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Guys, I just found out that I actually have breast cancer.

Please don't freak out. Please don't make anything for me, I don't want gifts over something I can't control. That's the one thing I don't want you to do. If you do give me gifts or try to give me points, I'm really sorry but I will politely decline and return it. I'm sorry if this comes off as rude.

My mom found out about my DeviantArt but let me keep it, and she told me I needed to tell you guys after so long of keeping it hidden. I love my mom and my dad. I want you guys to know I love you, too.

So I found out back in December. I didn't log on for a while, I was either too sick from chemo or visiting family. I didn't want to log on, anyway. 

I actually feel very sick right now from my last chemo. I lost my eyelashes, my eyebrows, and my hair, which really upset my poor mother, because looking at me every day she says it's a huge reminder that her daughter has breast cancer. 

I hate how people stare at my head when I'm in public. But know what? Screw them. I'm not wearing a wig to conceal myself. I have breast cancer, let them know I have it and let them see that it doesn't push me down one bit. Maybe it hurts whenever a kid asks, "Mommy, why is that girl bald? Where is her hair?" but it makes it worthwhile whenever the mom explains that I have breast cancer and makes them aware that it exists.

I'm pretty young so I'm not sure if I'll make it. Let's hope I will.
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