LonelinessYour parents tell you to go out, but what reason do you really have to go out? You have little to no friends, and the small portion of friends you do have, aren't home or are busy with their friends.Loneliness2 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
It's most lonely at 3am. When your curled up in your bed, crying, haunted by the memories stuck on repeat in your head. You try and try to forget, but no matter what they always come back.
It's when you're out with your friends but your always the third wheel. Where if you try to talk they don't hear you. Where you have to walk behind the others because theres no room on the sidewalk.
Feeling lost and insecure.
When you make an internet friend and even then, you're paranoid they've forgotten about you.
Where you start to care and trust someone, but they destroy that and you're back where you started.
Let's All Dump Water on Our Laptops Sounds GreatWell my laptop committed suicideLet's All Dump Water on Our Laptops Sounds Great2 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
I actually knocked an entire bottle of water on it like an idiotand I had to buy a completely new one. I sorta lost all my art programs and basically everything else that was on it.
It came with absolutely nothing though, not even like MS Paint. I haven't gotten around to downloading anything because effort, and I only need Tumblr to survive.
Good chance I won't be posting many things in my gallery for a bit. I also had to start over completely on that story thing but it's not like I was very far anyway so it's not a huge deal to me, I've almost re-typed all of what I had before (even though it's rushed and probably not as good as the original but it's whatever) :iconbadassplz:
And I'm still deciding whether my new laptop is better than my other one was. You know. Before it was brutally murdered. By me.
On a completely unrelated note I have made the extremely difficult decision to no longer be a complete p