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~Your POV~

School was finally over and I needed to ask Shadow if she wanted to sleep over at my place. I ran through the hallways until I heard Tyler beating up someone. I rolled my eyes and went to see and help the person if I can.

I turned the corner and saw Tyler and some of his friends kicking... Shadow! I was frozen right there, I wanted to do something but my legs didn't budge. I could only watch helplessly as Tyler and his friends continue to hurt the black-haired girl.

~Shadow's POV, *minutes before you showed up*~

I walked down the hallway, my ears slightly twitching. I heard someone walking behind me, but I ignored it and sped up a bit. Then I got shoved onto the wall, I yelped and slid to the floor. I looked up to see that Tyler guy and some other guys. My eyes widened, and my ears flattend in fear.

They started to kick me but all I did was curl up to protect my much needed organs. I let out yelps and hissed in pain. The kicking stopped and I heard running feet, running away from where I was lying. I looked up a bit and saw Jack. "J-jack...?" I whispered hoarsly, my voice cracking a bit. Jack looked at me and his gaze softened and he picked me up and held me bridal style, I hissed in pain. "Sorry" Jack mumbled. "Hey!" I heard a voice, I turned my head and saw (y/n).

~Your POV~

"Hey!" I yelled and ran up to Jack and Shadow. "We need to get her to the nurse!" I said, looking at her and saw she was beat up to the point where she was bleeding on her legs and arms. Her left ear torn a bit.

"No. I'm alright. See," Shadow said, then moved her arms, then her legs, lashed her white tail, and twitched her torn ear, some blood flew from it. I sighed, "Hope your telling the truth, but I wanted to ask you something, Shadow." I looked at my now interesting shoes. "Do you wanna, stay over at my place tonight?" I looked up to see her staring at me wide-eyed. "Sure! Sounds fun." Shadow replied with a purr.

Jack let Shadow back to her feet, his face turned a bit red and he ran down the hallway. Me and shadow watches his figure dissapear down the hallway, and we started giggling.

~TIME SKIP OF Jack blushing like a baws~

I led Shadow to my house, we walked inside and as if on cue kyubey came in and greeted me. "Hello (y/n), who's this?" Kyubey asked looking at Shadow. "I'm Shadow, and you are?" Shadow replied to the cat, tilting her head. I was astonished she could hear what he said. "I'm kyubey. I see your a neko." Kyubey said, fliking his tail to Shadows ears and tail. "Well, nice to meet you Kyubey!" Shadow purred. Kyubey nodded and padded away.

We sat on the couch and started playing video games for a few hours. Then we heard a sound of glass breaking, Shadows ears twitched, then flattened, and her pupils slitted. "Intruder." She said with a hiss. She spun around waiting for the intruder to enter the room, she was flashing her teeth and her nails turned to sharp claws as if a warning saying: "Come out or I will hunt you down and eat your insides". There was silence that greeted us, then a knock at the door made shadows head snap her gaze to the door, making a sickening CRACK noise come from her neck, but she seemed uneffected.

A few more knocks then I groaned and walked over to the door and opened it. Revealing Ben, Tim, Brian and Jack?! "Jack?" Shadow tilted her head looking at the chesnut haired boy. Her claws back to nails, her ears up, and her pupils no longer slits. "Uh.. Yeah, I just uh. Thought that... er.." Jack looked down, his face becoming red.

I chuckled and let all four of the guys in. I shut the door and then we all heard something break. Shadow returned her gaze to the sound, her 'terrifying preditor' reaction back. But now she was hissing. Everyone looked at her wide-eyed. "I can smell you! Come out!" She hissed to the darkness. I heard some dark chuckling then my eyes went even wider as I saw....
...Jeff, he stared at Shadow, then he lunged at her but then got caught by some sorta black tentical. "Jeffrey, you are not allowed to kill these two. I've told you this already." The owner of the tentical's voice echoed. I shivered and stared at the two. Then jeff got tackled by Shadow, she pinned him down, sinking her claws into his shoulders, Jeff seemed unfaised he just chuckled. "Well, I didn't think the kitty wanted me so bad~" Jeff smile widened somehow.

Shadow hissed in disgust and stepped away from Jeff. "Your disgusting! I don't want the likes of you. I rather be with Jack!" Shadow hissed, then blushed of what she just said at the end. "U-um... i-i uh... w-well.. J-jack.. I-i..." Shadow looked at her feet, her face puts the color red in shame. Jack's face was red also. "U-uh, really?" Jack asked the cat-girl. Shadow nodded, Slender cleared his throut and caused everyone to look at him.

Slender walked over to me. "I would like to speak with you and Shadow. Alone." Slender spoke then wrapped a tentical around me and Shadow and teleported in the middle of the forest. "I'm not sure if you know this. But I sent my proxies, Hoodie and Masky to watch you two. Hoodie was watching Shadow." Once slender said that, shadow gulped and looked uneasy.

Slender continued. "And Masky has been watching you, (y/n)." He said, calmly. "What do you want with us then, Mr. Slender?" Shadow asked. "Great question, cat-child. I want you two to become my newest Proxies. I know about (y/n)'s abiltys of shape-shifting. And I obviously know of Shadow being a neko, and her... um.. 'Hobby'." Slender said. "H-hobby? Shadow, whats your hobby?!" I asked the neko girl, she looked down at her feet.

"I will tell you later, and Mr. Slender, I will be one of your Proxies." Shadow raised her head and looked at slender streight in the 'eyes'. "So will I, Slender." I nodded to Slender, if he could smile he would be right now. "Thats wonderful, now I must tell you two one thing, Jack is Eyeless Jack, Tim is Masky, Brian is Hoodie, and Ben is BEN Drowned." Once slender said that my jaw dropped and so did Shadow's.

We closed our mouths, I sighed and decided to ask. "Do we get names like them?!" I had to ask. "Yes, I suppose you do to hide your identity. You two may choose." Slender replied. Shadow was thinking hard about it, so was I. Then a name popped in my head. "(Y/cp/n)!" I yelled my creepypasta name. "Excuse me?" Slender asked. "My name will be (Y/cp/n)." I said with pride. "Heart-eater." I heard shadow mumble. "Huh? Shadow what did you say?" I asked, looking at the black-haired girl.

~Shadow's POV~

(Y/n) told slender her creepypasta name. I thought of one quickly because of my 'hobby'. "Heart-eater." I mumbled. "Huh? Shadow what did you say?" (Y/n) asked, looking at me with confusion. I looked at slender. 'Don't tell her, I don't want her to know yet.' I thought. Slender nodded in reply and I sighed in relief. 'Thank you, Mr. Slender.' I smiled. "C'mon. We left them waiting back at your place, (y/n)." "Oh gosh! I forgot about BEN and Masky!" (Y/n) shreiked.

"And Eyeless jack." I mumbled, not loud enough for her to hear. Mr. Slender wrapped one of his tenticals around me and (Y/n) and teleported us all back to the house. Jack lept up and tackled me in a hug. Masky and BEN did the same to (Y/n). "B-BEN... M-masky... c-can't... b-breathe..." (Y/n) gasped. Masky and BEN jumped back. "H-how did you know?!" Masky yelled. "Slender." (Y/n) said with a smirk.

I sighed. "So, you know?" Jack asked me. "Yes I know. The whole situation is that me and (y/n) from now on will be Mr. Slender's new proxies." I said. "So you both have creepypasta names right?" Jeff asked. "Yes, i'm (Y/cp/n)!" (y/n) said proudly. Everyone looked at me, my face became red. "Mine is Heart-eater." I mumbled a bit too loud.

(Y/n) stared at me wide-eyed. "H-heart-eater?! Your the 'mistereous murderer that takes peoples hearts and eats them'?! Is this why you left your original city?!" (Y/n) asked, fear etching her voice. "Yes. Thats what I meant by... 'Hobbys'." I said, looking down to my feet. "Another cannibal? Well now you don't have to be alone eating orangans, Jack!" Jeff smirked. "Slendy, did'cha tell em' about Revolc?!" Jeff looked at Slender. "I'm guessing you didn't well, that girl, Clover. She's a creepypasta, her creepypasta name is Revolc." Jeff said.

~Somewhere in the underworld~

'Slender's making this too easy for me! I can easily take (y/n) and shadow and make them MY proxies and turn them agenst the creepypasta's. I want them all to suffer.' "Papa! Are you going to get those two girls?" A small girls voice spoke.

The dark demon turned around to see his daughters, Ze and Ro. Ze had black hair in a side pony tail, black sun dress and black flipflops, a black mask with a creepy smile that stayed on half her face, her mouth on her face was stitched in a smile. His other daughter, Ro, had white hair in a side ponytail with a white sundress, white flipflops, a half mask that had a creepy frown, and her real mouth was stitched in a frown. "Soon my little blood-hounds." The demon patted Ze and Ro's heads.

"Good. Those creepypasta's need to learn pain. I heard that Masky, and BEN are in love with (y/n), and Eyeless jack and, surprisingly, Hoodie likes Shadow. Maybe we can torture (y/n) and Shadow right in front of the two. I want to make them feel pain like momma did. What they did to momma. They are monsters. I hate them." Ro said harshly. "Thank you for the idea Ro. I will do that as soon as i get my hands on those two girls.
[ ] You have a hardy nature
[x] You're a born leader
[x] You're a charmer
[x] You have a great singing voice
[ ] You love reptiles
Total: 3

[ ] You have a jolly nature
[/] You are kind
[ ] You love all animals
[x] You can keep a beat
[x] You are true gentleman/lady
Total: 2.5

[x] You can be hot-headed
[x] You are short tempered
[X] You go into a rage when you're mad
[ ] You hate going swimming
[x] You're the bad boy/girl type
Total: 4

[x] You love to swim
[ ] You have a lax nature
[x] You are a strong swimmer
[ ] You like soft jazz music
[x] You can dance
Total: 3

[ ] You can take a hit or two
[x] You like shiny things
[ ] You love/loved gems/metals
[x] You have a bold nature
[x] You have super hard bones
Total: 3

[x] Your head is always in the clouds
[x] You have a hasty nature
[x] You love flying
[x] You can be intimidating for your size
[ ] You always feel like you're flying
Total: 4

[x] You love to play mind games with people
[x] You don't like to fight
[ ] You have a docile nature
[x] You love to play games
[ ] You often run away from things
Total: 3

[x] You are strong
[x] You are vain
[X] You don't give up so easy
[ ] You love to fight
[x] You have a bold nature
Total: 4

[ ] You love the shadows
[ ] You don't get out much
[ ] You have a bashful nature
[ ] You like to scare people
[ ] You love scary movies/shows
Total: 0

[x] You are a lone wolf
[x] You have an impish nature
[ ] You're not a social person
[x] You don't get along with people
[ ] You listen to heavy music like metal or hard rock
Total: 3

[x] You know a lot of things
[x] You have a naive nature
[x] You stand out easily
[ ] You love all music
[x] You can do anything if you put your mind to it
Total: 4

[ ] You have a relaxed nature
[ ] You love bugs
[x] You love country music
[x] You can play a stringed instrument
[ ] You're peaceful
Total: 2

[ ] You have a serious nature
[ ] You can play a drum like instrument
[x] You're hard headed
[ ] You're big
[x] You have/had a solid relationship
Total: 2

[ ] You have a cold heart
[ ] You love cold weather
[ ] You love cold food/drinks
[x] You've broken someone's heart
[x] Someone has broken your heart
Total: 2

[x] You have a rash nature
[ ] You kill things a lot
[ ] You don't listen to that much music.
[ ] You don't have good plans or strategies
[ ] You often hide in the shadows
Total: 1

Fire, fighting, flying and normal. Well, one of my all time favorites (and first starter on the hand held games) is Blaziken, who is fighting and fire. My favorite notmal type is SKITTY and my favorite flying Pokemon...Charizard (who is also fire) ;D
  • Mood: Content
  • Eating: fuck I need food...
Quiz below!
(Sorry, computer is being a butt today... ene)
Everybody has Shadow, who doesn't!?

a shadow that follow you everywhere

it grows bigger and longer when you near the light

it grows even bigger to infinite when you are in the dark

it clones into several shadows based on the number of the lights
  • Listening to: Power POP
  • Reading: Online Article
  • Watching: youtube... better than TV i think..:D
  • Playing: martial arts, breaking the bricks with head
  • Eating: sate ! Nasi Goreng !
  • Drinking: Beer !! :D
To my friend Niketa211

I'm that person who has an opposite personality
the one that isn't happy 24/7
but I am here for the ones that needs me
I'm not perfect
I'm not the prettiest girl in reality
I don't have the cutest smile ever to see
I am that person who bottle up my feelings inside...

People say that I'm the most positive person ever to be in life
I'm hyperactive if you can tell
I let my voice to be heard because nobody would want to hear
But what they don't know the other half of who I really am

At school nobody ever wants to hear what I have to say
At home I'm just another shadow on the wall
A shadow of some person that don't exist
I wish that there was someone like me

And then I've found her, a person that feels the same way as I do
but knowing that she has a good friend like me instead of being
A shadow of some person

Shadow's ... Story? or her personality and what :P

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 25, 2014, 6:07 PM

so, i got to thinking.... shadow HAS a back-story, BUT its not complete qite.... soooo... what i have so far, and a list of her personality and things she likes/hates blah blah..... do you think i should make a thing about it? like, should i submit it as a journal? OR as a text? then... would you be interested in reading it?

OR should i do a "ask Shadow" thing???? like onthe same deviation? or a seperate one :P i need some help guys im not sure ^^"

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If you get under 20, you are cold person, if you get 20 or over, you know how to show your feelings.

[ ] You cry during watching movies. ((Pfff.))
[/] You cry very often.
[ ] You're romantic. ((GUFFAW.))
[ ] You have been or you are in love.
[ ] It felt/feels good. ((//loling))
[x] It might hurt too.
[ ] You move if someone talks to you beautifully. ((Eh?))
[ ] There's lots of injustices, we should do something to those.
[x] Friends are important. 
[ ] You cried because of tsunami or wtc-attacks.
[ ] The Bold and the Beautiful's Brook reflects you.
[x] Other's have seen you crying.
[ ] Farewells are always hard to you. ((Naaw. Sometimes goodbye is a second chance~ //shot))
[/] No one understands you because of your emotionalism. 
[x] People often call you too sensitive. 
[x] You feel like you're too sensitive.
[x] You can be sensitive if you want.
[ ] If you could, you'd want to save the world. ((This world? No. This world is too //spits// HORRIBLE(You: Oh geez she's going emo)))
[ ] You're thinking something emotional right now.
[x] Helping gives you a good mood and happy feeling.
[x] You are being bullied/ have been bullied. 
[x] ...and it can be seen in you.
[ ] You've started crying if someone hurt you. ((I hate crying. It shows weakness, and I hate being weak.))
[ ] You can't always contain your emotions. 
[ ] You know how to help others with their emotional issues.
[ ] The others trust that you know how to help them with their emotional issues.
[ ] You usually need help with emotional issues. 
[ ] You have had heartaches more than once.
[x] Chocolate helps to them. ((awyis))
[ ] You're not afraid to show your feelings.
[ ] You're open. ((Once again, GUFFAW.))


I'm cold?
Seems legit.
I've found this fanfiction about Shadow and Maria. It talks about the last time they passed together and their separation. It's so sad and tragic, but it's really well write and beautiful. Here is the link: The Promise. It has been written by Blue Phoenix 12.

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The Blood Crazed

“Civilians don’t know what’s the best course of actions is good for themselves, or their armies.” -Lt. General FoxoZiz’in of the Stillwind Defense Force

*A fleet of Droid of over a hundred warships, and transports move into a system commonly called the Micxin System. As the warships moved into defensive formations and the transports start unloading their cargoes. A single warship, a heavily modified Darkening class battleship with blood red nano-paint armed with a ‘brain scanner’ to ‘resemble’ itself in writing that the viewer can read that reads out to ‘Blood Crazed’ continues to move to the ‘worm hole’ to reinforce the Explorer and its 3 corvette escorts.*

As the Xixtis’ Explorer moved near a small world filled a massive ocean covering almost all of the planet. The sensors operator started a link to the RSC50 class scout corvette’s sensors array and started a scan of the local space, as she double checked with the information that the Explorer’s sensors are picking are similar to the readings of the RSC50 besides all the broadcasts from some of the ‘Alien’ races that are too far way to be classified as a treat, or anything to be coinsure with. As the RSC50 called the “Scout of the Vanguard” continued its scans of everything in its sensors range it made copies of the information and downloaded it into the “Droidnet” a term that almost everyone in the Droid Empire uses for the Droid Empire’s private Quantum computer network of ‘hyper-signals’ which is used to keep a ‘eye’ in every part of the empires space. Watching for any signs of cloaked ships, or other ships with long range sensors as Scout continued its watch as the “blood Crazed” read the tactical readings and displays through its main processor at a few of the factions and their broadcasts with great interest.

“New blood to spill across the open vastness of the darkness that is commonly called ‘space’ by these idiotic fleshies.”  As the cybernetic ‘brain’ of the ‘Blood Crazed’ thought to itself.

“Now if anyone would like to explain to me what we doing in the middle of open space, when we should be either returning to the worm hole, or heading a planet in system!” Exclaimed Captain Bajoon to the crew, just as the Crimson General walked on to the bridge.

“Simple: We have little to no information on system, for all we know these planets might be inhabited by an advance ‘alien’ race that could destroy us, and our escorts.” Replied the Crimson General to the Captain.

“But still I would feel better if we had a planet guarding us on one side or another.” Captain Bajoon calmly responded to the Crimson General.

“Tactically speaking most of the other factions in galaxy can easily over run over what they were planning to send to this galaxy…So we will be needing more units over time to the new holdings in this Galaxy, also added on that some of the factions would seem not really  interested in attacking us. I have noticed from most of the broadcasts coming from them would seem to be more interested fighting each other, gaining help to fight their enemies, or just simply trade with one another, but do note that a few of them are more than likely to put resources into fighting us, and their enemies which, from the broadcasts would show, is just about everyone and their bother.”  Noted the Crimson General in his cybernetic mind on the report from the ‘Scout’ of any problems they might have

“I do agree with you that most of them can easily force us from this galaxy right now, but luckily for myself that some of the newest classes, and a Peace class Heavy Defense Station, that we will be deploying to give them some ‘hell’ has the humans would say. I have placed a order for 9 new Xixtis cruisers, plus replacements for the RSC classes for the new AFSC49, and the ARSC50 classes, with a few of those new Zinerat class BattleCruisers, and a few Irritant class Cruisers, and add-on a few more Darkening class Battleships, and I am planing to switch your computer core onto one of the ARSC50s that will be coming along soon.” The Crimson General replied in a report to the Scout about what he plans to do with this system.

“Sirs, I have finished the scans and have found that no ship besides us and our escorts in the area, and the system is indeed not inhabited. I have also, noticed that half of these planets can be colonized with great success, and jugging from some of the scans that one of the planets, can be made into a oceanic, other can be made into a terrain world, and one of the frozen worlds can be easily colonized with little to no problem.” Reported the sensors operator to the Captain, and the General, on the current state of the system.

“Well, anyone have any ideas, what to name any of the planets, or the system we are in? For I don’t have any ideas on what to call this new place.”  Called out the Captain to the crew. “You can expect the captain to come up with everything, now can you?”

“No one said we expected you to come up with everything, captain Bajoon.” Replied the Crimson General. “But I do believe that we should name this new system: Knauia Prime. Now I would like you captain to move the ship in orbit of that small planet, if you don’t mind.”

“I thought you said it would be smarter if we stayed out here in open space?” Asked the captain with little to no emotion in his voice. “But, yeah helm take us closer to the small planet behind the barren world.”

“Yes, Captain. Putting engines into forward.” Replied the Helms Officer to the captain. “We shall be in orbit in a short amount of time, sir.”

“This time The ETA will be right, unlike last time.” Responded the Crimson General in a almost joking voice.

“I have a feeling that you will never let me live that mistake down, will you?” Asked the captain to the general. “But all jokes aside after this, I would like to talk to you general, in private. If that’s ok with you?”

“I already have a feeling of what you want to discus with me captain, but you may.” Commented the general as turned face the captain. As Bajoon signaled his XO to report to the bridge and take over while he would talk to the general, they walked off the bridge no one payed any mind to what the captain was going to talk about with the general. “You seem to be taking in everything a bit well, haven’t you captain?”

“Yeah, you most likely figured that I wouldn’t be up for the job, added on the ‘things’ you did to me, and my family. And yes I know it wasn’t YOU, but how half of you droids act, you’re all one in the same.” Replied the captain to the general in a low voice as they head toward his quarters. Do to the size of the Xixtis’ Explorer and its build out, there is no private Captain’s viewing room, and with most of the modifications to its floor plan, a private Captain’s quarters were added in. No one was in the hallways for most of the non-bridge crew was just engineers with a few backup officers for the bridge.

“Yes, I was a bit confused when they told me that a ‘mutant’ as you lifeforms call them as was picked to act as the captain of ship, that was going to be used in mission.” Said the general in a equally low voice.”And I am willing to let some of the ‘mutants’ have their own planet in which to colonize for themselves. I will say this, you have done quit a good act to be able to hide your ‘mutant’ side from much of the crew.”

“Yeah, but I do believe that a few of them already starting to think I am a mutant, and remember General not all of your ‘monsters’ are either zombies, or crazed blood loving monsters, that a few of them are just wanting to be like all the other ‘natural’ life in every galaxy. I do have to thank makeup, and the fact that the bio-engineers tried to designed what I am to be closely looking to humans, so I can easily pass off as a human.” As they spoke to each other of the details to each other of a new deal, dealing in colonization in this new system. One of the RSC49s known as “Five Fire” started to move towards other planet, one that is frozen started scanning it. As it was scanning it noted that much of the ice is ‘dry’ ice, that and the surface temps seemed to be on the higher ends for frozen worlds. So five started transmit all of its findings to the Scout, and the Explorer about the planet and its findings.

Back on the other side of the worm hole, a small fleet of a Middle Ranger class Carrier, 9 Min’rao class Cruisers (also known as Xixtis Cruiers), 8 other RSC49s, and 19 other RSC50s where forming together to help out in the defense of this new system they have just named Knauia Prime. Behind this fleet of warships, is other fleet of ships, not of war but logistics, ranging from Zoert’on class bulk carriers, to Xix’in’mro ship Drives type 5 transports, and many more classes of cargo ships all holding terra forming supplies and workers that will be needed to colonize the system. But do their sizes and other ships in the area that only a handful can enter the worm hole at a time...