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~Your POV~

School was finally over and I needed to ask Shadow if she wanted to sleep over at my place. I ran through the hallways until I heard Tyler beating up someone. I rolled my eyes and went to see and help the person if I can.

I turned the corner and saw Tyler and some of his friends kicking... Shadow! I was frozen right there, I wanted to do something but my legs didn't budge. I could only watch helplessly as Tyler and his friends continue to hurt the black-haired girl.

~Shadow's POV, *minutes before you showed up*~

I walked down the hallway, my ears slightly twitching. I heard someone walking behind me, but I ignored it and sped up a bit. Then I got shoved onto the wall, I yelped and slid to the floor. I looked up to see that Tyler guy and some other guys. My eyes widened, and my ears flattend in fear.

They started to kick me but all I did was curl up to protect my much needed organs. I let out yelps and hissed in pain. The kicking stopped and I heard running feet, running away from where I was lying. I looked up a bit and saw Jack. "J-jack...?" I whispered hoarsly, my voice cracking a bit. Jack looked at me and his gaze softened and he picked me up and held me bridal style, I hissed in pain. "Sorry" Jack mumbled. "Hey!" I heard a voice, I turned my head and saw (y/n).

~Your POV~

"Hey!" I yelled and ran up to Jack and Shadow. "We need to get her to the nurse!" I said, looking at her and saw she was beat up to the point where she was bleeding on her legs and arms. Her left ear torn a bit.

"No. I'm alright. See," Shadow said, then moved her arms, then her legs, lashed her white tail, and twitched her torn ear, some blood flew from it. I sighed, "Hope your telling the truth, but I wanted to ask you something, Shadow." I looked at my now interesting shoes. "Do you wanna, stay over at my place tonight?" I looked up to see her staring at me wide-eyed. "Sure! Sounds fun." Shadow replied with a purr.

Jack let Shadow back to her feet, his face turned a bit red and he ran down the hallway. Me and shadow watches his figure dissapear down the hallway, and we started giggling.

~TIME SKIP OF Jack blushing like a baws~

I led Shadow to my house, we walked inside and as if on cue kyubey came in and greeted me. "Hello (y/n), who's this?" Kyubey asked looking at Shadow. "I'm Shadow, and you are?" Shadow replied to the cat, tilting her head. I was astonished she could hear what he said. "I'm kyubey. I see your a neko." Kyubey said, fliking his tail to Shadows ears and tail. "Well, nice to meet you Kyubey!" Shadow purred. Kyubey nodded and padded away.

We sat on the couch and started playing video games for a few hours. Then we heard a sound of glass breaking, Shadows ears twitched, then flattened, and her pupils slitted. "Intruder." She said with a hiss. She spun around waiting for the intruder to enter the room, she was flashing her teeth and her nails turned to sharp claws as if a warning saying: "Come out or I will hunt you down and eat your insides". There was silence that greeted us, then a knock at the door made shadows head snap her gaze to the door, making a sickening CRACK noise come from her neck, but she seemed uneffected.

A few more knocks then I groaned and walked over to the door and opened it. Revealing Ben, Tim, Brian and Jack?! "Jack?" Shadow tilted her head looking at the chesnut haired boy. Her claws back to nails, her ears up, and her pupils no longer slits. "Uh.. Yeah, I just uh. Thought that... er.." Jack looked down, his face becoming red.

I chuckled and let all four of the guys in. I shut the door and then we all heard something break. Shadow returned her gaze to the sound, her 'terrifying preditor' reaction back. But now she was hissing. Everyone looked at her wide-eyed. "I can smell you! Come out!" She hissed to the darkness. I heard some dark chuckling then my eyes went even wider as I saw....
...Jeff, he stared at Shadow, then he lunged at her but then got caught by some sorta black tentical. "Jeffrey, you are not allowed to kill these two. I've told you this already." The owner of the tentical's voice echoed. I shivered and stared at the two. Then jeff got tackled by Shadow, she pinned him down, sinking her claws into his shoulders, Jeff seemed unfaised he just chuckled. "Well, I didn't think the kitty wanted me so bad~" Jeff smile widened somehow.

Shadow hissed in disgust and stepped away from Jeff. "Your disgusting! I don't want the likes of you. I rather be with Jack!" Shadow hissed, then blushed of what she just said at the end. "U-um... i-i uh... w-well.. J-jack.. I-i..." Shadow looked at her feet, her face puts the color red in shame. Jack's face was red also. "U-uh, really?" Jack asked the cat-girl. Shadow nodded, Slender cleared his throut and caused everyone to look at him.

Slender walked over to me. "I would like to speak with you and Shadow. Alone." Slender spoke then wrapped a tentical around me and Shadow and teleported in the middle of the forest. "I'm not sure if you know this. But I sent my proxies, Hoodie and Masky to watch you two. Hoodie was watching Shadow." Once slender said that, shadow gulped and looked uneasy.

Slender continued. "And Masky has been watching you, (y/n)." He said, calmly. "What do you want with us then, Mr. Slender?" Shadow asked. "Great question, cat-child. I want you two to become my newest Proxies. I know about (y/n)'s abiltys of shape-shifting. And I obviously know of Shadow being a neko, and her... um.. 'Hobby'." Slender said. "H-hobby? Shadow, whats your hobby?!" I asked the neko girl, she looked down at her feet.

"I will tell you later, and Mr. Slender, I will be one of your Proxies." Shadow raised her head and looked at slender streight in the 'eyes'. "So will I, Slender." I nodded to Slender, if he could smile he would be right now. "Thats wonderful, now I must tell you two one thing, Jack is Eyeless Jack, Tim is Masky, Brian is Hoodie, and Ben is BEN Drowned." Once slender said that my jaw dropped and so did Shadow's.

We closed our mouths, I sighed and decided to ask. "Do we get names like them?!" I had to ask. "Yes, I suppose you do to hide your identity. You two may choose." Slender replied. Shadow was thinking hard about it, so was I. Then a name popped in my head. "(Y/cp/n)!" I yelled my creepypasta name. "Excuse me?" Slender asked. "My name will be (Y/cp/n)." I said with pride. "Heart-eater." I heard shadow mumble. "Huh? Shadow what did you say?" I asked, looking at the black-haired girl.

~Shadow's POV~

(Y/n) told slender her creepypasta name. I thought of one quickly because of my 'hobby'. "Heart-eater." I mumbled. "Huh? Shadow what did you say?" (Y/n) asked, looking at me with confusion. I looked at slender. 'Don't tell her, I don't want her to know yet.' I thought. Slender nodded in reply and I sighed in relief. 'Thank you, Mr. Slender.' I smiled. "C'mon. We left them waiting back at your place, (y/n)." "Oh gosh! I forgot about BEN and Masky!" (Y/n) shreiked.

"And Eyeless jack." I mumbled, not loud enough for her to hear. Mr. Slender wrapped one of his tenticals around me and (Y/n) and teleported us all back to the house. Jack lept up and tackled me in a hug. Masky and BEN did the same to (Y/n). "B-BEN... M-masky... c-can't... b-breathe..." (Y/n) gasped. Masky and BEN jumped back. "H-how did you know?!" Masky yelled. "Slender." (Y/n) said with a smirk.

I sighed. "So, you know?" Jack asked me. "Yes I know. The whole situation is that me and (y/n) from now on will be Mr. Slender's new proxies." I said. "So you both have creepypasta names right?" Jeff asked. "Yes, i'm (Y/cp/n)!" (y/n) said proudly. Everyone looked at me, my face became red. "Mine is Heart-eater." I mumbled a bit too loud.

(Y/n) stared at me wide-eyed. "H-heart-eater?! Your the 'mistereous murderer that takes peoples hearts and eats them'?! Is this why you left your original city?!" (Y/n) asked, fear etching her voice. "Yes. Thats what I meant by... 'Hobbys'." I said, looking down to my feet. "Another cannibal? Well now you don't have to be alone eating orangans, Jack!" Jeff smirked. "Slendy, did'cha tell em' about Revolc?!" Jeff looked at Slender. "I'm guessing you didn't well, that girl, Clover. She's a creepypasta, her creepypasta name is Revolc." Jeff said.

~Somewhere in the underworld~

'Slender's making this too easy for me! I can easily take (y/n) and shadow and make them MY proxies and turn them agenst the creepypasta's. I want them all to suffer.' "Papa! Are you going to get those two girls?" A small girls voice spoke.

The dark demon turned around to see his daughters, Ze and Ro. Ze had black hair in a side pony tail, black sun dress and black flipflops, a black mask with a creepy smile that stayed on half her face, her mouth on her face was stitched in a smile. His other daughter, Ro, had white hair in a side ponytail with a white sundress, white flipflops, a half mask that had a creepy frown, and her real mouth was stitched in a frown. "Soon my little blood-hounds." The demon patted Ze and Ro's heads.

"Good. Those creepypasta's need to learn pain. I heard that Masky, and BEN are in love with (y/n), and Eyeless jack and, surprisingly, Hoodie likes Shadow. Maybe we can torture (y/n) and Shadow right in front of the two. I want to make them feel pain like momma did. What they did to momma. They are monsters. I hate them." Ro said harshly. "Thank you for the idea Ro. I will do that as soon as i get my hands on those two girls.
Dragon
[ ] You have a hardy nature
[x] You're a born leader
[x] You're a charmer
[x] You have a great singing voice
[ ] You love reptiles
Total: 3

Grass
[ ] You have a jolly nature
[/] You are kind
[ ] You love all animals
[x] You can keep a beat
[x] You are true gentleman/lady
Total: 2.5


Fire
[x] You can be hot-headed
[x] You are short tempered
[X] You go into a rage when you're mad
[ ] You hate going swimming
[x] You're the bad boy/girl type
Total: 4

Water
[x] You love to swim
[ ] You have a lax nature
[x] You are a strong swimmer
[ ] You like soft jazz music
[x] You can dance
Total: 3

Steel
[ ] You can take a hit or two
[x] You like shiny things
[ ] You love/loved gems/metals
[x] You have a bold nature
[x] You have super hard bones
Total: 3

Flying
[x] Your head is always in the clouds
[x] You have a hasty nature
[x] You love flying
[x] You can be intimidating for your size
[ ] You always feel like you're flying
Total: 4

Psychic
[x] You love to play mind games with people
[x] You don't like to fight
[ ] You have a docile nature
[x] You love to play games
[ ] You often run away from things
Total: 3

Fighting
[x] You are strong
[x] You are vain
[X] You don't give up so easy
[ ] You love to fight
[x] You have a bold nature
Total: 4

Ghost
[ ] You love the shadows
[ ] You don't get out much
[ ] You have a bashful nature
[ ] You like to scare people
[ ] You love scary movies/shows
Total: 0

Dark
[x] You are a lone wolf
[x] You have an impish nature
[ ] You're not a social person
[x] You don't get along with people
[ ] You listen to heavy music like metal or hard rock
Total: 3

Normal
[x] You know a lot of things
[x] You have a naive nature
[x] You stand out easily
[ ] You love all music
[x] You can do anything if you put your mind to it
Total: 4

Bug
[ ] You have a relaxed nature
[ ] You love bugs
[x] You love country music
[x] You can play a stringed instrument
[ ] You're peaceful
Total: 2

Ground
[ ] You have a serious nature
[ ] You can play a drum like instrument
[x] You're hard headed
[ ] You're big
[x] You have/had a solid relationship
Total: 2

Ice
[ ] You have a cold heart
[ ] You love cold weather
[ ] You love cold food/drinks
[x] You've broken someone's heart
[x] Someone has broken your heart
Total: 2

Poison
[x] You have a rash nature
[ ] You kill things a lot
[ ] You don't listen to that much music.
[ ] You don't have good plans or strategies
[ ] You often hide in the shadows
Total: 1

Fire, fighting, flying and normal. Well, one of my all time favorites (and first starter on the hand held games) is Blaziken, who is fighting and fire. My favorite notmal type is SKITTY and my favorite flying Pokemon...Charizard (who is also fire) ;D
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  • Eating: fuck I need food...
Haven't you noticed by Night 2 and forward you see Foxy and Mangle in your hallway together ALOT? Well, 'cause their in love. So as Bonnie and Chica but let's focus on Foxy and Mangle. So, their story:

   Foxy, one of the old Anmatronics sadly replaced, but he haven't met HER yet. His appearance, a red pirate fox, with a hook, black eyepatch, brown torn up pants, damaged legs, and one arm, few holes, yellow eyes, light red stomach and jaw, missing one ear and some holes in him. Well, it looked like he had a broken jaw but he doesn't, just throwing that out. ANYWAYS Jeremy was on night 2, and we all know Foxy and Mangle join the game, well, if you played the game. Mangle, or before she was mangled by the kids known as Toy Foxy or Foxina, is in Kids cove. She is a white vixen with a visible endo-skeleton, yellow eyes, missing one eye, pink eye-shadow, jaw and chest, red rosy cheeks, hot pink bow tie, and red lip-stick. She did have a extra endo skeleton head, I'll like to call it Endo-Peto in this story, and she always climbed the wall and ceilings. The lights just went off and the clock hit to 12:00. Mangle was just about to move when the camera saw her. "Ug! I wish I could just rip that camera off!" Mangle thought. Then the camera went off. "Yes!" Mangle said. She tried to not make to much noise but she always did. Mangle moved to the Prize Corner.
 "I'll show those mateys who's captain!" Foxy said. "Be careful out their. You know that Jeremy knows your weakness." Freddy, a brown bear with blue eyes, one we black, black bow tie and buttons, black top-hat and a few holes warned Foxy. "Ye right like he's be like Vinny!" Foxy hissed. Freddy looked at the faceless bunny known as Bonnie, purple bunny with lighter purple stomach, black buttons, red bow tie, damaged hand and missing arm, damaged feet, huge holes and obviously has no face. They both shrugged and watched Foxy walk out of the Parts & Service.
 Jeremy didn't really keep an eye on Mangle so, she moved to the hallway. It made ALOT of noise.
   Foxy heard the noise, it was loud. He twitched his ears and growled. He'd was gonna get ready to attack the person who was making that noise. If it was Toy Bonnie, light blue bunny with a lighter blue chest and mouth, green eyes, purple eye-shadow, red cheeks, and a red bow-tie, she'd have no face. Foxy and Toy Bonnie where worst arch enemies ever. One reason since why Foxy's best friend had no face.
 "I hate being torn up!" Mangle hissed.
 Foxy heard Mangle's voice, it sounded like Toy Chica's but a bit higher. "Toy Chica?" Foxy asked.
  "I'm not Toy Chica!" Mangle yelled. Foxy jumped into the hallway and saw Mangle.
 Mangle lost her grip from the wall and fell. "You okay?" Foxy asked. He reached his hand out to help Mangle to get up. "Yeah, thanks." Mangle said grabbing his hand and brushing the dirt off of her. "No problem matey!" Foxy said smiling. He had white fangs and gold teeth but some where missing. Their eyes met. They kinda blushed. "My names Mangle." Mangle said putting her hands on her back. "Me names Foxy." Foxy said scratching the back of his neck. "Kids use to call me Toy Foxy." Mangle said. Foxy looked surprised. "What?" Mangle asked. "No one told me that their be a toy foxy?!" Foxy yelled a bit surprised. "Are here to replace me?!" Foxy hissed at Mangle. "No! I'm not like the others who run things in people's face!" Mangle hissed back. "We'll just stay away you mangled ugly looking fox!" Foxy comeback. Mangle's ears went down and it looked like she was just about to cry. "I will." Mangle said silently. She walked away to Kids Cove. Foxy looked guilty, sad, and kinda heart-broken. "What kinda captain are ya!?" Foxy hissed to himself.
  Mangle was in the corner of Kids Cove, her feeling were broken, from the memory how Foxy called her 'Mangled ugly fox' how the kids called her that. "What's wrong?" Her endo skeleton head asked, known as Endo-Peto. "Nothing.." Mangle said trying not to cry. "C'mon! I see in your eyes your about to cry." Endo-peto said. Mangle couldn't take it but cry and put her face in her hands. "F-F-Fo-x-x-y c-c-ca-lled m-me n-na-ames." Mangle said crying. "Who's this 'Foxy?'" Endo-Peto asked. "Wh-who I-I repl-la-a-ced." Mangle said.
   Foxy tried to follow Mangle's tracks. "Mangle?" Foxy yelled. He noticed that he was at the Dining Area. "Mangle?" He yelled out again. He went to the Prize Corner and heard sobbing noises that sounded like Mangle. "Mangle!" He said running to Kids Cove. He saw Mangle turned to the wall like if someone had send her in the time-out corner. "Mangle?" He said but quietly this time. He bent over to Mangle and put his arm on her shoulders. Mangle shrugged, not like if like if didn't know something but so Foxy would stop laying his arm on her shoulder. Foxy looked down thinking what he've done. "What?" Mangle asked but her head still looking at the corner. "I'm sorry what I've done last time." Foxy said. "Sorry is just a word!" Mangle hissed still crying. Foxy got up and looked sad. "Yep," he said near the exit of Kids Cove. "It's just a word.." Foxy said walking away. Mangle watched Foxy walk away still crying. Foxy went in Parts & Service and looked just like Mangle, about to cry. "What's wrong Foxy?" Chica, a yellow chicken with purple eyes, open jaw and 3 pairs of teeth, missing arms and holes in her asked tilting her head. "Mangle.." Foxy said looking down. "Who?" Chica asked. "Mangle. My replacement." Foxy sighed. "Was she making fun of you?" Chica asked. "The toys are retorted." Freddy said looking mad. "No I'm retorted!" Foxy hissed. Her turned around and hit the wall. "What happened?" Chica asked walking up to Foxy putting some of her arm around his shoulder. "I don't wanna talk about it." Foxy said. "C'mon Foxy. It feels better when you-" "I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT OKAY?!" Foxy hissed turned around and Chica fell on the floor. Foxy's first tear came down. "What have I become?" Foxy thought. He saw all them staring at him with narrowed eyes and Chica was scared of him.  It became 6:00 and all of the Anmatronics went back to their places. They say past and it turned to 12:00. Foxy was walking near the stage when he saw their was a fresh rose stuck on the door. Foxy lifted one eyebrow up and walked to the door. He opened the door and picked up the rose. "Mangle." The name he thought when he picked it up. He put it in one of his pockets in his pants.
  Mangle went to the Prize corner. She've forgotten about everything that happened last night. She went to the stage. She felt a tap on her shoulder. She turned around. "Mangle?" Foxy asked. "Foxy.." Mangle said Palm facing herself. "Hey, I'm sorry what happened last night." Foxy said scratching the back of his neck again. "Hph!" Mangle said crossing her arms and turning away from Foxy. Foxy tapped her shoulder again. "What?!" Mangle hissed turning around violently. Foxy took the rose out of his pocket and held it to Mangle. Mangle looked surprised and took the rose. "No one gave me something so beautiful.." Mangle silently said petting the rose. She looked at Foxy. "Oh! It's ok." Mangle said. "No one gave you something beautiful?" Foxy asked looking at Mangle confused. "No one gave me anything really." Mangle said. Foxy's eyes went big. "They give me nothing but getting mangled everyday and getting uglier everyday." Mangle said. She accidentally dropped the rose. "Oops!" Mangle said kneeling down to get it. But Foxy picked it up first. "Where'd it go?" Mangle asked feeling the floor with her hands. She got up again and saw the rose in Foxy's hand. "I think your nothing to ugly." Foxy said. He put the rose on Mangle's head. Mangle hugged Foxy. They both blushed. Mangle stopped hugging Foxy. "Well, see ya later." Foxy said waving bye to Mangle away. "Bye!" Mangle said waving back walking slowly. She grabbed the rose from her head and held it gently in her hand. "Wow." She said. "Wow.." She said putting the rose on her again. She ran to Kids Cove.
 Foxy went in Parts & Service and saw Chica waiting for him at the door. "Hey Chica!" Foxy said happy. Foxy and Chica are boyfriend and girlfriend. He saw Chica with narrowed eyes, crossed arms and tapping her finger on her arm. "Chica?" Foxy asked. "What were you doing with Mangle?" Chica asked with an upset voice. "Umm..." Foxy said. His eyes were wide trying to avoid eye-contact with Chica. Chica punched Foxy in the chest so he could look at her. "You weren't flirting with Mangle were you?" Chica asked. Foxy looked nervous at Chica. "Well?" Chica said tapping her finger on her arm harder. "Chica?" Foxy said looking down. Chica raised one eyebrow but she still had narrow eye-brows. "Look, I think I love Mangle.." Foxy said. "That, I was expecting!" Chica hissed. She didn't have any crossed hands, she slapped Foxy in the face, she stormed away with her hands in fists. Foxy put one hand on his cheek. It hit to 12:00 again. He met Mangle at the hallway. "Hey Foxy?" Mangle asked. "Mangle?" Foxy asked to. "Yes?" Mangle said. "D-do you wanna be partners?" Foxy asked. "Sure." Mangle said. "This time, let's kill the guard." Mangle said. Foxy nodded. They both head their way to the hallway. "Oh c'mon!" Jeremy hissed. He grabbed his flashlight and turned the light on and off at Foxy. Foxy disappeared, so as Mangle. Mangle went to a Party Room. "Good." Jeremy said. Few minutes past and Foxy went in the hallway again. Jeremy growled. He grabbed his flashlight but before he could flash it at Foxy, Mangle attacked him. "Good job." Foxy said. "Thanks." Mangle said dragging Jeremy on the floor. They threw him in the trash. They looked at the clock. "Oh it's 6:00." Mangle said. "See ya later." Foxy said. Mangle kissed Foxy on the cheek. "See ya captain!" Mangle said running to Kids Cove. Foxy blushed a lot. He went in Parts & Service. Foxy grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil and wrote a letter to Mangle. The day past quickly. Before Mangle could see him at the hallway, Foxy ran to her in Kids Cove. "Whoa! Calm down speedy consoles!" Mangle said. "Sorry!" Foxy said puffing. He handed Mangle the note. "What's this?" Mangle asked grabbing the paper. "For you." Foxy said. She read it out loud. This is what it said: Dear Mangle, Well, that first day I've lied my eyes on you, you've swept me off the ground. I'm not sure if you feel the same about me but, me and Chica are through, so, I wanna be partners still, but, romantically. ~Sincerely, Your favorite captain, Foxy. Mangle looked shocked. Foxy looked as embarrassed  as anything, even more when he asked Chica if they wanted to date, but that was a long time ago. Mangle placed the note on the table and looked at Foxy. "Yeah, I know it's a bit words but-" Mangle cut him off by kissing him. First Foxy wasn't expecting that but then he fell in the kiss. They stopped kissing. "Yes." Mangle said looking at Foxy.

And they lived the happiest life ever together. The end. *bows down*
Belong to: Sophia2005
Coming up with a Bonnie x Chica.
Quiz below!
(Sorry, computer is being a butt today... ene)
Everybody has Shadow, who doesn't!?

a shadow that follow you everywhere

it grows bigger and longer when you near the light

it grows even bigger to infinite when you are in the dark

it clones into several shadows based on the number of the lights
  • Listening to: Power POP
  • Reading: Online Article
  • Watching: youtube... better than TV i think..:D
  • Playing: martial arts, breaking the bricks with head
  • Eating: sate ! Nasi Goreng !
  • Drinking: Beer !! :D

shadow person/entity UPDATE !!!

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 24, 2015, 5:42 PM


** I FOUND PICTURES THAT PERFECTLY DESCRIBE EXACTLY WHAT I SEE JUST BY LOOKING UP SHADOW ENTITIES





anyone else out there seen a shadow person or entity? or have one that follows you too ?

i have a unearthly shadow entity that's particularly attatched to me for some reason and it likes to follow me but stays just on the corner of my eye at all times and pokes me or gently on the spine, head or shoulder and pull on the hairs on the back of my head, and when it does it feels really weird in that spot as if it went numb with pins and needles or something like that for a few seconds, it was with me yesterday, ive seen its feet and its head before. i remember being almost ready to sleep and its huge head was peering only slightly above the blanket sheets and i was really scared and blinked and it dissapeared. its a very oddly shaped entity, it's about the same height as me but its got a very big unearthly cylinder shape sorta build and it walks with two legs, but ive only seen the top of its head and its feel so idk. it seems to like watching me draw when im alone, its more fond of being around me when im alone, luckily shadow entities/people do not mean any harm. apparently im not supposed to try to contact it through ouija boards etc which makes sense. but you can tell it to leave you alone if it's bothersome, i have but its embarrassing in public and it comes back again sometimes when im alone so im kinda used to it now.

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  • Mood: Worried
To my friend Niketa211

I'm that person who has an opposite personality
the one that isn't happy 24/7
but I am here for the ones that needs me
I'm not perfect
I'm not the prettiest girl in reality
I don't have the cutest smile ever to see
I am that person who bottle up my feelings inside...

People say that I'm the most positive person ever to be in life
I'm hyperactive if you can tell
I let my voice to be heard because nobody would want to hear
But what they don't know the other half of who I really am

At school nobody ever wants to hear what I have to say
At home I'm just another shadow on the wall
A shadow of some person that don't exist
I wish that there was someone like me

And then I've found her, a person that feels the same way as I do
but knowing that she has a good friend like me instead of being
A shadow of some person
i was tagged by two small children, :iconsoproxi: and :iconthatguynamedoverlord: so it must be important

1) Name:
Launchbocks

2) Name Backwards:
Skcobhcnual

3) Were you named after anyone?:
who fuckin knows

4) Does your name mean anything?:
see previous answer

5) Nick Name(s):
Launch, LB, a couple other things

6) Screen Name(s):
Launchbocks

7) Date of Birth:
May, 29th

8) Place of Birth:
Purgatory

10) Current Location:
Hell

11) Sign:
Gemini

12) Religion:
idk whats going on

13) Height:
idk but I'm a tall owl

14) Weight:
idk but I'm a tall owl

15) Shoe Size:
idk but I'm a

16) Hair color:
Brow n

17) Eye color:
whats a mirror

18) What you look like:
hoot

19) Innie or Outie:
hoot

20) Righty, Lefty or other:
semi Ambidextrous

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other:
im in love with a furry


22) Best friend(s):
a lot of people

23) Best friend you trust the most:
three people, you know who you are

24) Best friends of your sex:
Corbin, Dyno, Shadow, a few other people, not gonna name them all, because Imm laze

25) Best friends of the opposite sex:
Jack ie, Sklrp, a few other people who are also important but Imm still super lazy

26) Best Bud(s):
tru

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend:
:iconqunpowder:

28) Crush:
same as 27

29) Parent(s):
I have them

30) Worst Enemy:
ha

31) Favorite on-line Guy(s):
same as 24

32) Favorite on-line Girl(s):
same as 25

33) Funniest friend:
me

34) Craziest friend:
me

35) Advice Friend:
me

36) Loudest Friend:
me

37) Person you cry with:
me

Do You Have...
me


38) Any sisters:
nay

39) Any brothers:
one is the loneliest number

40) Any pets:
i ate them

41) A Disease:
idfk

42) A Pager:
who has one that isnt a doctor

43) A Personal phone line:
i guess

44) A Cell phone:
mmhmm

45) A Lava lamp:
yes actually, but its not in use

46) A Pool or hot tub:
neither but pools are nasty in my opinion

47) A Car:
the world is my car

Describe Your...

48) Personality:
no

49) Driving:
I dont yet but when I have before it makes me super nervous

50) Car or one you want:
idc cheap and good mileage

51) Room:
mess

52) Mmh:
yeah

53) School:
I'm a sophomore next year, and my school isn't too bad, no real bullying problems or anything

54) Bed:
its magic

55) Relationship with your parent(s):
my parents are great yo, I wish everyone had parents like mine, no joke

Do You...you do

56) Believe in yourself:
shrugs

57) Believe in love at first sight?:
not at all

58) Consider yourself a good listener:
shrugs

60) Get Along with your parents:
absolutely

61) Save your e-mail conversations:
I rarely check my email

62) Pray:
not really shrugs

63) Believe in reincarnation:
idk


64) Like to make fun of people:
not at all,

65) Like to talk on the phone:
depends

66) Like to eat:
kinda

67) Like to drive:
kinda

68) Get motion sickness:
no

69) Eat the stems of broccoli:
i hate brocco tbh

70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork:
"fingers" not "forks"

71) Dream in color:
yes

72) Type with your fingers on home row:
yup

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal:
I am my own stuffed animal

What Is...?

74) Right next to you:
my 3ds

75) On the walls of your room:
nothing important

76) On your mouse pad:
a mouse B)

77) Your dream car:
see 50

78) Your dream date:
prunes

79) Your dream honeymoon spot:
Shanghai Tunnels

80) Your dream wife/husband:
I'm married to Jackie

81) Your bedtime:
whenever

82) Under your bed:
monsters

83) The single most important question:
what is the question?

84) Your bad time of the day:
morNings

85) Your worst fear(s):
torture, mental or physical

86) The weather like:
once upon a midnight dreary,

87) The time:
not even midnight

88) The date:
6/20/15

89) The best trick you ever played on someone:
one time i died

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like:
sunlight

91) Theme Song:
youtu.be/BGUaLTLiFLc

92) The hardest thing about growing up:
a lot of things

93) Your funniest experience:
one time i died

94) Your scariest moment:
idk

95) The silliest thing you've ever said:
hi im cool

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex:
one time i died

97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s):
ummm...

where is question 98

99) The best feeling in the world:
the feeling of a raw fish colliding with the back of your head

100) 5 people you tag:
hot dog
pudding
corn
cucumber
and watermelon
so, i got to thinking.... shadow HAS a back-story, BUT its not complete qite.... soooo... what i have so far, and a list of her personality and things she likes/hates blah blah..... do you think i should make a thing about it? like, should i submit it as a journal? OR as a text? then... would you be interested in reading it?

OR should i do a "ask Shadow" thing???? like onthe same deviation? or a seperate one :P i need some help guys im not sure ^^"

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