092714-011014Things I can't say092714-011014Moments ago in Emotional More Like This
Remember... I said all I wanted for my birthday was to have you back. This time I... I'd give up my right hand, my cintiq, my oboe, and my voice. For you to come back to me.
I know we have to make our own paths but I wish those paths would interwine
I love you. I wanna say it, want you to have the ability to see into me, see just the extent of my love to you. I can't see how I'll ever stop loving you, to be honest. I wanna call you my dear my love my sugarpea my baby. I want to kiss you and hold your hand and hug and be held until I fall asleep. And fuck... It's only the first full day.
And I'll hold on like hell to our maybe someday.
I'm trying to remember I time in which I didn't think you were beautiful, or at least aesthetically pleasing. But... In all my memory of these 4, 5? Years we've known eachother, I can't think of one.
Guh. I'm a dork
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT
ITS NOT DUMB
PROUD TO LOVE YOU
PROUD TO SAY THIS
AND FUCKING HELL I WISH I COULD TELL YOU