray yelled

"You don't have to  remind me!"-Said Natsu, still regreting what happened last night.

~2 hour before.~

"What happened...."-Said Natsu as he tried to stood up from the bed.But then he suddenly felt cold. He looked under the covers to find out he was naked...but the worst is that two girls were next to him and he was in the middle.He was so fu***.

"Oh crap"-Natsu said.He slowly stood up and tried not to make any noise.He dress up really quick, grab money and got out of the room.He felt he was forgetting something.

"Where the heck is everyone else?!"-Natsu was desperate. One because he did not know in what hotel  he was. Two he didn't know where his friends were and three...he freaking cheated on Lucy a day before their wedding!

   Natsu went out of the hotel and on the street he saw Gray.....Gray naked, on a coner, asking for money.Oh well, that wasn't weird at all.

"Ice Princess! "-Yelled Natsu and run towards Gray.

"Flame Brain! You are finally here! Now give me money so I can buy clothes!"-said Gray.

"Now is not the time! We have to get back as soon as possible to Fairy Tail and..."-Natsu stopped...."where is Gajeel and Jellal? 

"I dont know...I woke up here and I notice I didn't have clothes and stared to ask for money to buy some. We should't have gotten that drunk on the Casino. Where were you anyways?"-Gray asked.

"I had sex last night with two girls, who were't know, right now i really fu*** up big time."As soon as Natsu said that Gray had a "i feel sorry for you"face.Both of them stared walking to the shop.

~present time-

      Now that Gray had clothes, they could start their jorney.

"Wait...did you hear that?"-Natsu asked.

"Listen...."-Natsu said and Gray listed.

"Pasele, pasele....Tamales!!!!"-Yelled Gajeel.

"Look! Are you seeing what im seeing?"-yelled Natsu as he pointed towards the small Mexican resturant. 

"Yes....they are selling Tamalames,lest go!-Gray said.But Natsu slapped him on the head.

"its Gajeel, lets go!"-Said Natsu and both stared running towards him.

"Gajeel lets go, we have to find Jellal and...!"-Said Gray.But Gajeel interupted him.

"Sorry, amigo, you are talking to the wrong person...but, hey do you want some tamales? three and we will give you two free tacos!-said Gajeel with a smile.

"Oh in that case I want three oders, please..."-said Gray and then again Natsu slapped him on the head."yep, three oders on the way, please take a sit"-Gajeel said and  went to the kitchen.

"Idiot, stop playing around!"-said Natsu as he sat down on the chair.Gray did the same and sitted opposite of the table so he will be facing Natsu.

"But I am really hungry, and besides why are you so serious..we can make it, we already find Gajeel, we just need to find Jellal, we can make it on time to your wedding."-Said Gray 

"How can you say that ,when you know I..."-Natsu stopped as he saw Gajeel getting towards them with the food. Gray stared to eat like an animal.

"here is the food, anything else?"-said Gajeel and Natsu grabbed him and made him sit down next to him.

"Now Gajeel, tell me, where were you in the morning and why are you here?"-Asked Natsu.

"Ok, to start with amigo, im not Gajeel, that is a stupid name is Pepe de la Cruz de montoya de la santa virgen de Guadalupe del Lazarrillo de Tormes, Gonzalez...."-Said Gajeel. And Natsu just have a WTF  face.

" and I dont really know my past....I just know that I woked up in this resturant and my abuelo tooked care of me...thats why im working here "-Said Gajeel

"Hey i know your past...I will tell you everything know about you  ...but first you have to help me find a guy..."-  Natsu said, he didn't want to explain to Gajeel right now, he did not have the time and he knew he will eventually come back to his senses.

"Mmm...i guess you are my only option to find out about my past...I guess i will help you...just let me tell my abuelo that i will be back later."-Said Gajeel and he prepare his voice.

"ABUELO! "-yelled Gajeel.

"QUE QUIERES CHAMACO"!- yelled Gajeel's "grandpa" from the kitchen.


"JUST COME BACK AT 10:00 , OK.!!?-"said abuelo.

"PERO, ABUELO..."-Gajeel tried to protest but...

"DON'T MAKE ME TAKE OUT THE BELT!"-warned  abuelo.

"NO ESTABIEN, ABUELO...I WILL BE BACK AT 10:00! "-Gajeel said with  a scare face.Now he faced Natsu.

"You heard my at 10:00 if not....i dont want to even imagine what he would do to us!..."-Gajeel said and turn around towards Gray.

"I need more...please....more tamales..."-said a begging Gray who was licking plate.

"Sorry, we just have Tacos left...."-said Gajeel.

And Gray only fainted.

To be countinued.

A/n: this is a more happy going fairy tail style story with a lot of comedy. Really short, may be only 3 chapers.i hope you like it.Then again, if you feel offended in anyway because of Gajeel's character, im really sorry. I am Mexican and im really pround to be.This is written with the purposed to entertain.please comment! Thank you for reading!