Rock the Cradle-prologueRock the Cradle-prologue6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
prologue: *Valentine's Day* Adam guided a blindfolded Tommy back to their hotel room as he began to smirk that little smirk Tommy and lots of others fell in love with from the FYE video.
"Are we there yet?" Tommy asked, waving his hands around trying to feel the wall
"Almost..." Adam said as he put his hands on Tommy's waist and kissed his neck as they walked to their hotel room door
Soon, Adam pushed the door open and removed Tommy's blindfold.
"Okay, open your eyes!" he said as Tommy uncovered his eyes and saw glitter and rose petals scattered all over the bed.
A candle was lit on the dresser right below where the tv used to be just before Adam took it down and threw it out the window a couple of days ago.
Even though the wind was blowing through the giant hole in their window, the curtains were closed to give that 'romantic' look.
It wasn't until Adam lead Tommy over to the bed and told him "I want tonight to be special. Just you and me, okay?" that Tommy got chills down his spine
Accidentally In Love Ch8u>Accidentally In LoveAccidentally In Love Ch84 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Chapter 8: More Surprises
"Don't be so nervous." Adam cooed pulling me across the street. My heart raced and I started getting queasy all confidence in myself that told me I was ready for this vanished.
"You have nothing to worry about. Everything is going to be fine."
"What if something is wrong?" I squealed not letting him drag me into the maternity center.
"Your going to be scared about it Tommy, and believe me I'm scared too." Adam whispered cradling my face in his hands.
"But how are we going to know if we don't do this."
He was right... I sighed nodding in complete defeat, as he drug me inside.
"You take a seat, relax, clear your head and I will fill out your papers... alright!" he pecked me softly on my lips and pushed me towards the seats.
Taking a seat on one of the overstuffed baby blue chairs I looked around seeing pregnant women watching over their children as they waited, some reading magazines and others on the floor pl
Accidentally In Love Ch1Accidently In LoveAccidentally In Love Ch15 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Chapter 1: Mistakes
It wasn't soupse to be like this...... It all started as a game....
a game we played all to well... Then I did one of the stupidest things anyone can do. I fell in love with him.. but he doesn't love me.... and now..well now.... he may be pregnant with my kid....
I don't know anything about being a father, let alone if he wants me to be around or not.... This is all fucked up, and it is all my fault
I waited patiently outside the bathroom....sitting agianst the wall, tapping my foot and humming a joyful tune to get everything off my mind...for the moment... one little marking can change our lives for ever...
I looked into the mirror on the wall across from me... getting lost in my reflection, and not in a good way.. in disgust... I looked pail,sickly almost.. my black hair a mess... my eyes blood shot from lack of sleep... and not to mention the disgusto blue bags underneath them... my eyeliner didn't even cover it
Rock the Cradle part oneRock the Cradle part one6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
part one: Tommy came around the corner of the lobby in the hotel looking for Adam. He seemed a bit tense that evening, not to mention still recovering from throwing up from what he called "food poisoning" to try to get Monte, Lisa and Longineu out of his and Adam's business.
Tommy looked around, then took a quick glance of the slender object in the pocket of his hoodie.
"How could he do this to me?" he asked himself "I'm not ready for kids yet."
Soon, Adam met up with Tommy looking concerned.
"Hey Glitterbaby...Is something bothering you?" Adam asked
Tommy sighed "Yeah."
"Wanna talk?" Adam asked
"Adam, I think I may be having your kid." Tommy said
Adam stood up from his seat and pulled Tommy into his embrace.
"See? That wasn't so hard. Was it?" he asked
Tommy shook his head "But it's really embarrassing." he said
"Don't worry. You'll be fine." Adam said reassuringly as he gave Tommy a smile
"How are we going to raise a kid, Adam?...I don't think we're ready." Tommy said
"We'll learn! W
Accidentally In Love Ch7u>Accidentally In LoveAccidentally In Love Ch75 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Chapter 7: Secrets Out.
"Come on Tommy let's go. The band is going to be here soon and your still not ready." I yelled from down the stairs setting everything up.
Practices probably will remain here until we find a temporary replacement for Tommy we really can't risk anyone finding out.
"Hold on a minute." Tommy squeaked running down the stairs just as there was a knock on the door.
"Fuck!" Tommy screamed.
"I can't find my hoodie" he looked down at his still growing baby bump and panicked.
"It's on the couch." I whispered walking towards the door and opening it.
"Wow, Adam..seriously." Issac murmured walking in, the rest of the band followed.
"What's wrong with our usual.....WOAH!" Issac and everyone stopped dead in their tracks, and I followed back to their gaze.
Monte took a step forward, walking next to me and facing the band breaking the silence.
"Yeah guys, Tommy's living here now, I thought you all kn
Forever In Your Arms 2.ChapterAdam was preparing dinner, but it was not much he has never been exactly the best cook, but what they do for Tommy. He tried to make Tommy's favorite food, but he was not just pancakes were burnt and torn flesh salad angry and uncertain due to go eventually extinguish it succeeded in his creation, but Adam could only throw a dejected Tommy came to the not-too-happy position, lying on the couch "Sorry I can not glitterbaby make tacos but we could go to TacoBells at the annual dinner" was not romantic but Tommy coupage tacos loved Adam so he stopped Tommy dismissive phrase, "Damn, that sounds great but I can damn sorry Adam," Tommy said Adam sadly and stared once Tommy is a word heard or Taco TacoBells was now ready to go or eat depending on the situation. Adam still looked inquiringly at Tommy who, after a moment he said "I do not feel very well yesterday I have had ice cream and went out yesterday, just a small slice of pizza and all that I went out about a stomach flu or something" AdForever In Your Arms 2.Chapter5 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Accidentally In Love Ch6Accidentally In LoveAccidentally In Love Ch65 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Chapter 6: Precious Little Kick
I shifted to my side uncomfortably, my eyes slowly opening tiredly. The surroundings around me is nothing like my apartment.
'Where am I' I thought to myself taking everything in as a pair of hands drew tighter around my stomach and warm even breaths hit softly against my neck...and that is when I remembered that I moved in with Adam. I tore my gaze from the room and I stared at his hands resting and almost protecting my stomach. I smiled softly placing my hands on top of his. It still really confuses me on how a baby got there but I guess it's something Adam and I will figure out at my first ultrasound in a few days.
I have to admit in the beginning I wasn't happy about this one bit, I was worried about what people would think, I was hiding behind lies...not facing the truth...I was worried about the consequences that there would be if the press found out, and it would have gotten to my parents..but now
Forever In Your Arms 3.ChapterTommy silent curse Adam awoke from a dream and just looked at the concerned face of her husband's "Adam is something wrong?" Adam found himself Tommy who tried to hide the power added to the concerns of what they already had "Tommy .. I know .. but it will sound crazy but I think you pregnant" Adam bit lip and continued to follow the shape of his blonde love you even though he loved above all else After what he said it was always still the same concerns, "What? Me? Me? God I'll have a baby!" Tommy gleefully nearly jumped out of bed and began to rejoice and got Adam from a confused look "Adam, we'll have a baby" nearly bawl and Adam at the moment, not knowing what to think, "Tommy .. peace .. you have to first pass a test or the We had to go to hospital to be unnecessarily rejoice "Tommy threw at Adam uncomfortable and a little saddened look," You would not want to have a baby? " Tommy asked, almost in tears on the edge, and Adam knew that a little screwed up "Not clear that I wanted toForever In Your Arms 3.Chapter5 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
100 Word Challenge Chapter 10Adam's POV:100 Word Challenge Chapter 103 years ago in Humor More Like This
"Congratulations Tommy your pregnant." I said walking out of the bathroom.
"WTF Adam I'm a guy!" He squealed.
"Umm listen, we need to talk." I said sitting down beside him. He crawled into my lap looking up at me and waiting. "So you know how some people mistake you as a girl?" He nodded. "Well that's because you were born with both parts your parents just raised you as a guy, not a girl."
'Oh my god, how come they didn't tell me and you did? And how long have you known? And why didn't you tell me sooner?" He asked all at once.
"I don't know why they didn't tell you I've known for a while now, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, I wasn't sure how'd you take it."
"I'm in pain, my heart it broken, and I need a band-aid!" he yelled. "Oh my God my parents didn't even have the nerve to tell me I'm half fucking girl!"
"Your overreacting Tommy, trust me we'll make it through this, your half girl you have to have some kind of Motherly instinct." I said.
Forever In Your Arms 6.ChapterForever In Your Arms 6.Chapter5 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Adam in his arms his newborn daughter and his eyes poured tears tenderly she kept was beautiful and so tiny her full lips and beautiful eyes Tommy thereafter, the acme of happiness tears rushed to her eyes, evil eyes looked into those his and he could not keep smile adorned his face and tears on his cheeks Fluids Adam was a strong man but this was beyond its resources when those lovely eyes closed and little Laura had fallen asleep in his arms tenderly put her into the prepared bed. As if they knew both that their luck will be a newborn girl as a bed was in fact pink. Adam had wrapped in pink blanket with all the tenderness you have inside, and quietly went back for her exhausted husband. He had to make sure that Tommy is in order so he gently woke up "something is going on?" Tommy whispered wearily, "No honey still go to sleep I'll take you to bed" he whispered gently took Adam and Tommy in his arms, "Are you crying?" Tommy whispered softly as he looked at Adam's face, after which the
Me and Sara-part 10Me and Sara-part 105 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
part 10:*Adam's Point of View*: I watched from the mustang as the plane flew into the night sky.
It then occurred to me that Tom, Kris, Longineu, Glitterbaby and even Billy were right.
Maybe I did have a mean streak every now and then.
Was it me?
Or was I beginning to become obsessed with Billy and this crazy idea that we could end up back together?
Or was I obsessed with the fantasy of having the perfect life?
I couldn't shake the thought of losing or Sara out of my mind.
But this is reality. And in the end, Bill won the fight.
*Flashback-February 14, 2009* This was the first Valentine's day I was forced to spend alone with a baby I didn't even concieve with my true love.
I looked over at Sparrow's cradle as she slept peacefully.
I had to turn my head away and hold back the tears at what I was considering.
She was after all, my daughter too.
But Sara was more important to me.
I had to do something.
So I picked Sparrow's cradle up and walked outside to Kris' door.
When I put
Over Coffee and the News-Over a Cup of Coffee and the Morning News-Over Coffee and the News3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Month One- Discovery-
Secretly Adam's not reading the news paper, he's peaking over the top at Tommy who's dressed in a tank top, black lace panties, and a pink apron. All Adam's looking at though, is Tommy's ass in those panties, as he makes breakfast. It's 9:30 am, Tommy's made Adam's coffee just the way he likes it, and he's totally about to get his hands down his blonde's pretty black panties.
"I know what you're thinking Adam." Tommy says without turning around, "I'm not that easy."
"Oh baby, how can I resist when you look so good dressed up for me?" Adam murmurs in response. He watches the small blonde walk over, hips swaying, and after setting down a plate of pancakes, plops down in his lovers lap.
Tommy kisses Adam, smiling, "Eat, I have something really important to tell you."
"Tell me over breakfast." Adam suggests as Tommy gets up and sits down across from him, one leg tucked under. The blonde smiles shaking his head and swipes his
A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 1Tommy's POV:A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 13 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I'd been walking across Adam's room from the bathroom to the closet when I caught a glimpse of myself in the giant mirror on the wall. Last month, my pale stomach had been perfectly flat. I'd worked and ate healthy like usual, so...
I was rooted to the spot wearing nothing but a towel. I stared in the mirror, feeling like ice. What was I staring at?
Just the little bump sticking out from between my tiny hips.
I poked at it, expecting it to be soft and squishy like a fat deposit I could work off at the gym. When my finger touched it I gasped.
It was rock hard.
I felt the color drain out of my face.
Adam walked walked through the door wearing his fuzzy sweatpants and a ratty t-shirt. "Hey, Tommy? Do you know where I put--" he stopped. "What?" I turned to him with a horrified expression. I had just realized what the bump reminded me of.
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I was nine years old. It was before my family moved to L. A.. I was playing with our cat in
A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 5Tommy's POV:A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 53 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"I wish that this night would neeeever be oooooveeeeer!" I sang to the empty room. "There's plenty of time to sleep when we dieeeeee!"
Yes, I was singing to an empty room. Don't judge.
It'd been seven weeks since the ultrasound, and I had another three inches to show for my bump. It was now obvious under everything but a hoodie, and Adam had found another guitar player to sub for me a week after the ultrasound. She was a friend of Ashley's named Ann Marie, with a curly mane of brown hair, snakebites, and simple, dark clothes. She didn't stand out much on stage, but she could play the parts very well.
Therefore, I was stuck at home. I can't leave much, so I've done various things to keep myself entertained. I watched my whole collection of horror movies, a full season of True Blood, and the entire Glam Nation DVD. I made a list of girls names--which I ended up throwing out because none of them were any good-- in case my baby was a girl, practiced my nonexistent painting ski
A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 8Tommy's POV:A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 83 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I woke up to the sound of my stomach. It was growling horribly: I was ravished. And what was I craving? Pickles. Pickles, pickles, pickles, pickles. Pickle juice. I stumbled out of bed and down the stairs, leaving Adam still asleep with his arm draped over Clouds.
I dragged my feet all the way to the kitchen and opened the fridge. I searched the shelves and the door and screeched in frustration when there was no pickles. Damn. Flinging open the first cabinet, I continued my search. I slammed it shut when there was nothing in there either. When I opened the second cabinet, a bag of potato chips fell on my head and I shrieked. I picked it up to throw it across the room in frustration, but then I realized... potato chips are salty. Like pickles. I opened the bag and started to nom them.
Adam shuffled into the kitchen, rubbing his eyes with his hair in a rats' nest. "What's with the yelling, Glitterbaby?" he moaned.
"I foufn't fin' fe fickles," I said through my mouthful of ch
A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 2Adam's POV:A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 23 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I still couldn't believe it. I'd was going to be a dad. Not an adopted dad, a real dad. We were going to have a little baby.
I don't know how it happened, but somehow Tommy had gotten pregnant. I didn't know whether to be happy or sad or angry or excited or what.
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"ADAM!" Tommy shrieked. I cringed: when you first hear his voice, you don't think it can go very loud. But let me tell you: it can. Almost as loud as my voice. I hurried into our room (it was our room now that Tommy moved in permanently) to see what was wrong. I found him tearing apart the room, shirtless and with one hand on his baby bump.
"What is it, Glitterbaby?"
"I don't have a shirt!" he cried, having a pregnant lady... erm, guy fit.
"Of course you do, what about the one you wore yesterday?"
"I threw up on it." I raised an eyebrow.
"Ok, and where are the other two?"
"In the washing machine!" He started to dig through his closet, flinging things out behind him as he went. I frowned.
A Little Bit of Happy Ch. 14Tommy's POV:A Little Bit of Happy Ch. 143 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The first thing I was aware of was a dull ache in my hips.
The second was somebody humming an unfamiliar melody next to me.
The third was that I no longer had a baby in my body.
My eyes flew open and dim hospital lighting blinded me.
"You awake?" Adam whispered by my ear.
"Where is she...?" I said. "Where is Mira?"
"She's... with the doctors."
"What? Why? Is something wrong?"
"I'm not sure, they wouldn't let me see her after the first few minutes." All the memories came rushing back.
"What happened after I passed out?" Adam adjusted his position.
"Well... Your pelvis cracked. By then, everybody was freaking out. I don't know quite how they did it, but they pulled Mira out without giving you a c-section. First thing they did was give her to me..." His eyes glossed with tears at the memory. "Since you were... out of it."
"What's she like?"
"I can't... describe her. She's beautiful. In every way. She can scream as loud as I can," he laughed. "But there's something really spec
A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 6Tommy's POV:A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 63 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Adam? Are we gonna tell Sutan?" I asked on our way to the second ultrasound.
"Should we? It's up to you," He answered, keeping his eyes on the road.
"Yeah. I have a feeling I'm gonna need his support. And our parents. And your brother. And Monte. And Longineu. And Allison. Is that ok?"
"Totally. Maybe we should throw a no-more-secrets party," he laughed. I laughed with him. And then burst out crying.
"What if they get all freaked out and never want to talk to me again?" I cried. Adam, looking slightly taken aback at my outburst, took my hand.
"Why would they do that? They're our friends."
"But what if they tell someone?" I whimpered.
"Again, they wouldn't do that."
"Everybody wants talk about a freak! We'll never get a moment of rest!" I felt tears streaking down my face, but I made no move to wipe them off.
"Ssh, ssh, that won't happen. I'm sure Longineu already knows, seeing as he's like, psychic, and your mom has probably guessed, considering the circumstances." That s
A Little Bit of Happy Ch. 11Adam's POV:A Little Bit of Happy Ch. 113 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
We laid out squishy blue yoga mats on the bamboo floor of the studio. It was the smallest of the three rooms at the studio, so it felt a little more cozy than the two bigger, more open rooms.
"Let's just stretch our hips a little bit while I explain the dos and don'ts," Serene said, sweeping her blue bangs out of her face. She sat on her yoga mat and put the bottoms of her feet together and put her hands on her bent knees.
"Are you actually a yoga teacher?" Tommy asked curiously, mimicking her position.
"No, but I've been doing yoga since I was 17, so almost nine years." She grinned and began describing how hip opening stretches were very useful, as well as side stretching, and how compressing the belly and strengthening the abs were definitely NOT useful. She turned to Tommy. "If you feel discomfort for any reason, stop and rest, go get a drink a water, whatever you need."
"Got it Rene." For some reason, the nickname Rene had just stuck after a few visits, even though her
A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 4Tommy's POV:A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 43 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Thomas. Joseph. Ratliff. Calm. The fuck. Down," said Adam. We were in the hospital parking lot in Adam's car. I was shaking with nerves and clutching my almost empty cup of coffee ice cream like a life preserver. "It's been 10 minutes. The appointment is in 3 minutes," he said exasperatedly.
"But... its scary."
"I'll hold your hand the entire time."
"It's still scary."
"So are your favorite movies. Lets go." Flicking his hood up, he opened his door and walked around to my side to open mine. He stood to the side and looked at me expectantly. I poked my head out first, looking for anyone that might recognize us. I scooted around and carefully put a foot on the ground, as if it might collapse any minute. I put the other foot on the ground. I put them back in the car and looked at Adam pleadingly.
"I... can't do it."
"Tommy, if you don't get out of the car right now, I'm not paying for anymore ice cream."
I got out of the car.
"Now was that really so hard
A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 9Tommy's POV:A Little Bit Of Happy Ch. 93 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I was dozing off on the couch when the doorbell rang. Mira decided to be a squirmy little worm so I was trying to get her to stop kicking me in the stomach and making me have to pee every half hour. I slowly got off the couch and went to answer it.
"Hi, are you Mr. Ratliff?" asked the slight blue-haired girl.
"Uh, yeah..." I said, stretching.
"I'm Serene. Your prenatal class teacher." She smiled widely.
"Oh, uh... Come inside," I said groggily. Adam and I had finally gotten around to calling the Planned Parenthood people and they said someone would be coming by today. Naturally, I forgot.
"Thanks." She sat on the chair and I flopped back onto the couch, pulling Clouds the body pillow back up and laying on top of it.
"Adam's gon' be here la'er..." I murmured into the pillow. "I'm gonna take a nap."
"Alright, I'll just wait until he comes back. How long do you think he'll be?"
"Bou' 20 minutes..." I heard the sound of an iPhone unlocking, then I drifted into sleep.
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